Will I physically die, if i go deeper into infinity?

[andysampl]

So for a few years now i use lsd to open the gates so to say. I am already way past my mind and my ego when i am in that state and i experience myself as God (i become everything in my experience) 

I always sit down, Focus on my sense of being and than "the god head" opens up within me and huge amounts of energy flood my System. 

Sometimes the Energy gets so strong that i have the feeling if i go on i will physically die or my nervous System will be deytroyed. I then stop the process because i dont want to leave my body yet. Everytime i let the Energy flood my System, my consciousness expands even more though... 

Its maybe important to mention that my ego already dissolved when i am in that state of flooding myself with energy. It just feels like im going deeper and deeper into what i TRULY am and at a certain point Its just too much for my body. It Literally starts hurting in my nerves... 

Now my question is should i just go deeper and is there no danger to my body or should i go slow? Is this maybe just some ego Mechanism, which is still there and keeps me from having full enlightenment?

Thx

[Someone here]

Research Mahasamdhi

[SourceCodo]

You will surely die and there is no depth.
 

Only the illusion of depth. 

[Thought Art]

Idk, I don’t think you’ll die from a trip permanently. That fear may hold you back from your deepest experiences. 

Edited January 3, 2023 by Thought Art

[Thought Art]

Always take safety precautions 

[Theplay]

You will only die when the time is right no matter what you do. Trust me.

 

[Yimpa]

 

13 hours ago, andysampl said:

Is this maybe just some ego Mechanism, which is still there and keeps me from having full enlightenment?

Thx

What is full enlightenment..? 

[WelcometoReality]

15 hours ago, andysampl said:

Now my question is should i just go deeper and is there no danger to my body or should i go slow? Is this maybe just some ego Mechanism, which is still there and keeps me from having full enlightenment?

Go slow. No need t⁷o push yourself, that might be damaging. But no you will not physically die.

You could also see it like that you are ready when the time has come.

 

 

Edited January 4, 2023 by WelcometoReality

[BipolarGrowth]

You’re not going to die from allowing the state to subjectively deepen. That doesn’t mean whatever chemical you are taking couldn’t do some damage though. But these are mostly separate matters. The overall idea is that you are just allowing fear and discomfort to hold you back while feeding yourself a BS story that you’re going to physically die. 

[andysampl]

2 hours ago, Yimpa said:

 

What is full enlightenment..? 

For me that would be if my ego is lost constantly and Not just at the peak of my psychedelic trip

[WelcometoReality]

15 minutes ago, andysampl said:

For me that would be if my ego is lost constantly and Not just at the peak of my psychedelic trip

If you're talking about a psychedelic trip you can ignore everything I said. I have zero experience about that.