Why Fear Of Ego Death is a trick you play on yourself

[Razard86]

I've notice some people are against Leo's use of solipsism because of confusion and I noticed that confusion is coupled with this fear of annihilation and never existing again. I also noticed people are trying to create a distinction between sense perceptions and consciousness. It seems there is a resistance to understanding what is going on here.

Sensory perception is no different than consciousness/awareness. It is this first attempt at distinction that is the cause of all confusion. I will explain AGAIN ad nauseum. Before your first memory of your current life there is a blank. UTTER COMPLETE BLANK!!! THAT BLANK IS YOU!!!! Do you get it? The blank....is you. When you are stated to have no qualia, no dimension, no time, no space, that is because YOU DO NOT EXIST!!!! Now....at the same time....YOU DO EXIST!! You say how can that be? Because....when you dream... YOU CREATE SOMETHING!!! AND WHEN YOU DO, YOU THINK...HOW LONG WAS I OUT?  

Now the realization of no self= BLANK. That's it. This isn't rocket science, whenever you go to sleep and don't dream you are the no self. Now the next awakening to the self, is the sense perceptions that create what we call reality. That is PROJECTED ONTO THE BLANK!!! Do you get it? When you dream, you project onto the blank a WORLD/UNIVERSE!!! This is how it works!!! You see how simple this is? Stop complicating things!!!

So when you hear people say....oh I almost disappeared, or OH MY GOSH I WASN'T THERE. Look at them and realize their foolishness. Every time you go to sleep at night and do not dream....THAT IS AN EGO DEATH!!! Every time you go to sleep, and dream yourself as something other than your current ego which can be as a lion or even further an awareness of a lion galloping but no identification with that lion, the person at the end of their psychedelic trip would say "OH MY GOSH I WASN'T THERE." You see? This isn't complicated!!

All this fear you have on your trips, is because you still believe you are human, YOU ARE IN DENIAL OF THIS!!! You CLAIM oh I know I'm not the body.....BULLSHIT!!! Stop lying, stop pretending. This is only complicated BECAUSE YOU ARE AFRAID!!! This message is so direct, so obvious, that its game over. You don't want to understand what is being said because you want to continue to wonder....what is actually true. Your direct experience is all you need to understand this. 

1. You never existed as something, and you never will.

2. What you call existence is you, which is not a something, creates a something and identifies with that something. Through that process of identification you can become a something. 

3. You are impermanent. Why is this important? It means as infinity you have no ground, but to not have a ground you must also have a ground. So you are both groundless and grounded at the same time. This means its impossible for you to not dream. You will always exist as both nothing and something forever. So this fear of annihilation is literally impossible because there is no where to go, because you CREATE A WHERE within your consciousness. 

4. When you are completely unconscious, there is blank, when you are infinitely conscious you include the blank and everything that could ever exist. So the realization of self is a higher awakening because it recognizes both the unconscious and conscious aspects of itself from both extremes.

5. I mentioned before on these forums that motion would be impossible without all this. The same way flipbook animation works, the material world and motion works the same from the absolute perspective. When I walk down the street, me walking is an illusion performed by phasing  human me in and out of existence. Without impermanence I could not walk. I would be one frame which never changes/frozen. So me walking down the street is a new frame being brought into existence and an old frame being removed. This means we are literally both dead and alive right now. Camera's are realities hints for you to realize this through motion picture and the frames being replace each time. Your Cell phone literally shows you this but you make a distinction between the video of your cell phone, and the video you see through eyes in what we call life.

You avoid the truth because you don't like it, you overly complicate things because by doing that you can avoid the truth. This is because you are selfish and disconnected from love. I don't really understand how many times I have to simplify this, its straightforward. Once you accept what is being said here then you will really start to understand that ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM is true, AND how Leo's INFINITY OF GODS WORKS. But I'll just say INFINITY OF GODS works through entanglement. Since Leo thought up a possibility in which God could exist in its own reality, it became so. But then through the recognition of that possibility, and the desire to connect to that possibility... he destroyed it. Since everything is one, whatever God becomes aware of is consumed into the ONENESS and dissolved of its illusionary distinction. What you would call death.

ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM is true, if it wasn't true oneness wouldn't be true. YOU ARE THE ONLY THING THERE IS!! Stop thinking you are human. Your awareness is not a human awareness, your awareness is the FOUNDATION OF ALL EXISTENCE. When your dream as a human is done....whatever is associated with that dream...is annihilated. Awareness= existence/creation. Lack of awareness= nonexistence/destruction. Since you cycle back and forth between these two extremes which are just states you are always both simultaneously. When you combine the extremes= God Realization.  Who knew the truth was so simple?

Edited January 11, 2023 by Razard86