How I used psychedelics as a distraction

[Vlad_]

For the last 6 months I've been doing a lots of psychedelics (shrooms, lsd, DMT, 5-Meo-Dmt) and I was telling myself that it's more important than anything else. I ended up developing addiction and I was in denial about. Also I became socially isolated (I was only talking to my co-workers). 

Eventually I also developed addiction to weed and all my spare time I would smoke joints, jerk off on some porn and eat fast food. I guess it's because I had realized that I'm the actual God and it scared the shit out of me. 

Nevertheless I stopped around a month ago and now I work a lot on my social skills. I don't remember feeling so good.

Be careful with psychedelics !

[Leo Gura]

Indeed this is possible. Thanks for sharing your story and good job on breaking free.

It's important to balance out psychedelics with doing normal development work.

Edited March 22, 2023 by Leo Gura

[BringBackBeige]

I was definitely this way when I first used psychedelics years ago. Quickly I developed a smug attitude thinking I was leapfrogging into enlightenment while the sheeple wandered through life. But of course in reality I was just doing drugs and not leaving my house. The mind is so tricky!