to breathe or not to breathe

[at_anchor]

I think that sometimes it is better to accept your death and loss, than to try to fight for survival when you surely cannot survive. I think that if people with power want you to die and there is nobody to save you from them, it's better to die than to fight back and make life even worse for others. However bad and corrupt those people who want me dead may be, I think that it is better to leave this reality to them than to try to change things they don't want to be changed and try to live when they don't want you alive. At least not alive and well. 

And so, I am thinking that it would be kind of good to allow myself to stop breathing and living in this dream. 

And if I do that, I have to let go of this world and worldly desires that are keeping me here, desires that cannot be satisfied because of them. I am not referring to sex with minors. That is not the only thing I'll never experience. 

It's real hard to survive in a corrupt society full of dishonesty and lies and so forth. You get ostracized and so forth and after that, there is no turning back, and the path forward is forever blocked. You're surrounded by sharks sensing your blood in this huge ocean of a life metaphorically. 

And then you don't know. You just don't know if things will get better before they get worse in life or you actually know that they are more likely to get worse than better. 

[Sempiternity]

18 hours ago, at_anchor said:

I have to let go of this world and worldly desires that are keeping me here, desires that cannot be satisfied because of them. I am not referring to sex with minors.

.... wait, what?? If you bring up sex with minors randomly in a sentence about your deepest desire, then you my friend want to have sex with minors. Get therapy please before you hurt yourself or others.

[Sempiternity]

Beyond that, I would suggest moving. Wherever you live, you can pack up and start over somewhere with a higher spiral dynamic stage. I liver surrounded by the most beautiful loving people, that are full of joy, constantly celebrate life with each other, and support each other. You can find that too. Don't settle for a bad environment. Move where you jive more with those around you.

[at_anchor]

1 hour ago, Sempiternity said:

.... wait, what?? If you bring up sex with minors randomly in a sentence about your deepest desire, then you my friend want to have sex with minors. Get therapy please before you hurt yourself or others.

No, that's not the case. See, I find minors atteactive like everybody else does, but I would never do that, cause I'm beyond a certain age. If I was youger I would gladly fuck with a teen, like you wouldn't? But as I am older now, my desires shifted from minors to those above 18. That doesn't mean i'll ever again get sex, like I used to desire sex with minors when I was a minor so see but never got it, while almost all my friends did...

[Reciprocality]

If you hold your breath for a minute until it becomes terribly uncomfortable and then pinch yourself very hard it will be noticeably less painful than normally.

Is it because during those last seconds before you just have to breath in again the pain receptors no longer have their typical purpose, that there would be no evolutionary advantage of feeling the same amounts of pain when another survival instinct kicks in? This may imply further that in our everyday life the pain receptors are activated, could they be deactivated? Would several survival instincts at once be a disadvantage for our focus, independently of the variable of our production of adrenaline? 

[TheCloud]

To me, it sounds as if you've "written yourself into a corner" where the only problems in your life worth solving are things way beyond your capabilities.  How about your relationship with your family?  Do you have any friends?  I can't imagine your relationships being in a great state when you're professing such apparent hopelessness.  The powers that be probably aren't preventing you from advancing solutions toward your interpersonal problems.  It's hard to have a hopelessly dour attitude when your relationships are in good order, and putting your relationships is good order will improve your mood and outlook.

[Burntouted]

Unless it can be ever proven or disproven.... Everything will die in its own timing. 

 

When it's time to go, it's time to go.

 

 

Some thing or things responsible for death takes us all when it's time. 

 

It also determines the details of death.

 

 

Nothing on this planet can permanently delete nor remove  anything from it .

 

There's some force that's presumably otherworldly ...takes us all. 

 

You have no choice in the matter.

You continue to breathe untill you don't.