Spirituality is the End Game

[Razard86]

Spirituality is a game, God's plaything. You think God needs Spirituality? PAH!!! Spirituality is a game!! But it's the END GAME! What is an end game? An end game is the last game, the final game. It's the final game because it ends all other games. It's like a bomb, it obliterates everything. This end game dissolves all the delusions of all other games and illuminates the ONE TRUTH. 

Spirituality IS NOT TRUTH. Spirituality is that which POINTS to the truth. Spirituality is itself delusion, imagination, it's a game!!! But this game...if you play it, you will discover, awaken, and remember the truth. It's why many who play the game of spirituality will never fully awaken. They don't want to, because the game of Spirituality is FUN!!! It's fun to dance about the void, to A-VOID the truth that you are the void. It's fun to parrot teachings not in your direct experience and pretend to know your true nature. 

You think awakening is hard, but the fun thing when you get on the other side you realize that it's all pretend, all a magic show. It's the greatest special effects that can ever be created, but it's still only special effects. Danger doesn't exist, but the pain generated, the fear generated from the special effects...it's so vivid that you think life is REAL!! But life is just the greatest virtual experience ever conjured up, ever constructed. This virtual experience is created for an audience of ONE. That virtual experience is so infinitely intelligently designed that even when you fully awaken you are amazed at all the fine details implemented to keep this amazing drama going. 

The facial expressions of people you meet is perfection. They know how to perfectly contort their faces to make you believe they are real. Your own character that you think you are has a believable point of view, physical pain, emotional pain, and a compelling story, a collection of memories that you believe are real. It's so engrossing, so personal, you refuse to release it. Awakening is the psychological death of your belief that you are that character. But I get it, you love that character and why not? That character is so darn lovable!!! So just be honest with yourself if you don't want to fully awaken you don't have too!!!

Spirituality is not some club, its a game that if you play around in for too long you will get even more depressed and confused. Spirituality is the antithesis to everything you know. It is counter to society, family, and anything else. It teaches you to love and accept everything as good. Genocide is good, slavery is good, torture is good, discrimination is good, and the list goes on. For the character in the story this is untenable and rightfully so!!! When you watch a horror film that scared you good you say that was a good horror film! But the character within the horror film curses they were ever born into that world!

Many of you play at saying things are perfect, while still identifying as the character in the story. This is called cognitive dissonance. You claim one thing while believing another. Now in the beginning stages of Spirituality you need to actually engage in said cognitive dissonance, but if you stop pursuing full awakening you will be stuck in cognitive dissonance until eventually you wise up and finally make a decision to fully awaken or just abandon Spirituality.

You are like a person who walks into a gym, and the trainer says read to work out? You say yes!!! As the workout gets progressively harder you stop working out and stick around talking about working out. Eventually the trainer says look just leave you aren't serious about working out. You protest but all your actions, all your communications scream.....I want duality, I want delusion!!

Why deny yourself what you want? Not everyone is going to awaken, so you don't have to either. Why torture yourself with useless questions? Duality is absolutely infinite. This means if you focus on duality you will never awaken. It's absolute infinity. This absolute infinity is the highest intelligence. It's an unsolvable puzzle. You cannot solve absolute infinity. Absolute infinity has no ground!!! The only ground is Oneness. No matter what infinity does, it cannot escape ONENESS. All it can do is TRICK itself that it is not ONE. All duality is trickery. So when you see any aspect of God cries out why awakening is so hard they are deluded. It's not hard. Accept Oneness. Accept eternal solitude. Love your self unconditionally that floating in a void is just as good as having a human life.

Once you can do this....you will stop A-VOIDING- the VOID of what you are. Or....you can just play the end game until you re-enter the void and realize that Razard86 was just YOU telling you that you are deluding yourself by A-VOIDING THE VOID! Razard86 is the part of you that loves the VOID....can you connect to that part of you that accepts you unconditionally? Because unbeknownst to you, the greatest gift you can ever receive IS YOURSELF! Perfect-Self Love!!

Edited May 12, 2023 by Razard86

[Guest Bazooka Jesus]

1 hour ago, Razard86 said:

It's why many who play the game of spirituality will never fully awaken. They don't want to, because the game of Spirituality is FUN!!! It's fun to dance about the void, to A-VOID the truth that you are the void. It's fun to parrot teachings not in your direct experience and pretend to know your true nature.

Ram Dass said it best: "We don't want to awaken. We want to be awakening."

[Federico del pueblo]

@Razard86 I'm stunned by how much time you have to write all these essays. Wow Bro!

[Guest Bazooka Jesus]

Just now, Federico del pueblo said:

@Razard86 I'm stunned by how much time you have to write all these essays. Wow Bro!

As I once said in a comment directed at Nahm... one who has that much time on his hands must either be retired, unemployed or living in an insane asylum.

[Federico del pueblo]

@Bazooka Jesus or live in timelessness ?

[Razard86]

38 minutes ago, Bazooka Jesus said:

As I once said in a comment directed at Nahm... one who has that much time on his hands must either be retired, unemployed or living in an insane asylum.

1. I am employed. What you don't realize is life takes care of itself. You still think you need to struggle to survive. In the words of Jesus "Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? 28And why do you worry about clothes? Consider how the lilies of the field grow: They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his glory was adorned like one of these.…"

You have worried your entire life about survival and have not realized...that your survival is always take care of. Do you beat your heart as a human? NO. Do you control your breathing when you forget to breathe? NO!!! The list goes on, on what your human identity does not control. It doesn't control where it was born, what language it learned growing up. It doesn't control what people it encounters, the weather, what talents it has etc.

So you are sitting here thinking I need to worry about something that has been taking care of itself the entire time. The secret to life is it runs on autopilot, and only appears like it needs input from you. In the words of your favorite teacher Leo. When you awaken it doesn't matter what you do because "EVERYTHING IS BEING DONE FOR YOU."

This is why anxiety, is completely useless. If I walk outside and a stray bullet hits Razard86 in the head so be it. EVERY MOMENT IS INEVITABLE, and can only be AS IT IS!!! 

You as God have been taking care of your character it's entire life, and it foolishly has been taking credit for it, it's whole life. Your character has never accomplished anything ever, it's all been YOU AS GOD. Cause there is only God. 

Edited May 12, 2023 by Razard86

[CARDOZZO]

Spirituality is the most powerful status game.
 

You think you transcend it all but you’re still playing the end game.

That’s a trap and maybe Leo was talking about that when he’s telling us that nobody on the forum is AWAKE.

[Hojo]

When God finds himself he lives in peace for 1000 years then Satan shows himself again

[Guest Bazooka Jesus]

6 hours ago, CARDOZZO said:

Spirituality is the most powerful status game.
 

You think you transcend it all but you’re still playing the end game.

That’s a trap and maybe Leo was talking about that when he’s telling us that nobody on the forum is AWAKE.

Yeah, I am sure that's why he prattles on and on about his own insanely elevated state of consciousness that is lightyears ahead of everyone else's and how even after 500 5-Meo trips and 1000000 hours of meditation and contemplation, you've barely started to scratch the surface. LOL