Being spiritually gifted as a child

[ActualizedJohn]

As a child I was very spiritually gifted, like most children, but where I won with it was my great long term memory, so I can remember to this day all my childhood insights. Here are some of them to state

Why can’t my hand pass through this?

• I remember being confused as to why my hand couldn’t pass through objects, because I knew it was somehow a “hologram” (made out of consciousness) but didn’t know the term for consciousness yet.

Switch perception from in the head to outside

• I remember being able to recontextualize this perceptual bubble as , “being inside my head” (false), to being actually outside of me not in my head but only external reality existing, and being able to PHYSICALLY flip back and fourth between the two

I am here now

• I remember sitting in my kitchen as a kid and saying “I am here now”, as in this is my new incarnation into this life, implying that I left a past life, but have sat in the MIDDLE OF IT unmoved, in the same place both times.

having to decide if I believed other ppl existed

• I remember having to make a conscious choice if I believed that the other bodies moving around with me in my house had consciousnesses of their own or not

If I ever am going to cease to exist, I wouldn’t be able to remember this moment

• No idea how to explain this one. I just concluded that ceasing to exist is impossible because I wouldn’t be able to “remember” this current moment now if I ever did 

This experience occurs nowhere

• I remember being in my bathroom and realizing this experience was not occurring anywhere, comparable to floating inside of nothing.

Just to share some experiences for any help

[OBEler]

@ActualizedJohn thats deep! In my childhood I was materialistic from the beginning 

 

[Leo Gura]

12 minutes ago, ActualizedJohn said:

was very spiritually gifted, like most children

Most children are spiritually clueless.

You are rare.

[Tyler Robinson]

I was kinda spiritual even as a child. *spiritual baby. 

[ActualizedJohn]

35 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

Most children are spiritually clueless.

You are rare.

@Leo GuraA little too coincidental, it seems. I was interested in talking with you about this, I submitted a request for an interview through your contact tab, I’ve managed to gather an audience of over 70 thousand people on TikTok (@actualizedjohn), thus intending to spread this information to a younger audience. See my message if you are interested. (Also can do lots of editing work for all social media) (johnsrosania.myportfolio.com)

Edited December 15, 2022 by ActualizedJohn

[omar30]

@ActualizedJohn

Do you have any experience with praying for something to happen?

When I was a child every prayer I asked god manifested the next day or so. 

[ActualizedJohn]

4 minutes ago, omar30 said:

@ActualizedJohn

Do you have any experience with praying for something to happen?

When I was a child every prayer I asked god manifested the next day or so. 

@omar30 Defiantly not as a kid. It all just came as I liked to have existential thoughts as a kid. 

[ActualizedJohn]

5 hours ago, Lila9 said:

Good post! I believe that there are children who born more spiritually gifted than others.

I don't know/ don't remember these specific experiences/thoughts from my childhood. What comes to my mind is only that I talked to many different entities when I was 3-5 but it had less to do with spirituality and more with the active imagination I had that annoyed the kindergarten teacher becauae everyday I invented a new story that "happened" to me.

I remember that I had a good friend we were 15 and we sat on the bench and talked about casual stuff after school and suddenly she paused the conversation and said: "Isn't that weird and wonderful that we are alive and you're seeing me and I'm seeing you, talking to each other and have no idea what we are doing here but acting like we know?"

I was paralyzed by the depth of her realisation, I wanted to give her a good answer but I had nothing to say instead of "damn, it is so mysterious". This moment is stucking in my memory for years.

@Lila9 This is pretty crazy. Even crazier that there is actually an answer to what this is and what we are doing here, and how this is all nothing, but it’s equally as easy for there to be a “black void” as there is shapes and colors and stuff. Did you ever realize this?