Edible Trip Report

[Razard86]

Contemplated on the meaning of life and was given this from God which is myself.

God's ego wants to be the greatest hero in every story. That is why every ego struggles to find out what it wants to do in life. That is why it is always looking for role models and can get lost in dogma. But in God's eyes every ego is equally as great a hero which is why in God's eyes there is no evil but from the ego anything less than your best at being the most loving from their point of view is what they call evil. This is why every ego is addicted to self-development, video games, movies, and T.V. shows all in pursuit to try to become the greatest hero from their limited point of view. This issue is they are God so their limited point of view is also absolute. That is why it is so hard for awakened people to accept their ego. Their biggest desire is to escape the world of form and be with their beloved. While simultaneously realizing that the greatest gift they can give themselves is to love the present moment, and realize they are already with the beloved. Life and death are one!!

Kobe Bryant is my favorite character as Razard86 because he epitomized hard work and valued getting results but not more than giving it his all in the process of winning. In his first NBA finals as a leader he took that Finals loss personally and made an effort to be a better leader by being more compassionate and empathetic without devaluing his principles. In the next NBA finals he had his worse game of the series but was able to win by putting his ego and pride aside and trust in his teammates. This proved that Kobe wanted to win at all cost because his biggest barrier to overcome in his life as a leader was his arrogance. He learned how to be compassionately arrogant. The problem humans have is they use logic to figure life out. What they fail to understand is life is translogical every trait matters you can't leave something out. 

Seek ye first paradox and then you can see life clearly. Life is just an ocean of self-paradox due to the problem of self-reference. 

Also God represents the highest most good non-judgmental thought you have. To access God you need to have a unitive world view, or one that sees all is infinite perfection. You wield the ego in service to your conditional relationships with survival such as food, money, friendships etc. There is nothing wrong with being selfish, if you do not be selfish you cannot live. So how to be selfish in a Godly way? Easy!!! Be the perfect gentleman or gentlewoman. Learn to be compassionately arrogant. 

How to accomplish this?

Make listening your greatest skill. Learn to stop thinking when people are talking and give them your full undivided attention. How God integrates its egos, is through listening. If you listen long enough, and you are God realized you will realize that the person you were listening to IS GOD!!! Now if you are not God-realized its fine, listen anyway with the understanding that the more you listen to others the more you will understand them and learn how to get along with them.

Now here is where arrogance comes in. Make a commitment to never accept anything that you believe to be Bullshit as true! You need to take complete authority for your world view. Now this does not mean you don't listen to others, but you stay true to your highest values. This means you need to create or adopt a value system that you follow. 

This value system must not be dogmatic, make it vague enough that you have some wiggle room to work with. Compassionately Arrogant is the key to life. If you are too compassionate you will bend over backwards for everyone and be a stepping stool. If you are too arrogant you will become a tyrant. A good way to help is think of it like this. God is that which empowers, so true compassion is in service to empowerment. A parent wants there kid to be a stronger version of them. Seek to empower those around you, and only keep close those who seek to empower you as well. If you choose to be a martyr like Jesus all is well, you will just suffer the same fate he did. If you are up to the task of martyrdom more power to you. But a more practical application is to care about your survival while helping others with theirs.

By doing this you dissolve the boundary between selfish and selfless, between good and evil. 

Had this insight from God watching this video!

God is AMAZING!!! Kobe Bryant is you!!

Edited March 2, 2023 by Razard86

[Razard86]

Also to add to this. One day you will realize that this statement by Mike Tyson is the ABSOLUTE TRUTH. 

Why? Because you are God!!! Why would you give yourself a life you don't want!!! But you can only truly understand this....if you become God Realized!!! Think of this as motivation!!! Find out why everything had to be the way it has in your life!!

 

The hardest things for you to reach God realization will be, being able to accept the meaning found in these three videos. If you can just accept what is said in just these three videos....you will be able to understand God.

Make this your daily practice!!! Meditate and ponder about this. Instead of just taking psychedelics for a good feeling, use it to focus on these three concepts. These three concepts are what keep you from awakening to yourself as God.

1. Understanding everyone acts from Good Intentions helps you to recognize yourself in others. This is crucial!!

2. The last part deals with selfishness and the brutality of survival. Understanding these two concepts helps you escape the prison of your logical mind constructing a world view of good versus evil. You are able to understand the concept of evil, without being imprisoned by the concept. This is the last step!!! The last step to full God-Realization!!! This last step is Self-Righteousness. By making an effort in your life to raise your consciousness, the lies, foolishness, and lack of consciousness of others becomes even more apparent. 

What has happened is you have become aware that you now have a Spiritual Ego!! This Spiritual Ego ONLY wants truth, at the expense of its own feelings. As a result it will also ignore the feelings of others and shame and rebuke them in the name of truth!!! This is a trap, that happens as a result of being around egos who do not love the truth as much as you.

But the truth is....all egos are actually equally loving, and thus actually love the truth as much as you do!!! The issue is ego development!!! A less developed ego is going to be more afraid of truth than a more developed ego. It's as simple as that. Another way to look at it is, think of everyone you see as just a different CONFIGURATION of YOU. This can help with the understanding that everyone is you!!!

 

Hope this resonates!!!

Edited March 2, 2023 by Razard86

[Razard86]

God is a sentient (Sentience meaning God has feelings, feelings is not a human quality but a quality of God) love and truth simulator that spontaneously manifests itself in the most loving truthful way possible in every moment, this is why every moment is perfect because what is more perfect than love and truth?

 

[Razard86]

Oh one last thing, the phrase/identity compassionately arrogant must eventually collapse when you become God Realized. The path of God-Realization is ONENESS. Do not let anyone tell you any different. Why? You perceive reality based on your beliefs, if you retain any divisive identities you will only see conflict and problems, the reason God Realization removes all problems....is because all distinctions/identities are seen through for the illusions that they are. 

Remember as you go through your trips especially the ones you deem BAD trips, the key to getting through them is to relax the best you can and do not allow any thoughts to become negative thought patterns that spiral into demonization of any kind. I'm not judging just offering a suggestion. My aggression I'm currently displaying, the directness of my communication style is all because this is what got me through some bad trips, those bad trips literally transformed into mind-blowing and altering revelations of how I was dividing up reality into us and them, its a beautiful thing to realize and I hope one day you can too!!! 

Safe tripping psychonauts I salute you!!!

[tuku747]

Allow Everything

Reject Nothing

Allow

When You Reject What Is Happening or What Might Happen 

You Create Resistance

Allow Every Part of Experience

Allow Resistance 

Allow Everything 

Allow You

Love Everything

Edited March 5, 2023 by tuku747