Why is my life like HELL

[Yimpa]

Just now, Jowblob said:

Funny joker guy that sits on his goverment benefits and says things like this, you should be ashamed

People in government say a lot of nonsense that they believe is 100% intelligent.

I don’t see the difference ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

[Breakingthewall]

34 minutes ago, tuku747 said:

Because you haven't yet realized that it's actually heaven? I invite you to realize this, if you are open to experiencing heaven on earth.

Today I saw a guy sitting on the street begging. His face was completely burned, without nose or ears. When I gave him money, he made a grateful noise that indicated that he almost couldn't speak. I thought about trying to communicate with him, but I didn't. I can't imagine his loneliness and his pain. But even in that case it's possible to experience the heaven on earth.  very difficult, but possible.

Edited May 1, 2023 by Breakingthewall

[Jowblob]

13 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

People in government say a lot of nonsense that they believe is 100% intelligent.

I don’t see the difference ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

Yeah now you're comparing yourself to materialists, that don't know anything besides this world. You should keep it that way.

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That might be accomplished but my real problem is trying to understand why misery, suffering and  hardships are prevailing in ones life

 

Some guy on goverment benefits: 

You see it as a problem. I don’t. 

Love is Absolute.

 

I see it as ultimate disrespect, don't compare your easy path to his

Edited May 1, 2023 by Jowblob

[Yimpa]

3 minutes ago, Jowblob said:

I see it as ultimate disrespect, don't compare your easy path to his

This is exactly why humans are always arguing with each other. Always comparing themselves with each other.

It’s human nonsense.

[Jowblob]

2 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

This is exactly why humans are always arguing with each other. Always comparing themselves with each other.

It’s human nonsense.

Stop spreading nonsense

[Breakingthewall]

1 minute ago, Yimpa said:

This is exactly why humans are always arguing with each other. Always comparing themselves with each other.

It’s human nonsense.

41 minutes ago, tuku747 said:

 

Yeah yeah but the op has come here with absolute sincerity and humility, and you answer him condescendingly and being smartass, I agree with @Jowblob that he deserves more respect 

[Moksha]

5 minutes ago, Jowblob said:

I see it as ultimate disrespect, don't compare your easy path to his

Mental illness and disability are hardly an easy path. Even with someone you know intimately, it's foolhardy to compare paths. Spirituality is always an individual journey, and the less judgment of others, the more awareness you can focus on clearly navigating your own path.

Not that I'm judging your judgment 

[Yimpa]

@Breakingthewall @Jowblob Thank you for the feedback.

Notice how disagreements are itself an aspect of Reality. Also observe the misery, suffering and hardships in our communication. 

That should communicate more than any theoretical explanation.

[Jowblob]

14 minutes ago, Moksha said:

Mental illness and disability are hardly an easy path. Even with someone you know intimately, it's foolhardy to compare paths. Spirituality is always an individual journey, and the less judgment of others, the more awareness you can focus on clearly navigating your own path.

Not that I'm judging your judgment 

Autism is barely a mentall illness, it depends on the degree. I've had autistic girlfriend that has asperger.foolhardly to compare paths?

Lets take a simple example.

1. Person that lives on goverment benefits and has all the time there is.

2. Working family or perhaps a single perant that works 40-50h a week to take care of himself or perhaps his kids.

Which option has to do more work/choices in a daily life?

# example 2

1.African tribe , cook/sing/dance/gather/hunt

2. U.S.A

Kindergarten/school/college/work/pay bills/stress at home/work  etc.

Which option has to do more work/choices in the daily life? 

 

If you received an easy path from god where you're in a position that you  have to make less choices you should't be giving advice from your comfort zone specially saying something like not 'seeing something as a problem' sitting on goverment benefits and posting all day.

 

[Moksha]

2 minutes ago, Jowblob said:

1.African tribe , cook/sing/dance/gather/hunt

2. U.S.A

Objectively, there's unquestionably a difference but who is in a position to judge the suffering of one person vs. another? There are people living in mud huts in Kenya who are more happy, more fulfilled, and more engaged in life than some of the richest people in America who are miserable with ego-entitlement.

I'm just not a fan of judgment in general. It tends to reinforce egoic boundaries, rather than dissolving them.

[Yimpa]

I’ve shared the timestamp that connects to this conversation we are having 

[integral]

Explain a bit more on the issue your facing with work and maintaining a stable job?

[Blackhawk]

This is currently just my personal belief, I could be wrong. (I'm saying this because I don't want to get banned.):

The reason why life sucks so much is because it's a accidental result of the laws of physics at work. You know, just some stuff bouncing around for billions years and then life just happens because the right conditions accidentally happen.

And this enlightenment stuff is just wishful thinking. A coping mechanism. And enlightenment experiences are just hallucinations and delusions.

But I'm still open minded to other possibilities. I just currently can't believe in any nice theories about reality. I have suffered too much. Just saying where this soul is on the journey..

Edited May 1, 2023 by Blackhawk

[PeaceOut96]

@PataFoiFoi

Here is a video I believe you can benefit from ? 

 

[Caoimhin]

Lots of great advice here, I'll add my long winded two cents. I've felt the same way in life up untill recent, though I haven't gone as far as you career-wise or spiritually. It sounds like you had a hard fall from the place you worked so hard to get up to. It's intimidating knowing you have to try to do it all again but now knowing how much work it took and how painful it is hitting the ground from that height. You have to work even harder to get back to where you were. Like other posts said, you were going against the current and that's why it was so hard.... You've been avoiding and trying to bipass something this whole time. You thought you were being spiritual, but you were using it to avoid facing the truth... You don't actually love yourself. You resent yourself as an ego, and now as God. It's funny, God hating himself, sounds like a perfect discription of Satan, right? You've been beating your ego with a bat trying to kill it(then you upgraded to an nuclear bomb with ayaquasca and 5 meo dmt), but that only makes it a wild, abused, and scared animal. Think about a dog that is beaten and abused; the dog only knows fear and pain from the people it's supposed to trust, and it bites back violently and desperately because of it. You are the only one you have and, I can bet that you've never said "I love you" to yourself and meant it. This is at the core, this is the place to start. Think of all the hurt you've inflicted on yourself and the healing and love you desperately need to give yourself. All you've needed your whole life was your own love(God's Love)... I recommend watching Leo's old video "How to Love Yourself". Do that exercise daily and do it until you start crying in the mirror, then keep going(Leo recommends repeating 20 times in total). SAY IT LIKE YOU ACTUALLY MEAN IT(this is very important). Look deeply into your own eyes as you say it, watch the pupils dilate, notice that these are the eyes of God looking and saying this to you. You might even start having psychedelic-like experiences, but don't seek them out, just be aware. In addition to telling yourself, "I love you exactly the way you are," I've customized my self-love practice. I mix in other phrases to break up the monotony, so I'm not just repeat one thing like a Hail Mary or Our Father. I added for myself, "you don't have to change", "you are enough", "i will never abandon you", "i'm sorry for hurting you" , "i did my best", "i didn't know any better", and really anything that comes up that you want to tell yourself. This is your moment with yourself, make it personal, this is literally the most personal thing you've done. Notice how you've probably never had this moment with yourself before now....  Last recommendation, seeking out energy healing and trauma based therapy is also a powerful aide in helping to bring things to the surface. You could also chose to do this exercise on psychedelics, but don't let that stop you from doing it sober too(both are powerful). Ultimately, you will be happy and successful when you love yourself unconditionally, not the other way around(the way you initially tried). I call it the principle of reverse causality.... All the best and I hope you find your answer. 

[Caoimhin]

don't underestimate the power of this technique...

[PataFoiFoi]

9 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

It is very important to read the signs that life sends you, know how to interpret them, and be flexible. the essential thing is to really know what you have to do, where you have to concentrate your strength, and do it. It has to be a total inspiration, without a doubt. and then see if reality is flowing in your direction. everything is a matter of reading reality, rather than strength

Yeah i might have to focus my gaze inwards for a while and try to interpret the signs

[PataFoiFoi]

7 hours ago, integral said:

Explain a bit more on the issue your facing with work and maintaining a stable job?

Not just that but anything in life. Relationships, hobbies, goals and ambitions, spiritual development and coming closer to Truth. None of that seems to work to the point where you have to stop pursuing and working on them. On top of that bad things keep happening where you start to think that you are getting tortured like in hell

[Breakingthewall]

27 minutes ago, PataFoiFoi said:

Yeah i might have to focus my gaze inwards for a while and try to interpret the signs

Yes but it's difficult, because you can misunderstand, be superstitious, those things, and obstacles always appear and must be overcome. For example, my experience in business is that at first things flow in an almost mystical way, but then a truly challenging, seemingly insurmountable obstacle appears, and that's where the balance will tip one way or the other. in the current business I'm in, we'll see...so far I'm having moderate luck. analyzing each fluctuation, each movement of the flow, to see if the usual blockage does not appear 

In my opinion, the key of everything is deep understanding. 

Edited May 2, 2023 by Breakingthewall

[integral]

17 minutes ago, PataFoiFoi said:

Not just that but anything in life. Relationships, hobbies, goals and ambitions, spiritual development and coming closer to Truth. None of that seems to work to the point where you have to stop pursuing and working on them. On top of that bad things keep happening where you start to think that you are getting tortured like in hell

What type of physical health problem do you have that is contributing to the burn out?