An insight into the nature of life

[I have no clue]

Recently on my psychedelic trip I became directly aware of how consciousness diluded itself that it's the ego and made a separation between subject and object and that in reality everything is one 

 

It's like I was pure consciousness when I was a baby then consciousness deluded itself and formed an ego then after I broke out of the ilutuon for a moment I realised that I was back to the state of consciousness I was at when I was a child but this time I was aware of my connection to being 

 

 

It's been 2 days since my trip and now I don't feel it as intensely as I had felt it during the time of tripping but the lesson is embedded in my psyche 

 

 

How do I move forward from this point leo what should my course of action be 

[I have no clue]

I am also aware of the distraction  is it possible that I could still get distracted by the ego and loose touch or forget this powerful insight  

 

 

Btw I can't even look at my mother the same way anymore I see my mother I see pure consciousness diluded by the ego 

[I have no clue]

It's funny how this  truth was right in front of me this whole time ? I was so clueless  

[I have no clue]

I just got a taste of it 

[Leo Gura]

You're gonna fall back alseep after a trip.

You cannot maintain the trip after the trip.