225yg V LSD Report

[Starlight321]

After preparing food and drink and making some harm reduction adhustments in my apartment I ingested 225yg  V Lsd. This substances can be far more visual like dmt but anotjer pattern. I had eaten beefore and it was a pallet. Therefore and giving to slow come up with v lsd in general it took 3-4 hours to really start tripping and oh boy it was the most intense trip of my life.  I had often higher doses before in my life and the last time I had a real breakthrough on lsd before was one year ago.

The first 2-3 hours after kicking in I solved some important traumas and saw the things I regret that I did I forgave it because god is forgiveness. I did that a lot. But then I changed minds and became other persons I know which have suffered terrible things and it was strange because I knew what happened at the time and I forgave that as well an saw that every missconsuct came from love.

I also experienced multiple deaths of relatives and what they regretted in their last moments and I could forgive for them as well. 

Then I could release some generational trauma that was built up in my body and I died multiple times. After that while listening to music, something klicked inside and the disharmoniuosness I was in disappeared and there was all the love there is, because it was all me. Then I opened my eyes a d saw that 7,5 hours had passed. 

I started to worry because it seemed to get more intense and the visuals were so strong that the closed eyes blend into what I saw and I could barely read. I also feared that I would loose ground completely. It never happened before but for this case I always have a harm reduction chat open where I can be calmed down and ground my experience because I feared that I would loose my mind and stay there stuck.

Everytime I closed my eyes my whole reality dissolved into fractals and impossible geometry and so many diferrent angles or multiple dismensions, and this was quite teriffying for the last bit humanness that was left. During this time I also realized that multiple lifetimes are still dreaming and all teachings are part of the dream and many if not all keep you from reaching truth.

By the way there was also a time were I experiences orgasms for what was eternity but after seeing that it has no values this way, I stopped. During closed eyes I also started creating beeings and mind wanderings.

After 9 hours I noticed that trip was slightly wearing off. That was the time I lost my fear of being stuck and I enjoyed the trip again and created things in my imagination again and guess what, after a while I created all this here step by step and I comepletely understood why I created every aspect of this world and my sickness and disability. It's pure love and I love my life and it sucks right now enormuosly because I greatly care for it and I do things which suck.

 Froms gods perspective it's great and it has so many chances. I also noticed that I'm on a very excelerated low level vibration and will stop feeding it because this and my porno addiction plus the adrenaline rush of my ptsd irritates the body and mind to a horrific level and create pains and inflamations from which I suffer. Also my bad attitute in general sustains this feeling. My plan is to use the following 2 weeks to take right paths and slow it a bit down to change tracks. 

I will probably trip again in 2 weeks if I feel right. After that I might not have the time for it until december and it's very important that I reduce the trauma a bit.

I also take aways are to be more honest, even with small things, stopping feeding my mind with shit and exelerating it because of the structure of my nervous system the mind will project danger on it and go into a survival vicious circle. I also realized how important it is to forgive and do things I love. Negativity also feeds into pain.

It is strange because after every breakthrough I create a slightly different, more harmoniuos self. I'm very greatful for this place. I know I can do it and create a great life despite the hindrances.

I came down at 12 hours and had slight visuals for another 16 but after some good sleep I'm back to normal.

And finally I thank you for being here and being a positive influence. ?

Edited March 21, 2023 by Starlight321

[Pudgey]

Good job

[Starlight321]

Thank you, my friend. 

Recently I talked about my experience with a friend who studies philosophy and he told me that his pale who also studies philosophy experienced with those substances and he came to the conclusion that this experience were just a hallucination and prone to the expectation. 

How come he didn't get that all is imaginary or went meta? Why do in fact most people not get it or misinterprete it? 

[Pudgey]

@Starlight321 First, they need to want to know truth and their highest nature, which is God.

If you lack awareness of your desire and use psychedelics, your mind may struggle to accurately interpret such experiences. As a result, you might resort to scientific explanations and counterproductive assertions, rather than delving into deeper, metaphysical aspects.

These experiences can challenge the very essence of being human, which is primarily focused on survival and not recognizing oneself as God. To acknowledge oneself as God means transcending humanity, and this is why human spirituality is finite and limited in scope. The most extraordinary experience one can have is recognizing oneself as God, an experience unlike any other.

Also know because your friend is God, he can deeply limit himself in their illusion. But, this goes for many humans. 

But, don't take my word for it, keep going as deep as you can handle and then take a break. 

Edit: Please also know that whether your friend awakens or not does not matter, ultimately. There is only so much you can do with stupidity. Your direct experience as God is what truly matters. Because once human-death happens, everything and everyone is coming with you. That's God for you. 

Edited March 21, 2023 by Pudgey

[Starlight321]

Ok, I understand. I appreciate your perspective. ?

I think they loosened my internal blockages a bit to make room for change. Until now it is very positive and I remember what to do to improve my life. It is like there was a inner part reconnected and put  in harmony again. I now understand that I can do every moment something to improve my life because the attitude manifests in all kind internal and external.

Edited March 25, 2023 by Starlight321

[Federico del pueblo]

On 21.3.2023 at 3:21 PM, Starlight321 said:

Then I could release some generational trauma that was built up in my body and I died multiple times.

How did that unfold? Which trauma was there? 

On 21.3.2023 at 3:21 PM, Starlight321 said:

But then I changed minds and became other persons I know which have suffered terrible things and it was strange because I knew what happened at the time and I forgave that as well an saw that every missconsuct came from love.

So did you identity as them, like you lived as them, thought as them and acted as them? Was there still an awareness that you were actually somebody on a lsd trip or no more memory of your actual life?