My First God-Realization - 1D-LSD

[Unlimited]

After watching many videos of Leo, meditating and taking various psychedelics I finally had my first God-Realization.

I didn't expect it to be 1D-LSD.

Two weeks earlier I was taking N,N-DMT for several days in a row.
My expectation was to get my first God-Realization there.
Even with many breakthroughs, I didn't get to that level.

Yesterday I tried 1D-LSD for the first time and decided to take 300µg.
The trip started to feel much stronger than expected.
My ego wanted to resist.
I haven't felt this uncomfortable with psychedelics in a long time. 
I suddenly had suicidal thoughts.
Even though I didn't want to kill myself, having those thoughts didn't feel good.
I was afraid.

I needed distraction and started watching a video of Leo.
In middle of it I was saying to myself that this can't be it, I need to give this trip a second chance.
So I stopped the video, put on my headphones, lied down and closed my eyes.

I had the strongest visuals I've ever experienced on LSD.
My mind tried to understand what was happening.
It was new to me.
And I couldn't remember the things I had learned about consciousness.
It felt like I was about to go insane.
My mind tried to figure out who I am until I realized it's not me thinking about it.

I started noticing that I am the observer of my mind, watching it all the time, trying to understand what is happening.
I realized that it's not possible to figure out what's going on with logic.
Up to this point, I knew that if I tried to understand it, it would only get weirder.
At this point I completely shut down my mind.
I was conscious like never before.

And suddenly I had this indescribable feeling.
It was so profound.
I experienced Awakening.
From then on I was pure consciousness.
All senses merged into one.
There was a new kind of intelligence.
Human intelligence didn't even come close.
I got a full understanding of reality.

I only exist in the here and now.
There is no past or future.
There was never a birth or a death.
Just Infinity.

I am nothing.
I am eveything.

Leo was always just an imagination of mine.
It needed to be like.
I am Leo.

Then the following questions came up:

What is religion?
Also just an illusion of mine?
And who is God?

I AM GOD.
I am the Creator of everything.
I am Love.

I am.

 

That was the most profound experience I've ever had.

It was beautiful.

And even if I'm talking to myself now...

...thank you Leo for everything.

 

 

 

 

 

Edited December 31, 2022 by Unlimited

[Staples]

Well done.

I am curious what your experience will be post comedown, 2-3 days later? I am getting similar insights myself but struggle to hold onto even just 1% of it.

[vladorion]

36 minutes ago, Staples said:

Well done.

I am curious what your experience will be post comedown, 2-3 days later? I am getting similar insights myself but struggle to hold onto even just 1% of it.

For an insight to stick (rewire your brain) you have to get it many times over and over again.

[Ulax]

Congrats!

[Leo Gura]

Excellent!

[RendHeaven]

Perfection.

Remember that even as you slowly begin to forget and forget...

...even that is your own doing.

God's genius.

[Federico del pueblo]

@Unlimited Amazing! Congratulations for your awakening!

So this is also the first report of 1D-LSD I've seen. Seems like the substance is perfectly fine, no issues whatsoever right? The difficulties you described were just due to high dosage I'd assume, weren't they?

Anyway, enjoy your new levels of consciousness! ?

[Sincerity]

Great work dude!

That's how it's done  

[How to be wise]

15 hours ago, Unlimited said:

I got a full understanding of reality.

Not a ‘full understanding’, because that would imply you can’t go deeper.

[Unlimited]

1 hour ago, How to be wise said:

Not a ‘full understanding’, because that would imply you can’t go deeper.

That's indeed true.
At this very moment it felt like this but in the end I realised that there was a lot more to discover.

6 hours ago, Federico del pueblo said:

@Unlimited Amazing! Congratulations for your awakening!

So this is also the first report of 1D-LSD I've seen. Seems like the substance is perfectly fine, no issues whatsoever right? The difficulties you described were just due to high dosage I'd assume, weren't they?

Anyway, enjoy your new levels of consciousness! ?

I think it was more my arrogance a few days ago.
I told a friend that I can't get a bad trip because it is easy for me to let go.

 

Thank you for all your comments.
I'm just super grateful for this experience, for this forum, for life, for everything.

[OBEler]

@Unlimited I never had a real awakening. 

What about the solipsism factor? Do you feel ok, that you are completely alone? 

[Unlimited]

On 12/31/2022 at 9:27 PM, OBEler said:

@Unlimited I never had a real awakening. 

What about the solipsism factor? Do you feel ok, that you are completely alone? 

In the absolute moment it was totally okay.

My ego tries to relatively categorize it and this makes it harder to accept it.

[OBEler]

@Unlimited@Unlimited interesting. you can frame it like you are complete together.