The greatest mantra for the unawakened:

[John Paul]

Fuck you.

this is the highest mantra beneath actual god consciousness which is “I love you”. 
 

i see I love you all of the time… it’s horse shit. I’ve never met a single fucking soul who actually loved and it broke my heart. I am now in the process of selling my soul to the fuck you realm of reality where I will be blessed by the devil himself  (me)

[Zedman]

Tried it. It goes away. Not worth it.

It takes equal amount of effort to go delivs path. You are still trying to break out of your ego just into different direction. And it will swing back.

For how long did you have this attitude?