A Loving girlfriend

[Tyler Robinson]

I remember this one time I told an Irish guy who was interested in me and... I told him that he is a brother to me. 

He flipped out so bad. He made 15 accounts to spam me with I love you messages. Dude was nuts.. 

He took my affection for love. 

He couldn't make me feel romantic. I always thought of him like a brother, I mean that was his vibe 

He desperately wanted me and he was too pissed. 

Guys like these. What a pity 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I had soooooooooooooo many boyfriends. Lol. 

Dozens of them.

 

But no more. I'm tired. I need a break. I want to explore MAH life! 

No more boyfriends....they come and go anyway.. 

 

Edited December 21, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

Mindfuck. 

People who are hearty aren't brainy enough. People who are brainy aren't hearty enough. Difficult world. 

I love this journal. My feelings are so pure and free

I AM SINGLE... 

I don't want to be a girlfriend anymore. 

 

 

Boyfriends are so boring actually.. All they do is talk about sex. 

And they are always obsessed and worried that you would take off with another guy. 

It's miserable. Guys and their insecurities. 

Men are insecure as fuck. 

They are so worried that they will be dumped 

 

 

Cmon. 

It's like they stop thinking once they get a girlfriend. 

 

 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I'm strong. I'm good. I'm strong I'm good. I'm strong. I'm good 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

He sent me a message a few minutes ago. Haha he called me a disgusting loser

 

Wow. Nice. 

 

 

I finally confront him. 

 

 

I call him a Narcissistic abuser. Because that's what he is. 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

Stephanie Coaching. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

4 characters 

• Manny
• Mr Ether 
• Mr JR
• Stephanie 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I feel a lot of fear. 

The guy who sexually abused me when I was a child put a lot of fear in me. 

An unrelenting fear. 

I would feel nervous around him. 

He grabbed me and performed oral sex. I was just a child. 

Then I could feel him over me. He was so heavy.. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

My ex telling me that I'm sexually frustrated. 

So. I have him the layout of exactly what was lacking in his love. 

 

 

 

 

 

Now he will shut up. 

[Tyler Robinson]

Sexual abuse is evil. It's a poison. Just like weed. 

 

Edited December 22, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

First step towards self love - 

I'm preparing myself mentally to block my ex. 

Block him. 

I told him. You simply cannot give me the love I want. 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I blocked him at last. Yay. 

 

I don't think I will ever unblock him again. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Victory... I let him know that he is a narcissistic abuser. 

 

 

Bye Mr Ex.... You're forever out of my life for good.. You just aren't what I need in my life. I'm taking charge finally. 

I felt lonely. 

 

Edited December 22, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

One of my favorite future ways to deal with someone who doesn’t belong in my personal space is to tell them - 

You simply cannot give me the love I want. 

 

Your words are your biggest weapons against toxicity

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I'm developing a crush on Matthew Hussey. 

And I'm admiring Stephanie Lynn

[Tyler Robinson]

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited December 22, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

Since I don't get enough emotional support from my family and real life, and I can't join any community I'll create my own system of emotional support. 

This will be comprised of imaginary characters like Manny, Mr Ether, Mr JR and a community of content creators that focus on feminine emotions. Like Stephanie Lyn Coaching, Matthew Hussey and other similar ones. 

 

Others include - 

 

• Michele Lee Nieves Coaching
• Narcissists Schmarcissists
• Mindful living 
• Psych2go
• BRAINY DOSE
• Valentina love Tarot 
• Melanie Tonia Evans 
• Riana Anais
• The enlightened target 
• Carlos Cavallo
•  Love strategies
• Matthew Hussey 
• Stephanie Lyn Coaching 

 

 

• Manny 
• Mr JR
• Mr Ether 

 

 

Edited December 22, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

3 reasons why - 

1. Insecurity. Being with a low value person automatically gives you more power in the relationship and makes you look better. You get to boast. You feel superior and you get to dominate the other. You are the commander. You gain more respect and there's less competition. You don't have to prove much. 

 

2. Cognitive dissonance. You might be holding a long standing prejudice and now the guilt is consuming you. You want to overcompensate this by acting like a white knight and date a person who you wouldn't have dated before. 

 

 

3. You might have low value desires/toxic patterns  you don't wish to be judged for. You can't be your wild dirty self with someone high value. Maybe you want a relationship with a low  value person to fulfill your desires that might not resonate with high value people. 

 

 

 

 

Edited December 22, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

 

Guys who directly say - will you please be my girlfriend?

These guys are generally controlling. There's a reason why I call such men controlling. Because they don't allow any time to the girl to get to know them. They bypass the screening process which is essential to women to understand and screen compatibility. This is a potent control tactic. 

At least 90% men who say "will you please be my girlfriend?" right away without establishing a connection prior are super controlling men who are extremely Impatient and just want to pressure the woman into commitment. 

What's the disadvantage? 

They're more likely to dump the woman when they lose interest. They are typical users. They will dump the woman when they're bored. 

They're easy come easy go.. 

 

Edited December 22, 2022 by Tyler Robinson