Many People Who Are Fighting Absolute Solipsism Do Not Even Know What It Is

[Yimpa]

10 minutes ago, Kuba Powiertowski said:

@Razard86 But still, the question remains: what do you, YOU RAZARD, want?

In my opinion, it's the most profound question everyone must face, the only one that is good to be taken seriously.

What you want is deeper connection with yourself. Plain the simple. 

You seek to expand your sense of self, which is evident by the sense of other.

Self = Other

But isn’t that duality? Of course it is! Self does not have a bias towards duality or nonduality. 

[Kuba Powiertowski]

@Razard86 You write a lot about the mind. THE  MIND this, THE MIND that. You forgot the Heart. The Spirit lives there. Spirit is always FREE - do you understand what that means? It follows its own path. Respect that. Respect the shit. It's also divine. 

Btw, I like You Razard, really. Even if I don't know You

[Kuba Powiertowski]

@Benton There is no problem. There are different worldviews, that are generated by human minds and hearts. That's all.

[Razard86]

5 minutes ago, Benton said:

The only problem with razards message is most of you are too egoic and in your feelings to look at it clearly.

I'm glad you get it....I think everyone on here is perfect. What I am currently doing...is shaking things up. One of the most important parts of my spiritual journey was this guy.

What I discovered throughout my journey is sometimes telling someone they are God can make them get too attached. When my friend put me onto him, what came up was fear of losing all meaning and purpose. The problem with Leo's message is it can feed the ego, because the ego is achievement oriented.

So I forced myself to listen to Tony Parson's rob my ego of all meaning and purpose until the resistance was gone. Now this didn't fully awaken me but it was PARAMOUNT to the process. So hey if you think my method doesn't resonate...try Tony. ....LOL.

[Yimpa]

8 minutes ago, Benton said:

The only problem with razards message is most of you are too egoic and in your feelings to look at it clearly.

It’s possible to be “too egoic” and “in their feelings”, but then use it as an opportunity to breakthrough the illusion.

It’s not merely about lowering your ego and being less in your feelings. It’s about understanding the underlying structure of how your mind is creating all of this. 

[Razard86]

4 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

It’s possible to be “too egoic” and “in their feelings”, but then use it as an opportunity to breakthrough the illusion.

It’s not merely about lowering your ego and being less in your feelings. It’s about understanding the underlying structure of how your mind is creating all of this. 

Exactly. You know how someone can take Weed and feel anxious? Instead of running from it, they should use it as an opportunity to work with those emotions. I once took an edible and became ridiculously full of anxiety and I walked around and did things from that state and confirmed in my direct experience that emotions do not have control over us. We can operate with neutrality no matter what arises, now obvious this is easier said than done and takes practice.

You all have no idea how powerful you really are. You have been conditioned to think in terms of lack, it's why I harp on human conditioning so much because it is so limiting. You all are beautiful, intelligent, wise, and you have been brainwashed into thinking otherwise. That brainwashing is rigid, and tightly clung too. And getting you to drop it...WILL BE VERY PAINFUL! It will be the MOST PAINFUL THING YOU CAN EVER DO. Full awakening IS NOT PLEASANT. It is death to all which you identify. You are basically offering yourself up as a sacrifice. As a sacrificial lamb. Have you heard that one before? Remind you of someone? 

[Breakingthewall]

1 hour ago, Razard86 said:

Wow....you are literally making stuff up!!! I'm done...I can tell you don't want to awaken. A negative awakening? I'm so done that doesn't even exist!!!!

No the only awakening is to realize that everything is direct and seperation doesn't exist at all. I can't believe you just said the phrase negative awakening.....what the hell is that? I'm done. You will never awaken until you rid yourself of all this fear and bullshit you keep spewing.

Do you know the hilariousness of NOT having a non-dual baseline experience daily....and pontificating and trying to imagine what it is like. You literally have as your life a dual experience and you can only break through to non-duality using psychedelics, yet you are telling ME who lives from non-duality....what TRUE non-duality is... and you think I LIVE in a logical framework? The depths of delusion you are stuck in is PROFOUND!!!! And very funny.

I want to show you compassion....but it won't help you. It will just encourage your delusion. So I will continue to make fun of your delusion....just like a bad trip will. Until your ego decides...it doesn't know shit. Because....you don't know what the hell you are talking about....because you don't live from that state....but you love to try to imagine what it would be like.

Hey guys....here is how to know if you are deluded....when you speak about something....THAT IS NOT IN YOUR DIRECT EXPERIENCE. You are imagining what you THINK it will be like. This is why awakened people know who isn't awake. Because you reveal yourselves through your own deluded imagination.

It's like a virgin telling a porn star what sex is like. He imagines what it is to have sex, and what it IS REALLY LIKE. And the porn star shakes his head because he knows from the descriptions....that he is talking to a virgin.

The problem here is that you don't understand what I've said, it's in another dimension for you, that you can't reach, and your response, instead of trying to understand, is to start screaming hysterically.

[Breakingthewall]

@Razard86 

in fact, the way you express yourself and the content of what you say reveals pathology on a pretty serious level. it starts to get tiring. For me it's like talking to a kid, I try in a subtle way to make you see your mistake. It is impossible, because for you the only important thing is to be the great guru. you are a real narcissist, impervious to any understanding, stuck in your need for superiority, and the truth, unbearable. I hope you can get out of your maze, but it seems that your will is to go deeper and deeper into your confusion

[Kuba Powiertowski]

1 hour ago, Yimpa said:

Self does not have a bias towards duality or nonduality. 

?????

[Holykael]

Wow. Look at all the drama between figments of my imagination. How swell

[Kuba Powiertowski]

1 hour ago, Benton said:

The point is to see beyond that.

Beyond that is The Great Unknown, which is probably hard to accept for some folks.

[Breakingthewall]

2 hours ago, Benton said:

@Yimpa People are too identified to see clearly. You can’t understand how you are creating all reality as an ego.

Viewing all bias reposed as consciousness is key to clarity.

Yes , sure, Let's say that Leo is a bit stupid, and that's why he had to fry his brain with a ton of psychedelics, when things were much simpler, it was enough to watch some videos and accept the belief that the others don't exist. 

[Razard86]

19 minutes ago, Benton said:

@Kuba Powiertowski It is the realization that we are consciousness and that we are everything

Their is no difference between being conscious of a thing and being that thing. And even the things you aren’t conscious of you are conscious of. Because if there exists a thing you aren’t conscious of and you are thinking of it: there it is. The quality is your own doing.
Everything is Now

And there is no Boundary to Now

Well spoken

[Moksha]

5 hours ago, Razard86 said:

The only thing that awakens you is the realization that there is only you, because it is true. That's it. If you accept what is true, completely and utterly with no resistance and raise your consciousness then permanent realization will happen.

I agree, assuming that by "there is only you", you mean "there is only the absolute".

What I'm pointing to is the hunting horn of the ego. Catching glimpses of the absolute is like spotting the great white stag in the forest. Spiritual seekers chase it, hoping to claim it as a prized trophy and hang it above the throne in their egoic fortress.

The wise kneel humbly, and wait with eyes downcast for the stag to approach of its own volition. If they are free enough of ego, the stag will lie down next to them and become their dear companion.

The absolute is not a possession to be acquired, or an experience to be enjoyed. It is the true essence of us all, creating the conditions to realize the unparalleled glory of itself. The most phenomenal wonders in the cosmos can't compare to a pure heart.

I'm sharing this with everyone on the forum, and have only the below feedback to share with you personally:

If you look at the record of my posts, I rarely call someone out on their ego. It's intentional. When pointed out, the ego puffs itself up defiantly and becomes even more bloated than it was before. For that reason, there's little to be gained by naming it. It's like standing next to someone that just farted, and politely ignoring the miasma because you don't want them to feel embarrassed.

Given  that context, I'll say this once. I feel that you have an enormous ego, to which you are largely blind. You maniacally post more threads than anyone on this forum, most of which are long and rife with judgment. You seem to take enjoyment in calling out the egos of others. This behavior only enhances your sense of spiritual superiority. When sentences are being perpetually passed on others, in the conviction that you are right and everyone else is wrong (including even your mentor, Leo), be sure that ego is at the helm.

You can use this as a spur for deeper growth, or dismiss it as the drivel of someone beneath you. I share it in sincerity, as someone that has struggled for a long time with an ego of my own.

Edited May 26, 2023 by Moksha

[Breakingthewall]

24 minutes ago, Benton said:

Leo is genius

If that is so, why did Leo have to do 100 complete trips of 5 meo to begin to understand and here people are already enlightened by watching a video?

[Yimpa]

30 minutes ago, Benton said:

 

You just have to realize whats True. As consciousness you can see all your bias without being attached.

You can also be attached and it won’t diminish you in any way. Because you see what attachment is with absolute clarity. 
 

7 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

If that is so, why did Leo have to do 100 complete trips of 5 meo to begin to understand and here people are already enlightened by watching a video?

You are imagining ALL of that. 

[Yimpa]

What you all miss is that EVERYTHING is IMAGINATION. Including all concepts, rules, and of course… YOU!

[Breakingthewall]

3 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

You are imagining ALL of that. 

?????? Thanks for the input. 

[Breakingthewall]

7 minutes ago, Benton said:

is Leos video.

He earned that understanding and gave it to us for free making far easier to “get”. And there are many degrees of “getting it”. Consciousness has infinite capacity to understand itself because it is infinity and not limited. 

you are completely deceived, and it is a pity that leo is not anymore here to tell all of you that parroting him that this is not even remotely awakening. if he said so maybe you would believe him

Edited May 26, 2023 by Breakingthewall

[Yimpa]

Just now, Benton said:

 

comes in for the kill

Love doesn’t merely remove fear. It transforms fear into Love!

What gets killed is nothing!