Awakening to love in a dream

[Holykael]

I just had a dream where a bunch of forms were shapeshifting and my brother was there, and for the first time in my life I felt unconditional love for him.

This experience made me wonder why don't I just exist as formless love observing people going about their day. Why ever put me under an ego and cloud reality. I want to feel true love 24/7, don't want to be here in this cruel existence.

It also made me angry why god would defame my brother in real life by making him a bitter and angry person. I don't understand why existence isn't more simple, peaceful and straightforward, love is the only thing that matters. True love would be to offer a peaceful world to people where everyone could be happy. Creating a world full of selfishness is just wrong. I don't want to be an ego and suffer. God is cruel.

Nothing else matters, I should be this love 24/7.

Edited January 14, 2023 by Holykael

[Leo Gura]

You keep creating your own hell.

[Eternal Unity]

@Leo Gura

[Kshantivadin]

5 hours ago, Holykael said:

Nothing else matters, I should be this love 24/7.

You will - soon. Strive ardently ?

[Breakingthewall]

7 hours ago, Holykael said:

don't understand why existence isn't more simple, peaceful and straightforward

I don't understand it either, being a human is a true enigma. I only see one possibility: solve the enigma. anything else is a useless waste of energy

[Michael Jackson]

5 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

I don't understand it either, being a human is a true enigma. I only see one possibility: solve the enigma. anything else is a useless waste of energy

agreed.