Send some love to actualized.org

[lizz_luna]

Uhhh, it´s interesting to be creating a new topic. I am normally looking through the comments but rarely initiate conversations in this forum. I´d love to start this time and bring some love energy here.

 I´d like to bring some positivity into the forum. This idea came from me recording myself talking about consciousness, and 10 minutes in, my face became tired, and I was not able to develop an idea fully. Rather, I would jump from topic to topic unable to explain myself at all. At the same time, I started to get insights about consciousness, thinking about fear, love, and holism, and suddenly, actualized.org came to mind, as it has been an enormous source of knowledge and practical exercises I could do to understand these concepts.

Through me getting tired so quickly, I became aware of how I took for granted, all the effort that has taken Leo (metaphysically, mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually) to develop and "devote" himself to this work and ultimately to actualized.org, and would like to start this thread to send some love to actualized.org in its totality, to appreciate all the things that we have benefited from.

So, I´d like you to reply to any of the following:

How do you think actualized.org has helped you the most in your life?

What are some of the most profound states of consciousness you have experienced and how does actualized.org help you reach those?

How has your life (practically) improved since you´ve taken actualized.org´s teachings seriously?

Share anything your heart feels called to share to actualized.org

 

For me, it´s been a source of deep insight and has provided a solid foundation for a profound life, with purpose, meaning, and love. I feel like I am living my purpose, and although sometimes emotions/contrast comes, and still consider myself ignorant, I keep going through, exploring my highest potential.

 

[Hojo]

I had extreme death anxiety since i was 9 or 10. This lasted till I was 33 then I decided to eat mushroom to cure me as a last ditch effort before I end my life. I only ate 2.5 grams but within 20 minutes of eating them a switch flipped off in my mind that contained my identity and I could instantly see that I was not real and that all that fear I had for 20 years was completely imaginary. It felt like I was Atlas setting the world down after eternity of holding it and  god was pressing on my forehead shooting love into my soul, it felt like I was starting to float in the air. I realized I cant die cause I dont even exist and if I don't exist (just as an idea in my mind), then what am I actually? I must be god.I must be the all seeing eye of god. I cant die! This went into a very intense release of energy that hiding from me and it felt like god was giving me a ticket into heaven as an atheist. the first thing I typed was god realization into youtube and I got Leo .I watched his advanced god realization video and I am very grateful for his teaching as he is both kind and articulate and right there when I needed it, also not scared to say what he believes even if people think he is crazy. He is brave, this work is probably the most scary thing anyone can do, smart and one of a kind to the internet. I also realized that my abuse as a child caused me to live as an emotional vampire and Leo help me to see what my mind was doing when I am being unconscious as a result has healed me.

Edited April 21, 2023 by Hojo

[Jacob Morres]

Thanks leo for all the work you created

Edited April 21, 2023 by Jacob Morres

[lizz_luna]

@Squeekytoy

12 hours ago, Squeekytoy said:

I've mostly been walking my own path and observing Actualized.org from a distance, and I can't take it all equally seriously. Most significant for me was probably that he introduced me to Spiral Dynamics, it must be said. That is no small thing.

Were you recording for youtube?

Yeah, spiral dynamics has been a big one for me as well. What do you find fascinating about it?  

I've been practicing to articulate my ideas, and be able to express them in a way that can be understood. Not for Youtube for now.