Razard86

Burning Through Karma

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I have come across people who say stuff like oh I had a porn addiction I'm so glad I got over it. I laugh when I read stuff like this. Why? You never had a porn addiction. The problem with human conditioning is it is chock full of so many lies that you take as true you don't know your left from your right hand. Porn addiction? Really? You really think you have a porn addiction? I could so easily prove to you, that you do not have a porn addiction. 

You would say how? I would lock you in a room, tape your eyes open and force you to watch every porn imaginable, within less than a day you would be begging to watch something else!! Porn addiction my ass!! What you have is a judgment against sex, and a push/pull relationship with porn. As such you watch it, get off and then feel guilty. This guilt you carry and attempt to avoid what you think is the source of the guilt which is the porn. Eventually this pressure builds up and it must be released through you watching porn so you do it till you get off. Then you feel guilt and the cycle repeats itself.

You call this push/pull guilt cycle an addiction. This is such a got damn farce its funny. You wanna know what a REAL addiction is? Something you can't live without. You tell me you have an oxygen addiction, you not getting no argument from me. But porn? Pah!!! Don't kid yourself. You binge long enough on that stuff it will bore you like anything else in life. So miss me with this porn addiction stories, ho hum you can stop at anytime. Porn is just a guilty pleasure you created a push/pull relationship with that you frame as an addiction. 

Go burn through that karma so you can realize it was never an addiction in the first place.


You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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this was my problem you are addicted to porn cause everyone told you it was bad. Its not bad to jerk off whenever the fuck you want 5 time 6 time 7 times you just do it more cause you tell you demonize it touch your dick whenever you want. Post nut clarity is satan. Love that shit if you get off to it.

Its a self deception on keeping you addicted to weird shit which when you understand this you can cure yourself instantly by watching the video again and loving the fuck out of it.

Its a built in mechanism  by the devil to instantly lower your vibration after raising it so high ! If you keep the feeling going you will heal.

Try to jerk off and dont cum and just hold that awsesome feeling in your mind then push it down to your stomach then start again and get your mind almost to orgasm stop and then foxus on that feeling and then push that feeling to your stomach and do that for awhile and then just stop masturbating without cumming. You wont even want to come after awhile and all that feeling wont be released. And you will feel amazing.

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5 hours ago, Hojo said:

this was my problem you are addicted to porn cause everyone told you it was bad. Its not bad to jerk off whenever the fuck you want 5 time 6 time 7 times you just do it more cause you tell you demonize it touch your dick whenever you want. Post nut clarity is satan. Love that shit if you get off to it.

Its a self deception on keeping you addicted to weird shit which when you understand this you can cure yourself instantly by watching the video again and loving the fuck out of it.

Its a built in mechanism  by the devil to instantly lower your vibration after raising it so high ! If you keep the feeling going you will heal.

Try to jerk off and dont cum and just hold that awsesome feeling in your mind then push it down to your stomach then start again and get your mind almost to orgasm stop and then foxus on that feeling and then push that feeling to your stomach and do that for awhile and then just stop masturbating without cumming. You wont even want to come after awhile and all that feeling wont be released. And you will feel amazing.

Glad you overcame it. What I described with porn you can substitute with pretty much anything. Now I'm not saying addictions don't exist, but to me real addictions are chemical dependence. The type of stuff when you stop your body goes through heavy withdrawal. Unless someone has heavy biological reactions as a result of removing themselves from consumption of a particular substance then they don't really have an addiction. I've heard some people replace that word with a compulsion. I guess that word could be appropriate? Ehh who knows.

 


You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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10 hours ago, Razard86 said:

Glad you overcame it. What I described with porn you can substitute with pretty much anything. Now I'm not saying addictions don't exist, but to me real addictions are chemical dependence. The type of stuff when you stop your body goes through heavy withdrawal. Unless someone has heavy biological reactions as a result of removing themselves from consumption of a particular substance then they don't really have an addiction. I've heard some people replace that word with a compulsion. I guess that word could be appropriate? Ehh who knows.

 

some insights i stumbled upon this week

desire, attachment, addiction = love to have. have to have, sure to have ... respectively

desire is fine and natural and fun; desire everything, whatever comes enjoy to the hilt, just don't pray it stays

attachment is i can't live without this, you have thereby expanded your identity and consequently your suffering

addiction is this is an unstoppable behaviour and therefore my defining priority ... my life is fulfilling my addiction ... this is wholly who i am

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51 minutes ago, gettoefl said:

some insights i stumbled upon this week

desire, attachment, addiction = love to have. have to have, sure to have ... respectively

desire is fine and natural and fun; desire everything, whatever comes enjoy to the hilt, just don't pray it stays

attachment is i can't live without this, you have thereby expanded your identity and consequently your suffering

addiction is this is an unstoppable behaviour and therefore my defining priority ... my life is fulfilling my addiction ... this is wholly who i am

Great!!! I love your posts, even if I don't always agree your posts come from an authentic desire for truth and it bleeds out in your posts. Thanks for sharing!!!


You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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36 minutes ago, Razard86 said:

Great!!! I love your posts, even if I don't always agree your posts come from an authentic desire for truth and it bleeds out in your posts. Thanks for sharing!!!

i bless you and love you too with your relentless uncompromising hard earned quest for truth ... you resonate with me more and more as time goes on and for me that means i am awakening ... thanks for being part of this place and sharing your treasures with me

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@gettoefl Love is truly more YOU than anything else that can be imagined :x


I AM Lovin' It

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On 15/05/2023 at 7:55 AM, Razard86 said:

I have come across people who say stuff like oh I had a porn addiction I'm so glad I got over it. I laugh when I read stuff like this. Why? You never had a porn addiction. The problem with human conditioning is it is chock full of so many lies that you take as true you don't know your left from your right hand. Porn addiction? Really? You really think you have a porn addiction? I could so easily prove to you, that you do not have a porn addiction. 

You would say how? I would lock you in a room, tape your eyes open and force you to watch every porn imaginable, within less than a day you would be begging to watch something else!! Porn addiction my ass!! What you have is a judgment against sex, and a push/pull relationship with porn. As such you watch it, get off and then feel guilty. This guilt you carry and attempt to avoid what you think is the source of the guilt which is the porn. Eventually this pressure builds up and it must be released through you watching porn so you do it till you get off. Then you feel guilt and the cycle repeats itself.

You call this push/pull guilt cycle an addiction. This is such a got damn farce its funny. You wanna know what a REAL addiction is? Something you can't live without. You tell me you have an oxygen addiction, you not getting no argument from me. But porn? Pah!!! Don't kid yourself. You binge long enough on that stuff it will bore you like anything else in life. So miss me with this porn addiction stories, ho hum you can stop at anytime. Porn is just a guilty pleasure you created a push/pull relationship with that you frame as an addiction. 

Go burn through that karma so you can realize it was never an addiction in the first place.

I think it would take some more awareness and strategising to overcome attachments/addictions than just saying it is not an addiction.

Addictions are very complex and it may take holistic approach and a lot of work from different angles to overcome it; and it is just one piece of the puzzle to look at it as a push/pull guilt cycle.

In your example with porn addiction, a person may start throwing up from watching every porn imaginable, but how long is that gonna take? a lifetime? It may take ruin someones life, hence letting go/burning through karma must be balanced with self-control and discipline. 

You don't want to burn forever.


softly into the Abyss...

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4 hours ago, Intraplanetary said:

I think it would take some more awareness and strategising to overcome attachments/addictions than just saying it is not an addiction.

Addictions are very complex and it may take holistic approach and a lot of work from different angles to overcome it; and it is just one piece of the puzzle to look at it as a push/pull guilt cycle.

In your example with porn addiction, a person may start throwing up from watching every porn imaginable, but how long is that gonna take? a lifetime? It may take ruin someones life, hence letting go/burning through karma must be balanced with self-control and discipline. 

You don't want to burn forever.

This entire post is limiting beliefs. It is that simple, what life does is show you what is possible through "OTHERS" now you can deny what OTHERS show you is possible that is up to you. Also if you pay attention to your own life you will notice many attachments you may have thought were addictions fell away with ease. 

Your strongest addiction in life is your world view, your perspective. Notice how you thought 10 years ago isn't how you think now. So your entire life is living proof that what you just said....is bullshit. Because the hardest addiction in life to break, is your own world view. 


You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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On 16/05/2023 at 11:14 PM, Razard86 said:

Also if you pay attention to your own life you will notice many attachments you may have thought were addictions fell away with ease. 

personally, nothing never have fallen away with ease in my life. it took me to go through extremely difficult breakthroughs and a lot of work and solitude to work out my attachments and i still have a lot of them.


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