No masturbation and sex for 12 months

[Vlad_]

Hi folks, how are you doing (I know you're not doing anything  because you're parts of my imagination) 

Anyways, I decided to go cold turkey on masturbation and sex for 12 months.

The problem is I feel like my life will be nearly meaningless. Why is it so?

I guess:

1. I place to many expectations on women

2. My life sucks and i'm avoiding fixing it using females as a shield

3. I haven't fucked enough hot chicks to feel happy 

Why my mind is saying that a year without women will be the worst time in my life??? What the fuck? 

[Thought Art]

Wow

[Matt23]

2 hours ago, Vlad_ said:

The problem is I feel like my life will be nearly meaningless. Why is it so?

Perhaps realizing that this is a preconception of how you'll feel and not the actual thing (you'll probably feel many, many things throughout that journey rather than just meaninglessness).  

Often I'll have a preconception of how a thing will be, then I'll do it, and it won't be nearly as bad (or good sometimes) as I think.  Yet I'm usually glad I did it since I learned.  

Obviously balance too though.  

Maybe start small?  

Also...

What's the motivation for doing it?  

What type of feelings are associated with the motivation?  Anger? frustration? Joy? Courage? Curiosity? Motivation? Positive? Negative? etc.

[flyingguitarist]

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