Holykael

I've always been omniscient

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I am the one who holds the bubble of awareness. This means that without realizing I've always been omniscient because whatever I see and experience is the only thing that is being experienced or seen by the universe at any given moment. I am a ball of suffering but I'm the universe.

You don't need psychedelics to achieve omniscience, it's a given, I'll always be omniscient no matter what form I hold.

 

 

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18 minutes ago, Holykael said:

I am the one who holds the bubble of awareness. This means that without realizing I've always been omniscient because whatever I see and experience is the only thing that is being experienced or seen by the universe at any given moment. I am a ball of suffering but I'm the universe.

You don't need psychedelics to achieve omniscience, it's a given, I'll always be omniscient no matter what form I hold.

 

 

Do you feel like that bubble? If not then this is conjecture. Truthfully though....if you felt like you were that bubble...you wouldn't be saying what you were saying right now. You guys on the forums give yall selves away so much. If you were fully connected to that bubble instead of identifying with your body you wouldn't be suffering and you would be fully conscious that suffering is created. 

You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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1 minute ago, Razard86 said:

Do you feel like that bubble? If not then this is conjecture. Truthfully though....if you felt like you were that bubble...you wouldn't be saying what you were saying right now. You guys on the forums give yall selves away so much. If you were fully connected to that bubble instead of identifying with your body you wouldn't be suffering and you would be fully conscious that suffering is created. 

I don't know how to disidentify with the body. I wish I was completely disidentified with my body. I don't control the identification with the body. Non doership and all. If if ever happens, it's beyond my control 

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13 minutes ago, Holykael said:

I don't know how to disidentify with the body. I wish I was completely disidentified with my body. I don't control the identification with the body. Non doership and all. If if ever happens, it's beyond my control 

That's an excuse. But I will help you. Identification with the body is a HABIT. Which means it can be unlearned. 

First we will deal with your biggest issue....which is your attachment to meaning and purpose. 

Watch this video. 

Don't fight it, don't resist, just open your heart/mind and hear the message. When your psyche stops trying to hold logic/reason/meaning as something to grasp then your energy can stop being contracted. Your energy is contracted due to fear, fear is in interpretation of what is. So drop it.

So you need to disassociate yourself from your thoughts. One way is to destroy all meaning and purpose they have over you. The other is to observe them and inquire as to the source. 

But this belief that you cannot do anything is laughable. You both have and don't have free will. Don't try to understand it conceptually because you cannot. You are trapped in an illusion of your own making and the only way to escape is to see through the illusion. You see through it through observation and release from the attachments that hold it together. Unless you do this, you will suffer. 

This is an absolute. Money cannot take you away from suffering, sex cannot, relationships cannot, good food cannot, all those give you temporary release and then you go back to suffering. Are you ready to let go of your suffering which is just a story of meaning and purpose which carves up reality between good and evil? If not...you suffer like 99 percent of the world.

You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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3 hours ago, Holykael said:

I am the one who holds the bubble of awareness

You only say that because you've seen Leo's video on solipsism. all that is nothing more than ideas, mental masturbation.

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6 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

You only say that because you've seen Leo's video on solipsism. all that is nothing more than ideas, mental masturbation.

Yeah I've noticed that giving the answers to the test...can actually end up being a barrier in itself. Osho had issue with some of his students in this fashion and so did Papaji, Mooji, and Rupert Spira. That ideology can itself become an attachment LOL.

You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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2 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

You only say that because you've seen Leo's video on solipsism. all that is nothing more than ideas, mental masturbation.

Lol.

I AM invisible 

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2 hours ago, Razard86 said:

Yeah I've noticed that giving the answers to the test...can actually end up being a barrier in itself. Osho had issue with some of his students in this fashion and so did Papaji, Mooji, and Rupert Spira. That ideology can itself become an attachment LOL.

Of course, the leonism, the new religion in which believers say they are god and only they exist

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11 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

Of course, the leonism, the new religion in which believers say they are god and only they exist

Anything can be turned into dogma.

I AM invisible 

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38 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

Anything can be turned into dogma.

Yeah that's what we are saying. Even though Leo keeps telling people who watch his content this, they keep doing it like hard-headed children. The funny thing is when you implement it in your own life you can tell who is actually doing it or not by their responses on the forum. I'm talking some blind willful ignorance here. There is a certain user on this forum who masquerades like he is quote on quote enlightened yet admits to no mystical experiences, no awakenings, but believes he can grasp it conceptually even though its been stated multiple times you cannot.

I believe I was still struggling with that a year ago back in January and then took the deep dive and realized why it was said you couldn't grasp it conceptually. Blew my mind, its complete magical, like a Disney Movie LOL. No conceptual thought can compare to the divine expression. Its also completely unhinged, out of control, unpredictable, and ridiculously powerful. Anyway people should only take teachings as pointers NOT the actual truth. 

You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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You're thinking that its not a realization. Wanna trancend your suffering? Go on with your life, and apprieciate how good you have it. Stop entertaining your thoughts. You dont know how? Well thats just shows that your thinking "I" is not in control  in any way. Sit in the emptiness, dont even think about it as "meditation". Your ego mind is to broken and traumatized to be of any use the good news is you're not it. This right here has reduced my suffering manifold. And also Truth can't be putted in langauge. The human minds biggest strenght is also its biggest weakness. Always talking, thinking, judging etc. with language. Biggest reason why you're stuck is because of thinking and biggest part of that thinking stems from langauge. Use language and thinking but don't let these tools of the mind get you stuck. 

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