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Many People Who Are Fighting Absolute Solipsism Do Not Even Know What It Is

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13 hours ago, Moksha said:

Do you understand that since location isn't real, and you never go anywhere, your absolute nature is beyond the appearance of dream locations, dream people, and dream change?

If you believe that embracing the ego is direct experience, you don't know what direct experience is.

....Sigh...there is no beyond. To be beyond something is to be seperate. 

https://www.google.com/search?q=Beyond+definition&rlz=1C1VDKB_enUS991US992&oq=Beyond+definition&aqs=chrome..69i57.5469j0j15&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

It is IMPOSSIBLE for ANYTHING to be beyond....because you are SOURCE. Without you....nothing exists. So NO there is NO BEYOND. Again...BEYOND is APPEARANCE!!! All appearance is temporary/impermanent. This is why I have said....you all are too attached to appearance. This is what you fail the most and it is the underlying test for me to determine who is actually awake or not.

Why? Because it is the LAST PIECE of the puzzle to totally live from a permanent non-dual present moment. Are you truly ready to accept that you are NOTHING? If you are....then you wouldn't care right now...if you POOFED and never appeared again...RIGHT NOW. When the search is truly over, and you are willing to surrender all that you hold dear for absolutely nothing...in that moment it will all be revealed and the VERY INVASIVE process of your private Screenshot (112).png experience falling away as the illusion that it is...begins. 

The truth is there was never privacy ever....you just weren't aware of it. Your whole life was trickery that every sound, and sensation wasn't you. Majority of people on here talk about it, many have only briefly sensed it, but it is NOT their daily experience. If you take a psychedelic and reach these states and NEVER come back to the state that you had before the trip....if you still feel ONENESS permanently...then you are finally awake. You can't be fooled by the self-deception trickery no longer.

I just recently spoke to someone who decided to take the plunge....and he told me he thought he was going insane. I was so proud of him for even trying. To truly awaken is going against your biology. In fact it rewrites your entire biology. Your brain and nervous system will never function the way it did before permanent awakening. 

Direct Experience is KING. If you do not have confirmation in your DIRECT EXPERIENCE that Non-Duality is ABSOLUTELY TRUE!!!...then you are still a seeker and have no truly understood the teachings. Because if you truly understood them....then you wouldn't be holding yourself back from a permanent non-dual state. 

Read that picture I put up there from Leo. When no character in the dream can fool you that you aren't them, when you know from your direct experience no different than you know your hand is your hand...that their body, their words, are your body and words. Then you are awake. Notice people on that forum are looking to Leo to give them confirmation....it's hilarious!! It's like Stan Lee taking LSD and begging Spider-Man to tell him he is a good person. Spider-Man is like...uhhhh you know you created me right? You know you are just talking to yourself right? LOL.

Anyway...it is what it is. ONLY YOU KNOW YOU ARE AWAKE. No character in a dream can ever verify it....because you are creating everything.


You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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@Razard86 "Direct experience" can be misleading. Consider the concept of "pure knowing": pure knowing is beyond any thing that is known. Being identified with pure knowing, beyond any thing, any ego, any limited identity, any thought or perception, is what it's about.

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Intrinsic joy is revealed in the marriage of meaning and being.

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24 minutes ago, Bazooka Jesus said:

Serious question: How do you conduct yourself in "real life" (assuming that you have something like an actual life outside of this forum)? Do you actually embody the stuff that you tout on here? Are you completely unrestrained & unfiltered in your interactions with others, simply acting on all of your base impulses, morality and consequences be damned? Do you run around on the street constantly yelling at people "HAHAHAHAHA this is so funny!!! You're all completely imaginary!!!!"? Or do you live a kind of double life where this forum is your little safe space which you run off to in order to vent and act out your private spiritual awakening fantasy while behaving like a regular model citizen in so-called real life?

What is the endgame of an authentic Solipsist?

[Authenticity is a concept of personality in the fields of psychology, existential psychotherapy, existentialist philosophy, and aesthetics. In existentialism, authenticity is the degree to which a person's actions are congruent with their values and desires, despite external pressures to social conformity. ]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Authenticity_(philosophy)

 

Psychiatrist:  I don't know your problem yet, so so its best when you start right from the beginning.

Patient: In the beginning, I created the heavens and the earth.

 

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7 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

but look at the complete inconsistency of the believers. They have seen Leo's videos and according to them, they have realized the truth. this has completely changed their lives. but leo, his guru, says over and over again that the key to his awakening is 5 meo. that he has done it 300 times, 30 days in a row, risking his life. but not one of the believers has ever done so, nor do they intend to. They say they believe in Jesus but they don't dare to be baptized. Normal, why do it? they are not interested in god, they are interested in being better than their neighbors. they are Pharisees. 

You're right. The spiritually immature look for signs and shortcuts. They seek an easy pivotal insight that miraculously transforms their existence into bliss, without exercise and integration. They haven't yet realized the absolute cost of enlightenment, nor are they willing to pay it.

As Jesus said, the only sign they receive is the sign of Jonah. It's a parable pointing to the price of salvation from the ego self. Before you can be unborn, you have to survive your stint in the smelly bowels of the whale. When you're humble enough to realize your utter insignificance, only then will the whale spit you out to the other shore.


Just because God loves you doesn't mean it is going to shape the cosmos to suit you. God loves you so much that it will shape you to suit the cosmos.

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7 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

We are not interested in spiritual or philosophical ideology here. What saves you is the contemplation and personal investigation you freely and joyfully engage in. That's what purifies you from all the human bullshit and illusions. That's where the truth comes from. The truth doesn't come from me. You are going to use your own mind to purify itself, like a bodybuilder uses years of lifting to sculpt his body. No ideology adds muscle to the body, only lifting does. And the whole point of bodybuilding is not to reach some final result but to enjoy the entire process of lifting. To fall in love with lifting. So fall in love with contemplation! You will be doing it for the next 40 years. There is no way to succeed in that without loving it. Stop racing ahead to some imagined results. Slow down and relish the process. THAT is my teaching. I am not here to teach you things to believe. You don't need to believe anything, just fucking contemplate for 40 years.

My job is to inspire you to contemplate reality in the deepest ways possible, and to feed grist into your contemplation mill. Let's you and I just spend the next 40 years contemplating together and see where we end up! Trust that if you do this diligently you will end up somewhere extraordinary. 

One of the cleanest insights I've seen from my man Leo. ⚡


Just because God loves you doesn't mean it is going to shape the cosmos to suit you. God loves you so much that it will shape you to suit the cosmos.

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53 minutes ago, Razard86 said:

Anyway...it is what it is. ONLY YOU KNOW YOU ARE AWAKE. No character in a dream can ever verify it....because you are creating everything.

Circular Logic:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Circular_reasoning#:~:text=Circular reasoning (Latin%3A circulus in,are trying to end with.

 

Medicine:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keisaku

won't be applied.

 

Outcome

anything between

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suffering

and

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mania

up to

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bipolar_disorder

 

fim score: See last post.

 

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1 hour ago, Razard86 said:

It is IMPOSSIBLE for ANYTHING to be beyond....because you are SOURCE. Without you....nothing exists. So NO there is NO BEYOND. Again...BEYOND is APPEARANCE!!! All appearance is temporary/impermanent. This is why I have said....you all are too attached to appearance. This is what you fail the most and it is the underlying test for me to determine who is actually awake or not.

You have it backwards. Beyond is absolute reality in the absence of appearance. It is the changeless beneath the cosmos of change. It is timeless unattachment from appearance.

When mystics use the pointer "beyond", we are looking at absolute reality beyond the seemingness of creation, separation, and change. It is simply a map to the unveiled absolute reality, which is within its apparent dream, but in truth is beyond its dream. Existence is only the apparent string of jewels hanging from the neck of the absolute. It is beyond its necklace.

You say the right words about direct experience, but then proceed to contradict yourself. Enlightenment is not embracing the ego. Is this why the word beyond seems so triggering for you? If the absolute is beyond the ego, and its entire cosmos, what does that imply about your identity?


Just because God loves you doesn't mean it is going to shape the cosmos to suit you. God loves you so much that it will shape you to suit the cosmos.

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1 hour ago, Carl-Richard said:

@Razard86 "Direct experience" can be misleading. Consider the concept of "pure knowing": pure knowing is beyond any thing that is known. Being identified with pure knowing, beyond any thing, any ego, any limited identity, any thought or perception, is what it's about.

^^^Concept....Concept Concept.....

Direct Experience Cannot be misleading...that is actually the illusion. Direct Experience..is total and absolute.

18 minutes ago, Moksha said:

You have it backwards. Beyond is absolute reality in the absence of appearance. It is the changeless beneath the cosmos of change. It is timeless unattachment from appearance.

When mystics use the pointer "beyond", we are looking at absolute reality beyond the seemingness of creation, separation, and change. It is simply a map to the unveiled absolute reality, which is within its apparent dream, but in truth is beyond its dream. Existence is only the apparent string of jewels hanging from the neck of the absolute. It is beyond its necklace.

You say the right words about direct experience, but then proceed to contradict yourself. Enlightenment is not embracing the ego. Is this why the word beyond seems so triggering for you? If the absolute is beyond the ego, and its entire cosmos, what does that imply about your identity?

.....The absence of appearance....IS THE SAME as appearance!!! If it wasn't, time and space, and destination would be REAL!!! This is why I said I know for a FACT you do not live from a non-dual perspective. If what you said was true....then it violates Non-Duality. Nothing can be BEYOND. Beyond is just an appearance. You have NEVER traveled anywhere EVER!!! You have been floating in an empty void...in the same spot...and you will for all eternity!!! That's it!!!! 

All you teach is fear and separation and you are not even aware of it. The ego cannot be separated from the dream itself. To not embrace the ego is to deny WHAT IS!!!! The self is the totality of ALL SELFS, to deny ANY self, is not different than denying the totality of self. It is to resist!!! You teach fear, resistance, and thus you fool yourself into thinking you are free of suffering but what you are doing is increasing it!!! A complete embrace of ALL that is, with NO RESISTANCE is the only true measure of Self-Love.

This is why Leo said, judge every teaching by Self-Love. What is Self-Love? A full embrace that is void of any bias. So if you teach ANY FORM OF DEMONIZATION, any lack of an embrace you are teaching delusion!!! This is an ABSOLUTE!!! Only human egos cannot understand this. The only true truth, is that TRUE LOVE, TRUE INTELLIGENCE HAS NO BIAS!!! NONE whatsoever!!! Period!!! 


You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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1 hour ago, Water by the River said:

 

???This world is a kind of nightmare. Everything is violence. Let's see, i have been forced to sit in a chair for years. To fit in a mold, comparing, deforming.We each react to the madness of being human in our own way. some try to seek the truth, and others the power. the very rotten sons of bitches. a bullet in the head of each one, but there is no iron in the world, they are legion. disgusting race who has managed to escape the total cruelty of nature, but in exchange is impure.  

But looking at it well, nothing escapes what it has to be. everything follows its cycle, everything evolves. so that? who need this shit? better not be nothing . material existence is struggle, pain and madness. god is Kali 

But no... fucking god knows exactly what he wants, why to do this path. To understand the existence is not a game

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1 hour ago, Razard86 said:

Anyway...it is what it is. ONLY YOU KNOW YOU ARE AWAKE. No character in a dream can ever verify it....because you are creating everything.

You become directly conscious that you are all characters.

All characters verify you are awake implicitly. 


I AM a devil 

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1 minute ago, Yimpa said:

You become directly conscious that you are all characters.

All characters verify you are awake implicitly. 

False, if this was true one trip of 5 MEO which is literally the most direct pointer you can be given would awaken someone. Many people have tripped off it many times and still haven't awoken. Why? Self-Denial. You are capable of Absolute Infinite Self-Denial. You do not understand what that actually means.

ONLY GOD can verify it is GOD. God can only verify itself when it appears!!! When it appears it gets to experience what it is, and then it can CONCLUDE what it is. Since God is the only thing that exists....only God can do it. 

 


You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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1 minute ago, Razard86 said:

.....The absence of appearance....IS THE SAME as appearance!!!

For someone that touts logic as the be-all-end-all, your statement is devoid of logic. By definition, the absence of appearance can't be the same as appearance.

"If it wasn't, time and space, and destination would be REAL!!!"

Again, illogical. If time, space, and destination are not real then there must be an underlying reality that is beyond the appearance of time, space, and destination. You are conflating reality with unreality.

"The ego cannot be separated from the dream itself. To not embrace the ego is to deny WHAT IS!!!!"

Dude, in all sincerity you continually confuse yourself. Take a step back and look at what you are writing.

To not embrace the ego is to realize WHAT IS, beyond the illusion of the cosmos. Ego is the LIE that the absolute is only its creation. It is complete IDENTIFICATION with maya, and is DELUSION.

You speak about direct realization, but it's clear you don't understand what is meant by mystics. You have to let go of the ego entirely, and realize god.

"A complete embrace of ALL that is, with NO RESISTANCE is the only true measure of Self-Love."

See my signature. The only way to navigate the cosmos without resistance is to realize your absolute nature, beyond the cosmos. Identification with the cosmos is entrapping, suffering, and quintessentially egoic.

"The only true truth, is that TRUE LOVE, TRUE INTELLIGENCE HAS NO BIAS!!! NONE whatsoever!!! Period!!!"

Having no bias only becomes possible when you realize your absolute nature, beyond any particular perspective. It is being lucid within the dream, without losing your absolute awareness in the experience.

 


Just because God loves you doesn't mean it is going to shape the cosmos to suit you. God loves you so much that it will shape you to suit the cosmos.

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14 minutes ago, Razard86 said:

God can only verify itself when it appears!!!

Awareness is aware. It doesn't require the illusion of the ego for verification.


Just because God loves you doesn't mean it is going to shape the cosmos to suit you. God loves you so much that it will shape you to suit the cosmos.

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2 minutes ago, Moksha said:

For someone that touts logic as the be-all-end-all, your statement is devoid of logic. By definition, the absence of appearance can't be the same as appearance.

"If it wasn't, time and space, and destination would be REAL!!!"

Again, illogical. If time, space, and destination are not real then there must be an underlying reality that is beyond the appearance of time, space, and destination. You are conflating reality with unreality.

"The ego cannot be separated from the dream itself. To not embrace the ego is to deny WHAT IS!!!!"

Dude, in all sincerity you continually confuse yourself. Take a step back and look at what you are writing.

To not embrace the ego is to realize WHAT IS, beyond the illusion of the cosmos. Ego is the LIE that the absolute is only its creation. It is complete IDENTIFICATION with maya, and is DELUSION.

You speak about direct realization, but it's clear you don't understand what is meant by mystics. You have to let go of the ego entirely, and realize god.

"A complete embrace of ALL that is, with NO RESISTANCE is the only true measure of Self-Love."

See my signature. The only way to navigate the cosmos without resistance is to realize your absolute nature, beyond the cosmos. Identification with the cosmos is entrapping, suffering, and quintessentially egoic.

"The only true truth, is that TRUE LOVE, TRUE INTELLIGENCE HAS NO BIAS!!! NONE whatsoever!!! Period!!!"

Having no bias only becomes possible when you realize your absolute nature, beyond any particular perspective. It is being lucid within the dream, without losing your absolute awareness in the experience.

 

HAHAHA my statement is NOT devoid of logic...the ONLY mystery of God...is how can NOTHING....BE the same as SOMETHING. Your true nature is devoid of any qualia!!! Appearance is a quality....so if you strip away all qualia what do you have? BLANK!!!! So your true nature is BLANK!!!! That BLANK which is NOTHING becomes AWARE when it conjures up appearances. These appearances can be visual, physical sensations, emotions, memories, the list goes on!! It can infinitely conjure up whatever it wants and it is not bound by anything in what it can conjure up!!

So the mystery of God is how the hell can nothing exist? This does not make sense!!! But sense making...is a creation!!! Because logic requires mechanisms!!! It requires sequence of events....but God is NOT BOUND by sequence of events!!! So what you have to realize the one mystery that will never be solved is how the hell can nothing exist, be eternal, and not be caused by something.

Because nothing is INFINITE, it can NEVER have an OTHER. Other is impossible....but NOTHING IS BLANK!!!! Its blank. You see when you define existence as appearance you get lost. Why not realize that existence...doesn't have to appear!!! So God is the totality of infinite possibilities because it is BLANK!! Notice everyday if you go into deep sleep...you go BLANK!!! That BLANK is your true nature!!! Notice this is what you are most afraid of!!! You call it death. But....BLANK is eternal and immortal. You fool yourself with the belief that BLANK is somehow bad. LOL.

It's not!!!!!

 


You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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Hace 4 minutos, Razard86 dijo:

JAJAJA mi afirmación NO está desprovista de lógica...el ÚNICO misterio de Dios...es cómo NADA....SER lo mismo que ALGO. ¡¡¡Tu verdadera naturaleza está desprovista de cualquier qualia!!! La apariencia es una cualidad... así que si te deshaces de todos los qualia, ¿qué tienes? ¡¡¡¡BLANCO!!!! ¡Entonces tu verdadera naturaleza está EN BLANCO! Ese BLANCO que es NADA se vuelve CONSCIENTE cuando conjura apariencias. Estas apariencias pueden ser visuales, sensaciones físicas, emociones, recuerdos, ¡la lista continúa! ¡¡Puede conjurar infinitamente lo que quiera y no está obligado por nada en lo que pueda conjurar!!

Just mental deductions, right? So? 

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7 minutes ago, CARDOZZO said:

Moksha x Razard Vibes:

 

I see myself as the guy in the movie theater spoiling the movie. Notice how everything I say neatly....falls into place. LOL.....It's funny when you figure out everything.


You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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10 minutes ago, Razard86 said:

So what you have to realize the one mystery that will never be solved is how the hell can nothing exist, be eternal, and not be caused by something.

This is absolute simply and obvious. Because there are no limits. The question is: what the fuck is this? What the fuck razard is? Do you understand? Let me laugh, is you don't mind

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