As a child I was very spiritually gifted, like most children, but where I won with it was my great long term memory, so I can remember to this day all my childhood insights. Here are some of them to state Why can’t my hand pass through this? I remember being confused as to why my hand couldn’t pass through objects, because I knew it was somehow a “hologram” (made out of consciousness) but didn’t know the term for consciousness yet. Switch perception from in the head to outside I remember being able to recontextualize this perceptual bubble as , “being inside my head” (false), to being actually outside of me not in my head but only external reality existing, and being able to PHYSICALLY flip back and fourth between the two I am here now I remember sitting in my kitchen as a kid and saying “I am here now”, as in this is my new incarnation into this life, implying that I left a past life, but have sat in the MIDDLE OF IT unmoved, in the same place both times. having to decide if I believed other ppl existed I remember having to make a conscious choice if I believed that the other bodies moving around with me in my house had consciousnesses of their own or not If I ever am going to cease to exist, I wouldn’t be able to remember this moment No idea how to explain this one. I just concluded that ceasing to exist is impossible because I wouldn’t be able to “remember” this current moment now if I ever did  This experience occurs nowhere I remember being in my bathroom and realizing this experience was not occurring anywhere, comparable to floating inside of nothing. Just to share some experiences for any help