April's 30th.

[Sabth]

I don't know I really don't wanna live anymore. It feels like my life is stunted. With not anything to do. There's nothing I could do about it. I want a camera so that I could at least do something . I have had a camera since I was twelve until a few years ago. So living without a camera is really a hard thing. Years have passed but I'm still not moving anywhere. I am still the same. Couldn't or didn't make any money even though years have passed. I still didn't buy a new camera. I can only ask my parents for it. 

 

I used to have this ;

And this ; 

 

This might be my next up purchase ;

 

Edited August 6, 2023 by Sabth

[Sabth]

I haven't make use of my driving license. I have got it since like 2020 but haven't make use of it. 

It will expire in 3years. 

Edited August 7, 2023 by Sabth

[Sabth]

This is a6000 by my youngest bro.

Wow

[Sabth]

Wow. I am now looking back at 2021 SD card. 

[Sabth]

Indeed my camera was a lot better than my brothers or sister. Even though they're model are newer. But my picture quality are way more superior. 

[Sabth]

This is the kinds of writings and diary that I've wrote. 

I can't believe that we have footage like this. (Thought it was all gone). But this was from my old camera s SD card. Didn't know that there's something in it. It is non functional. 

[Sabth]

I also found something from my roommate in 2014❤️

Edited August 7, 2023 by Sabth

[Sabth]

I really wanna go back to university. Rather than doing nothing in life. I really felt so. 

[Sabth]

I wanna take selfie with every famous person

 

*Gd*

*N******I*

[Sabth]

 

 

[Sabth]

Tomorrow I wanna go to the police station to make a police report. Even it has been long (since then). I'll make a police report tomorrow. I don't have a car and am not able to drive. The police station is just around the corner in less than 500m .  I could walk but I don't feel confidant to do that. I would have to ask my mom to drive me there. Even though she's one of the suspect.  Na . Not really but (idk) she wouldn't wanna bring me just like my father who said it's internal. Idk but I hate him.

If my mom too didn't wanna bring I'll walk. 

It's only 300m. The last time that I went to a police station (I walk) was in another state. I use public transport and walk around. I can't remember for what. But I'm making my passport too. Renew or something. (2018). And my passport is already expiring this year. 

Edited August 9, 2023 by Sabth

[Sabth]

I'm tired of not being able to buy things I wanted

Go to where I wanted to be. 

[Sabth]

I wanna go to Egypt. To my childhood home. I wanna see if the cake shop are still open. I wanna go back to the places I've been to when I was a child. Mount Sinai. And many more. I wanna go there as an adult. As soon as possible. It might not be enjoyable to go when I'm too old.  So I wanna go as soon as possible. 

[Sabth]

I don't know how fun it would be if I were to go back there. It must be..  somewhat saddening.  

[Sabth]

Is making 50$ a day a lot? 

[Sabth]

Looking at this picture I wish to have my own child too~

15 Days Abs Workout

08.12.23 - saturday

08.13 - sunday

08.14 - Monday + I start working. 

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08.26 - 15 Day

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08.31 - 20 Day

I will put a target to make 1000$ in 20 days. Is that a lot or not much? 

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1-3 x

4-9 y

10-17 x

18-23 z

24-27 x

I've been staying in x for too long. 

I wanna start something new.. I'm twenty seven. 

[Sabth]

 

Even though I already had a powerslide megacruiser. There's no place to play it in my area. So idk. It's been a while since I practice it. So I'm not used to it anymore. Otherwise I'm a pro when I was younger. Can go downhill. Etc . I have more stability . Then the last time I play it, I was so not used to it. I need to practice and get back to it more. Now that I haven't played it for long. I wish I could.

 

Idk I'm old now. Idk if skating is still okay for me. It's harder now. I have a lot of trauma from falling. Since then. I've been less carefree and more careful now. 

2016 

Edited August 13, 2023 by Sabth

[Sabth]

This is the workout that I'm doing, currently :

 

[Sabth]

Should I sell this , and buy (powerslide) pheme? 

Edited August 14, 2023 by Sabth

[Sabth]

Which university should I go to when the previous one that I didn't finish was known to be prestigious ?

 

I went to the bank and they had my details and the person told me that my school was prestigious.

Edited August 14, 2023 by Sabth