April's 30th.

[Sabth]

I wanna lose weight so badly. But I don't think I can do it on my own without a proper training. The past weeks that I'm dieting and exercising , I don't think there's any apparent changes on my body. Except that I lose just one or two kg. That's all. Idk. I wanna have a toned and fit body. I don't like my body now. This, is my ideal ;

[Sabth]

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Edited September 3, 2023 by Sabth

[Sabth]

I find this to be totally amazing. It's good to live just simply. Having a house in another country. A quiet place. Even though the place is simple, you have a place completely to yourself. Like an escape. 

 

 

 

 

[Sabth]

Some of the money from Egypt that I kept. 

I love to keep money from every country that I went to as a child. But half of those money are stolen/went missing. Now I only have a picture of it. I don't spent my money but keep it. As a memories..

But a lot of my money are stolen..

Money that I kept as a child..

I'm gonna create my dream board here. Since it will be hard to print stuff up. 

[Sabth]

I've never been to the United States , but I got one dollar. 

Edited September 6, 2023 by Sabth

[Sabth]

For my recent travel, Oman, Yemen, Saudi Arabia, all of those are stolen. 

[Sabth]

I am always amazed at the USA one dollar print, it says "IN GOD WE TRUST" I thought America is the place people don't believe in God the most but their money had God element in it. 

[Sabth]

My Saudi Arabian Riyal that I kept as a kid.(2005)

Now this money had been stolen. I only have a video of it that I took back in 2020. So only a video of it was left. 

[Sabth]

I wanna go to Egypt. And then create a cinematic video. 

This is my dream board (1)

[Sabth]

I wanna repurchase this Sony nex5r 

If it's still available. Wherever it is . 

And this : DJI spark

And this : 

[Sabth]

It has been a while, a long time since I've create anything. A video or any editing. I bought a stabiliser a long time ago but I don't know if it can still be used now. It's been too long. A Glidecam.. I wanna practice doing all these again. But I need a new camera. 

I have this. I'm still using this instead of the automatic ones. 

[Sabth]

This is just an old thing that I used to do. But now, as I'm getting older, maybe , maybe I could no longer do these.  I don't know... 

I just wanna spend this year end in Egypt. It will be cold weather. And I wanna go to Sinai and everything. It will be good memories.. 

And then I will play this song.

And then I will also play this song ; 

This song is so 2020. 

carry on your destiny 

Edited September 6, 2023 by Sabth

[Sabth]

Do I seems lost? Why

[Sabth]

I also wanna buy this powerslide pheme. Dream board (3)

[Sabth]

I think if my father were to die I would be really sad. 

2:01AM

[Sabth]

The doctor called me and I said I don't wanna go any longer. She told me to come just one more time to say that to the doctor that I wanna discontinue but I'm never stepping into that hospital any longer. Never. (Or they might force me to be in again) f no. 

I am so happy right now , to be off medication. 

Edited September 8, 2023 by Sabth

[Sabth]

I really hv no more passion to create art. 

[Sabth]

I don't know.. just going outside my house feels so weird. I feel like I don't like this neighbourhood. It has changed. And I feel like I wanted to renovate the house. The surrounding area. It feels kinda bad. And it doesn't feels like home. Idk. Maybe I wanna create a flower garden. 

I'm all bitten by mosquitoes ?.. 

Edited September 9, 2023 by Sabth

[Sabth]

I feel like I wanna create a garden on this backyard. (It's big enough that you could built a swimming pool back there). But there are trees and big trees that is too good to be cut down. It has a high value. Oud tree. Good for fragrance. 

Idk if it can be seen clearly. But this is a backyard from this small middle room. Which I feel like I wanna make another entrance from this room. Creating like a nother patio entrance. Instead of this grill.  But idk if that would be good. Because then , this will be another open area that can be broken into. 

[Sabth]

3:09AM Sun, Sept 10, 23.