I'm a sick piece of shit

[Tyler Robinson]

I'm a sick piece of shit. Just realized. 

Because I'm too too too too too honest. 

 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I also realized that I am a coward and a psychopath too.

Because I am treating one family member well and another one shitty 

 

I hate myself. 

 

[Something Funny]

You are actually a good person I think  ♥️

[Tyler Robinson]

I wish I had a good life. A clean slate

 

So much that went wrong. 

So much that I couldn't put an end to. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

I just hate myself.. 

[Tyler Robinson]

I just don't know what to do. 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

I shaved my head to the side. 

And my family is not happy with it. 

Everyone looks at me as though I'm mental. 

 

 

Edited January 11, 2023 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

I shaved my hair as a protest to the psych ward thing. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

After many days I just get to be myself. 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I should shut down the forum and focus on my journaling. 

Now I even get a faster chat option. 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

4 hours ago, Tyler Robinson said:

I shaved my hair as a protest to the psych ward thing. 

 

Yep. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I believe the new year will bring me good news. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

On 1/8/2023 at 8:22 AM, Tyler Robinson said:

• Kundalini 
• Aaaak the more feminine spirituality 
• Crocodile energy. Gnhem spirituality. 

What's crocodile energy? 

Crocodile energy is about being dominant yet fierce and protective. Not being fake polite and virtue signaling. It's like tough love. There should be a god for this in the Kundalini Gods. 

 

 

On 1/8/2023 at 8:28 AM, Tyler Robinson said:

tîmseh is crocodile in Kurdish. 

So I name it the tîmseh God. 

I'll follow 3 roads of spirituality. 

• Kundalini spirituality 
• Aaaak spirituality - more feminine version of spirituality 
• Gnhem spirituality - a more hardcore oppressive version of spirituality. 

 

On 1/9/2023 at 5:51 AM, Tyler Robinson said:

• Mr Bear 
• Manny 
• George Barkley 

 

 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I want to finally leave this forum. I don't like it here. 

Whatever threads I opened those are the last ones. 

I'll no longer participate on the forum anymore. I guess the trolls are happy now. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

Calling myself a piece of shit acts as a buffer.. 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

This will work as well.. This is potent. 

And also being robotic and Pre-prepared in my replies. Robotic meaning repetitive till the other person is bored. 

Also use shutting down techniques. Use sarcasm and self deprecation. Diffuse hostility. 

 

 

Also other techniques like reminding myself and empowering myself against mean sociopathic people. 

 

Edited January 12, 2023 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

Why should I care about what others do. 

I feel more introverted than before. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I need 3 elements 

• Therapy 
• Buffer 
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Edited January 12, 2023 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

When people are constantly throwing negativity at you, what are you supposed to do? 

[Tyler Robinson]

2 hours ago, Tyler Robinson said:

I need 3 elements 

• Therapy 
• Buffer 
•  

No I need more elements.. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

• . Buffer 
• . Therapy. Venting. Confrontation 
• Curative - finding proper solutions. Filling the gap. 
• . Empowering 
• . Therapy. I'm whole 
• . Kindness. Love. Deep love. Empathetic love 
• Detachment... Spirit - free
• . Intuition 
• . Introversion - limit exposure 
• . Space. Emotional space 
• NPC elements 
• Emotional awareness 
• The last element after love kindness is hope. 
• .. 
• . Others are moral integrity and divine strength 
• Strength of character 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited January 12, 2023 by Tyler Robinson