Leaving A Paradigm Completely

[Fitful]

Just watched your video on paradigms. Good stuff, what I've been thinking for a while but didn't take that leap to call all of it Paradigm. My question is how to not drag old Paradigm stuff into new ones.

Example: I was raised Christian and I've left it 12 years now, have different beliefs and am very open minded, yet still find lingering fears which reflect back to those teachings.

I'm also Vegan a year now, and I can see the shift in Paradigm slowly moving over but it's not fast and absolute. I literally have to tackle every hang up, and some are sneaky and linger. Like an odd flash of a craving, which I then have to translate into (ex. eggs = dead baby chicks = bad.)

Is there a way to clean out the lingering stuff? How can I jump into a paradigm I don't agree with if I am holding onto prior beliefs as a life line, a one foot in, one foot out type thing? I also find myself trying to pull people into my paradigms. Should I refrain from doing this? 

Also, when I tried to exit the big one twice, the "there is an external reality" one, I got such a headache I had to take a nap. Like my brain was trying to shut me down. What's that about? 

[SLICKHAWK]

Vegan   dinner we had tomato basil pasta garlic cashew cream sauce.. notice the we... we are one.. your headache is perhaps cause of resist from the truth.

[Nahm]

@Fitful Just a rando shot from an arbitrary angle, might help might not.  If you try the method of saying, "my fear actually derives because there is something I keep doing that I consciously say I don't want to keep doing --- or, me fear actually derives because there is something I consciousness you want to start doing that I am not".

I know this is not how we traditionally 'look' for fear, but I have had my biggest breakthroughs for this. When I star or stop, I Altman more with the intention of the higher self, which by default, in hindsight, leads me to laugh about my previous "fear". 

Food might be a reference point for you, having gone vegan. Food gave me a lot of stress but then I stopped eating sugar, meat, carbs, etc and started eating veggies, etc... ALL negative emotions relative  to food just evaporated. Gone.

Maybe excercise is next for you? Total guess.

 

Best of luck and love you hair!

@SLICKHAWK That looks sooo good!