Ego death: Kundalini activation dream

[Dragonfly210]

Hello~

Last night, had this weird dream where a woman sent me healing and activated my my third eye and my body with kundalini energy. In the dream, I remember feeling the activation. I've been healing my trauma for some time now. I was able to get my subconscious mind to response to my healing work that I've done, confirming my emotional releases. 

The next morning, I woke up with a sore lower back along with head tingling. I suddenly cried uncontrollably about my ego dying. This was totally unexpected. I don't feel the bliss and feel something is still stuck inside of me.

I'm in this weird place. Has anyone gone through this and can shed some light? 

 

Edited April 4, 2023 by Dragonfly210