Live Video of Awakening! - I Awakened Once More

[Sincerity]

Hey Y'all,

Two days ago on an LSD trip I started recording myself while attempting to realize what I truly am. I managed to capture the unfolding of an awakening live on video.

I thought that although it's very personal it'd be cool to share it with You. For those of You who haven't awakened yet, it might be helpful to see what this MIGHT look like. Of course You can't know the state I'm experiencing during this video, You only see my emotional reactions and hear the words I'm saying. Still, You might get a better idea of how it can unfold.

I timestamped the video at 5:50 because before this time I'm mostly fucking around. Also, turn on the subtitles. I added English subtitles for this video.

The unfolding captured in this video was only the beginning of what I saw that day. I managed to finally conquer fear of death consciously and go beyond all else up to that point. I reached PURE BEING. I experienced the GODHEAD. I AM GOD and I am so elusive, I am always slipping through my fingers even at the higher levels. I am completely indescribable.

I am EXPERIENCE, I am GOD, I am this beautiful, infinite void hiding in plain sight... CONSCIOUSNESS. Raw CONSCIOUSNESS. There's an infinite ways to define Myself and I literally AM SELF-DEFINITION as REALITY. It's crazy. And there's more, so much more.

It's absolutely astounding and I had a lot of trouble putting it into words or even recalling it because my mind has been working real hard to erase all this from memory. Being God is the grandest thing EVER.

Once more please note that the video is really personal and I'm feeling a bit uncomfortable sharing this. But I want to set an example and help others see that this is possible. Awakening is possible for YOU, because YOU ARE GOD. It is your BIRTHRIGHT to be able to awaken, but You have to really really want it. Also I want to show that this is emotionally difficult and You have to be ready for that. You have no idea what I had to go through before that day to be able to awaken here. So much fucking crying and suffering I wanted to kill myself. Some of the stuff is real HARD to accept. But it's all worth it in the end.

In this trip I got everything I've wanted from spirituality lately. I have been very fortunate with this work. I notice my wishes are always being granted in the end. And yours can be granted too.

Thank You for reading & I hope You awaken soon.

Love, Sincerity

Edited October 23 by Sincerity

[aurum]

@Sincerity

Thank you for sharing. We need more videos like this of people's awakenings!

[Razard86]

On 5/3/2023 at 0:11 AM, Sincerity said:

Hey Y'all,

Two days ago on an LSD trip I started recording myself while attempting to realize what I truly am. I managed to capture the unfolding of an awakening live on video.

I thought that although it's very personal it'd be cool to share it with You. For those of You who haven't awakened yet, it might be helpful to see what this MIGHT look like. Of course You can't know the state I'm experiencing during this video, You only see my emotional reactions and hear the words I'm saying. Still, You might get a better idea of how it can unfold.

I timestamped the video at 5:50 because before this time I'm mostly fucking around. Also, turn on the subtitles. I added English subtitles for this video.

[ Removed link. It stayed for 2 months and I think everyone who needed to see it saw it.
Hit me up through DMs if You wish to get the link. ]

The unfolding captured in this video was only the beginning of what I saw that day. I managed to finally conquer fear of death consciously and go beyond all else up to that point. I reached PURE BEING. I experienced the GODHEAD. I AM GOD and I am so elusive, I am always slipping through my fingers even at the higher levels. I am completely indescribable.

I am EXPERIENCE, I am GOD, I am this beautiful, infinite void hiding in plain sight... CONSCIOUSNESS. Raw CONSCIOUSNESS. There's an infinite ways to define Myself and I literally AM SELF-DEFINITION as REALITY. It's crazy. And there's more, so much more.

It's absolutely astounding and I had a lot of trouble putting it into words or even recalling it because my mind has been working real hard to erase all this from memory. Being God is the grandest thing EVER.

Once more please note that the video is really personal and I'm feeling a bit uncomfortable sharing this. But I want to set an example and help others see that this is possible. Awakening is possible for YOU, because YOU ARE GOD. It is your BIRTHRIGHT to be able to awaken, but You have to really really want it. Also I want to show that this is emotionally difficult and You have to be ready for that. You have no idea what I had to go through before that day to be able to awaken here. So much fucking crying and suffering I wanted to kill myself. Some of the stuff is real HARD to accept. But it's all worth it in the end.

In this trip I got everything I've wanted from spirituality lately. I have been very fortunate with this work. I notice my wishes are always being granted in the end. And yours can be granted too.

Thank You for reading & I hope You awaken soon.

Love, Sincerity

Good job experiencing that, the next challenge is to make that your baseline experience where you don't need to take any substance to experience it. A video that will help with that is this.

 

Edited October 24, 2023 by Sincerity

[Yimpa]

5 hours ago, Sincerity said:

Also I want to show that this is emotionally difficult and You have to be ready for that. You have no idea what I had to go through before that day to be able to awaken here. So much fucking crying and suffering I wanted to kill myself. Some of the stuff is real HARD to accept. But it's all worth it in the end.

I’ve been going through this Myself as well 

This Love will continue to deepen. You got This!

[nhoktinvt]

bro is leon haven't gone through puberty and of course is not AWAKE ( probably)

[Yimpa]

Just now, nhoktinvt said:

bro is leon haven't gone through puberty and of course is not AWAKE ( probably)

People seem to be waking up at younger ages these days. 

That’s good. 

[lostingenosmaze]

3 hours ago, Razard86 said:

A video that will help with that is this.

 

DUDE don't leak the Solipsism video! Ugh, now Leo's gonna take it down now ?

[Judy2]

@Sincerity

 

[TheNovice]

Thank you for your generosity.
The cross in the background is a nice touch.  

[Sincerity]

9 hours ago, aurum said:

Thank you for sharing. We need more videos like this of people's awakenings!

I couldn't agree more! That's a big reason why I decided to make this post. I want to encourage people to share videos of their awakenings. This needs to be popularized more.

8 hours ago, Razard86 said:

Good job experiencing that, the next challenge is to make that your baseline experience where you don't need to take any substance to experience it. A video that will help with that is this.

Integrating spirituality into every day life is what I care about most. I see that I'm making progress month by month and it makes me happy.

But the most profound states I experienced during this trip are impossible to live from consistently I think. They couldn't be my baseline because I just wouldn't be able to function properly! It took me over a day to readjust to simple daily functioning from this trip. I had to put effort into that.

Still, my goal in spirituality and life in general is graceful living - that's what I'm primarily about from a higher perspective. I experienced profound effortlessness and high consciousness as part of daily experience 3 month ago and I really care about living from that place more. I want to know I'm God consistently. I want to BE LOVE. I want to BE GOODNESS. I want to BE SINCERITY.

That's what I am aiming for.

5 hours ago, Yimpa said:

I’ve been going through this Myself as well 

This Love will continue to deepen. You got This!

Thanks for the kind words 

3 hours ago, Judy2 said:

@Sincerity 

2 hours ago, TheNovice said:

Thank you for your generosity.
The cross in the background is a nice touch.  

Thank You! Yup!

Edited May 3, 2023 by Sincerity

[Sincerity]

5 minutes ago, Squeekytoy said:

Ok so when people say that enlightenment/truth-realization is not a state, this is exactly what they mean...

I'm not sure what You mean.

I'd say with certainty that awakening is a state. Or rather a change of state.

[Sincerity]

Just now, Squeekytoy said:

I know how certain people are of it and how convincing these states can be. That's why teachers keep hammering the point that that's not it. And why most people don't want to hear it.

...Okay? We can agree to disagree then.

[OBEler]

Very good, thank you for sharing your awakening! Its so rare to capture this, oh man 

Great Value to see this for sure. Hope some other also put on youtube. As you pet your cat during the awakening I think you were a bit too overwhelmed and needed some grounding lol

[Sincerity]

58 minutes ago, OBEler said:

Very good, thank you for sharing your awakening! Its so rare to capture this, oh man 

Great Value to see this for sure. Hope some other also put on youtube.

Thank You!!!!

58 minutes ago, OBEler said:

As you pet your cat during the awakening I think you were a bit too overwhelmed and needed some grounding lol

YES HAHAHAHA. Good eye, I definitely used my cat for grounding.

Edited May 3, 2023 by Sincerity

[Yimpa]

1 hour ago, OBEler said:

Very good, thank you for sharing your awakening! Its so rare to capture this, oh man 

I took a picture of myself during my awakening. This is coming from someone who hates taking pictures of themself and never does.

[Salvijus]

[hyruga]

You look like a girl.

[Sincerity]

20 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

I took a picture of myself during my awakening. This is coming from someone who hates taking pictures of themself and never does.

Heyy, that's something to work on! You're beautiful. How about a 30 day "take one picture of myself every day" challenge? Of course You can keep them to yourself. 

17 minutes ago, hyruga said:

You look like a girl.

Not very nice, eh? I'm getting a haircut this week. 

[hyruga]

36 minutes ago, Sincerity said:

 

Not very nice, eh? I'm getting a haircut this week. 

Haha you look fine actually. Your hair is quite straight and does not look rough. My first impression was that you are a girl though. But anyway, I was actually just practicing to be a jerk. 

 

Edited May 3, 2023 by hyruga

[Yimpa]

1 hour ago, Sincerity said:

Heyy, that's something to work on! You're beautiful. How about a 30 day "take one picture of myself every day" challenge? Of course You can keep them to yourself. 

I never thought of that… I’ll try it out!