Sorry HolyKael

[Razard86]

I had an awakening off edibles, and felt the pain of Holykael. I'm sorry for judging you and being so hard on you. You deal with a lot and I should show you some love instead. Even though I felt the pain, I didn't see what was causing it, so I have no idea what you visibly go through just the physical pain aspect. It was rough, you are a trooper.  

[Holykael]

Yeah bro. It sucks being the only conscious being in existence, trapped in the prison of an infinitely cruel and masochistic god for all eternity. I appreciate it.

Edited January 13, 2023 by Holykael

[Eternal Unity]

@Razard86 Temple of Compassion

[thepixelmonk]

lmao don't give him any more validation bro. not that it matters at this point he's pretty far gone.

[Vibes]

8 hours ago, thepixelmonk said:

lmao don't give him any more validation bro. not that it matters at this point he's pretty far gone.

It's not validation in the way you mean.

It's love, it's understanding, it's appreciation.

@Holykael I feel your pain too. Love you.

Edited January 14, 2023 by Vibes

[Theplay]

5 hours ago, Holykael said:

Yeah bro. It sucks being the only conscious being in existence, trapped in the prison of an infinitely cruel and masochistic god for all eternity. I appreciate it.

Being alone is the best. I have gotten into a relationship only to realize that I like being alone more.

I know its not the kind of alone you are talking about but its a beginning.

I can see how it hurts not accepting the nature of god and seeing him as a cruel masochist since there is no way to escape him as you yourself stated.

The way it is in my view is that god explores himself to the extreme having no boundaries and no one to tell him 'no'.

So yes it involves pain, and sometimes lots of it.

I even wrote on a wall somewhere (in hebrew): God is a son of a *&^%

Ill end on a happy note:

The hindu tradition believes that Brahman (God) is going through cycles of exploring himself. This being the third

and last one. In this cycle - so they say - the pain and the horrible are 'winning' and its the darkest.

But after this one ends there will be an ocean of bliss and basking in his own beauty and magnificence.