"The Great Reset"

[eos_nyxia]

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>insert something later<

[eos_nyxia]

MASCULINE THINKING CIRCA KALI YUGA:

The same as it ever was, for the vast number of men who are too limited to do anything but:

How often is the love of old school "high brow" spirituality, conceptualism, and intellectualism essentially this, but with a shiny gold veneer?  (This is not to say that there is and has not been value to it. But this is actually not what a leader ought to be made of, this is a tool. A tool unilaterally gets things done, in perceiving as well as acting, and exists to be useful.) Pretty much all our leaders today are just this: tools. Pawns in a chess game for an exponentially larger hidden world they do not and apparently cannot see. The world that will eventually swallow them up.

To be frank: I see in their insides, as they see out toward the world, as they experience their sense of self. I do not mean I see them, I mean that I see as them. (Though I also see them too.) In the best-case scenario: inside, they are empty. Almost rootless, really. Waiting. Open. Responsive. Though they know not so much about many of the unseen forces that cause them to react, that slants their perception and turns their eyes a certain way. They do not see the depths of their own desire and drive, where it comes from, and what it means.

They only look one way, or else they change their minds.... showing that they never knew it fully and properly in the first place.   What room is there for error, when we must get to the place we all need to go?

They speak for ALL THAT IS. And who are they?

They do not see.

They also do not know their place, especially if they have the actual desire to serve this world to their highest capacity.

And everyone talks TOO MUCH. They so rarely know when to stop talking and are too out of alignment with the world as it is coming into form. The world that existed before written human history. If they never stop talking and only listen to what their mind says: they see not nearly enough, even with a clear mind. This is it: they talk even without opening their mouths, they may even talk without experiencing the thoughts. They "speak" with their beingness, their drive, their desires and emotions, and their frame of perception. They speak at their fractured aspects because apparently, this is what we've been taught to do; it's how we're still experiencing selfhood. I am talking about the irritating and coarse psychic loudness and cacaphony, which has been my own issue to squarely come to terms with. It is not beautiful or truthful.

The future is to talk without opening your mouth. Telepathy essentially. The sheer bodily, emotional, and psychological weakness of not being able to manage this is real-time, and I have looked literally everywhere. The mind-numbing deafness. Yes. I have astronomical expectations, because I know what is possible. There is too much information that needs to be directly and accurately transmitted without being strung out by the barriers of time/ space/ whatever and without emotions and other baggage getting in the way. Also understand: that transference is not bound by unilateral thought, image, or anything so limited and linear. This is like 1% of what it's actually capable of doing...

And having the nerve to say what "the peak" is and should be, other than that the bar should not be on the floor? Please. The shift is inevitable. Everything that stands in its way will be cleared out. These days: I say sooner rather than later is better. I have always prepared for the long game.

Also, while I would never talk about this to anyone anymore, especially not IRL.. whenever I have the afterthought, well, what if they see me as crazy? I remind myself that they're going to die and be reincorporated (or not lol.....) just like everyone else. Who cares what they think? It makes zero difference in the grand scheme of things...

 

(As for myself, why do I talk, when I speak critically of others talking? Well these days, it's 1% talking and 99% STFU and listen. It's quite the ratio to match, isn't it? Like literally: listen to everything. Learn to listen.)

Edited Friday at 08:49 PM by eos_nyxia
Not one bloody person. One of the prime reasons I was testing what messages transfered from 2017-2019. They utterly failed, so I failed too. After that, I knew there was no chance. Everyone after was an afterthought. It was NOT about me being loved...

[eos_nyxia]

In this life, from my perspective (though not necessarily that of some others): I am (and have been) little more than a glorified trash collector.

To fully, truly, completely on board with being more, and the commitment and energy this requires....... god. I'm slow enough. (But there is also no longer any real urgency on my side.)

 

 

Anyway, I turned 36 last month. My birthday promise to myself is that I will never bother to speak of anyone who I've felt has personally wronged, disrespected, or used me ever again. Certainly not in public to others.

Edited Friday at 10:38 AM by eos_nyxia
I never did get much from any of this.