A few topics.

[Sabth]

Is me. A new realization

Is me is God. I've wrote a few something the other day and realized this, is me means, in Arabic my name is

Anything, that is me is equal to your name. And in arab countries ,the first thing that people will ask you it's your name. (It was such a childhood thing.) 

So anything that is me is your name. 

People would rarely use your name these days. 

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If you love a figure would you name your child by that figure's name (I wouldn't. ) . 

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"How do we go higher?"

Back in heaven . I used to dream of a great stuff now it is of a lesser stuff. If back then I could go on a clear way now it's crowded. 

They said I got a flashlight. So I'll go first. It was steep. 

If back then I could go as fast as I wishes.irl. 

 

I'm Being Very Confused now - 4:40PM 21/4/2023

With my identity. At one point, I want to be the perfect x. Like I always used to be. But at another, I am already  going pass the limit. (Spoilt). So might as well be forever. I wanna change my identity. But given the right surrounding (I don't wanna do it with just anybody.) I don't& won't feel comfortable either. 

4:43PM

If anything, it was just for myself. Doing something I'm comfortable with. At this age. (It's weird being this age.) It truly is.  ▪️I wanna dye my hair. I wanna wear comfortably.. I wanna change or focus on my appearance. Before this it was all mind game. I don't think about my look I only have one appearance and that's more than heavenly already to me. No accessories. Completely clean. That's wht I'm comfortable with. I am my Mind. With little attention to style or appearance (I almost only have a one image which is good.) I love my look and my one appearance. 

But now, I've been thinking of trying different thing.. I wish I hadn't hv to change, since back then. 

Am I missing on something important right now? - 5:04PM

Edited June 3, 2023 by Sabth