The choice of being syllabus.

[IamGod2]

I often wonder if being the one to decide to give up sexual behaviors is the right choice ? I have been this way for six months , maybe seven, and I feel no different except I do feel my mind is clearer and my thinking is improving . I often wonder if the choice is seen by others as a strength or a weakness? Or if they even notice? I mean , can a person tell by just looking at another if their choice is to be as such? I feel younger , I look younger and my eyes are changing color and I also wonder if this is the effects of my choice? I watched a video on the effects it could have on a man , so is it the same for the women whom choose to be syllabus? And I think that I am having less dreams on sexual fantasies . Or does this make me an old woman? Who has just went through the change?