Am I a bad person for this?

[Razard86]

4 minutes ago, Salvijus said:

@playdoh wanting to rip and kill other people doesn't make you bad it makes you honest 

? little dark humor

Honesty makes all things right and good in the end. So don't be afraid of your honest feelings, embrace them. It will lead to positive results.

^^^Wonderful post!!! This needs to be spread more. Be completely vulnerable and open to whatever surfaces. Recognize that just because you kill someone in your dreams does not mean you will walk outside and actually do this. Confirm through your past experiences that the love you want for yourself you actually want for all of life.

Confirm that you even asking others if you are a bad person, is your desire to be good expressing itself. Realize that the belief that humans are bad is BULLSHIT that you have been fed your whole life and you are LIVING proof that your nature is GOODNESS otherwise the things I just mentioned wouldn't be true. Love yourself, trust yourself. 

The dark that exists within you, is a test you as God create to prove to yourself your own goodness. But you can only prove and experience your own goodness by embracing the parts that you think are dark. The dark is what you hide, to become aware of it is to illuminate it, to put a spotlight on it, to make it known and not hidden. So the darkness becomes light through awareness. This is the Spiritual Path.

 

[Hojo]

Thought has little karma

Voice has more karma 

Action has most

[playdoh]

Thank you for the constructive responses. To those saying there is no bad or evil I know that, that’s why I put “evil” (veil) in quotation marks in the OP if you read it.  I don’t want to open such a basic premise. 

Edited May 15, 2023 by playdoh

[Breakingthewall]

reality is absolute. that is not good or bad, it is absolute. good or bad are adjectives that we put according to our preference. if a guy breaks legs for pleasure, is bad. if a guy cures legs for pleasure, is good. Why? Because we don't like that they break our leg, and we like that they cure us.  Both are ultimately absolute. To say that reality is good is like saying that reality is yellow, but even more stupid. Like, mom please, tell me that reality is good

Edited May 15, 2023 by Breakingthewall

[Yimpa]

58 minutes ago, playdoh said:

Thank you for the constructive responses. To those saying there is no bad or evil I know that, that’s why I put “evil” (veil) in quotation marks in the OP if you read it.  I don’t want to open such a basic premise. 

Hate to break it to ya, but bad and evil does exist in the Mind.

How you interpret it is up to you. 

Love.

Edited May 15, 2023 by Yimpa

[playdoh]

8 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

Hate to break it to ya, but bad and evil does exist in the Mind.

How you interpret it is up to you. 

Love.

Hey ya imp. I hate to break it to ya but no it doesn’t. 
 

love. 

[Yimpa]

@playdoh HA! First time I’ve been called that 

[playdoh]

1 minute ago, Yimpa said:

@playdoh HA! First time I’ve been called that 

It’s an anogram in your name lol. 

[Yimpa]

4 minutes ago, playdoh said:

It’s an anogram in your name lol. 

Yap hold.

Am I a bad person if the aforementioned sentence doesn’t make sense?

[playdoh]

1 minute ago, Yimpa said:

Yap hold.

Am I a bad person if the aforementioned sentence doesn’t make sense?

Which sentence?

[playdoh]

1 hour ago, playdoh said:

Hey ya imp. I hate to break it to ya but no it doesn’t. 
 

love. 

I just want to preface by saying I normally wouldn’t respond this way^ but felt it an opportunity to do some shadow work. Fear of confrontation is a big one for me atm that I’m workin on in a healthy way and getting better at. When I first read your response @Yimpa I got triggered and it felt like a confrontation and I got scared and curled up inside (the curling up wasn’t the fear but what I wanted to say got curled up, like all the worlds just got tangled inside of me) so I took advantage and faced my fear. Might not have responded in the most conscious way but I wanted to do it direct from the anger. If I wait and try to do it consciously I feel sometimes the anger goes away and hides it’s self somewhere. 

[Yimpa]

@playdoh thank you for sharing… I relate to that as well! Looks like we have much more in common after all  

Emotional mastery is extremely difficult. I’m only starting to understand how important it is. 

[Yimpa]

Consider that there are no rules around feelings. 

If we believe that there are strict rules around them, that can really limit our understanding of ourselves. 

[playdoh]

12 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

@playdoh thank you for sharing… I relate to that as well! Looks like we have much more in common after all  

Emotional mastery is extremely difficult. I’m only starting to understand how important it is. 

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[Breakingthewall]

3 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

Humans aren't normally sociable and kind because that's good, it's just a survival strategy.
You would have been a lion to take pleasure in tearing the belly of your prey to nibble on its organs while it was still alive and dying.

Lions are evil for the zebras, because they are separated, are two. 

at an absolute level, the good/bad differentiation does not exist. there is more or less apparent separation. if you are apparently very separate, in great duality, perhaps you find it fun to torture children. If you are less separated, closer to the unity, you will feel love towards them. If you are very close to the unity you will not tolerate harm or insects. If you are in absolute unity, you will be God and you will be love. Really, we are that, and the separation is apparent, so the evil is apparent, but in our apparent experience it's real

Edited May 15, 2023 by Breakingthewall

[Moksha]

The more conscious a form is, the more god it is.