Dealing with hypersexuality

[Libra]

As the title points out I'd like to discuss approaches to deal with hypersexuality. 
 

Imagine the feeling you have during the late phase of a come-up to a massive trip, just before you settle in on the peak. Then imagine the feeling when a gorgeous woman sits on your lap moments before you're about to get into it. Combine these two and you have my everyday 24/7 bodily sensation. Welcome to hypersexuality.

I've always had a very high sex drive. Ever since I hit puberty. With girlfriends or FWB I would minimally have sex 3 times daily, and could easily fuck all day, still can. Naturally I had to dispose of all this energy through other means. Which is what lead me down the path exercise and athletics at first, and then of spiritual development. Sacral energy is a powerhouse. I exercise on a professional level, have enormous capacity for creativity, productivity and movement. But it is certainly a double-edged sword. Since the very sexual nature of this energy permeates my body, that becomes its natural attraction. I have not met a single woman in my life that haven't given me the opportunity to fuck her merely through exposure of my presence. You'd think this must be a gift of the gods, and that well may be, but its fucking difficult to manage and that's why I'm here. In order to direct this energy to enable creativity, productivity and exercise, require infrastructure. I needed failsafes in place, reminders, tools, and I need to be very focused. I've practiced meditation for 8 years, been to vipassana retreats and filled my days with things I am passionate about. My phone is riddled with blocking systems to stop me from accessing tinder and the likes. And of course I have had women. Despite the hypersexuality I haven't been with multitudes, rather I have keep them in FWB situations as I could never manage that amount of casual encounters. 
As shameful it is to admit, I have used porn to help satiate this. About 30min every other day or so for many years. However, as my personal development and growth has accumulated its been a thorn in my side. Finally, before Christmas, I quit cold turkey. I then tried retention for as long as I could. Naturally, a hint of universal irony must be bestowed and my FWB situations all came to a halt. 

Now imagine each heart beat pulsates sexual energy throughout your chest, in the same magnitude of sensation as if you were on MDMA. Your dick shooting a fucking raindbow of hornyness through your stomach and up your spine engaging each heart beat, your mind being trashed about within your skull with incessant absorption into sexual desire. I feel destabilized and its immensely difficult to manage this excess of sexual energy. I could not imagine that porn absorbed this much. The destabilization have a domino effect, as its distracting me from using this energy on other means, which only provides with more sexual energy in the system as a whole. I only have exercise and meditation remaining to fall back on, which luckily has remained mostly unaffected. I'm a raging hornymonster at the moment and I can't manage to stabilize. 

My last resort plan is to take a larger dose of mushrooms as soon as possible and hopefully through its guidance I'll find some balance on the other side.
What are your thoughts on this?

What are your advice, experiences or the likes with hypersexuality in general? 

 

 

[aurum]

2 hours ago, Libra said:

What are your advice, experiences or the likes with hypersexuality in general? 

 

Hard to say. What you are describing sounds beyond anything I’ve personally ever experienced. I can easily go some time without sex if I want.

It might just be genetics. Maybe hormones. I don’t really know.

You probably just need to find a girlfriend who has a close to equally high sex drive. 

[Eternal Unity]

Hypersexuality is mostly good. Careful not to become an addict.

Greg