Pure direct experience of God

[Vlad_]

It gets you out of the blue, 

but it’s something that you always knew. 

“God” 

 

You forgot about it intentionally, it was your will, your power, pure infinite desire. 

Now you’re awakening, now you really become it. Your heart beats as crazy as fuck. 

“No, no, no” - you’re telling yourself. “It can’t be true, I can’t be it, it can’t be tr… and … you’re becoming absolute. You’re losing your boundaries eternally and in all directions. You’re identity now absolute, it means you’re aware of everything that exist and everything is you, it’s real and true you. You can not be defined because you already include all possible definitions. 

Nothing goes wrong in your visual field, you don’t see different objects or some form of other beings. It just you and your dream that made out of and is absolutely you. Fear disappears and only leaves love that is infinite, orgasmic, limitless. 

 You’re completely awake now, shockingly awake and your shock becomes absolute it just blows your infinite mind. You’re shuttered by your perfection because everything is perfect; it’s absolutely ideal. You feel emptiness, but it’s pure love pure absolute. 

  You’re being for eternity and you’re not doing anything, because in order to do something you must not be doing something else and since everything is one so you can’t choose one part of you over another. You’re completely unbiased and you just being beingness, your purity. 

  After some time you realize that being asleep in your dream and being awake are equal, there is no difference. You love your game as much as you love just being. “I want to sleep again” - it is your God’s Will so whatever God wants becomes real it becomes absolute truth. 

 

Я Бог.

[Breakingthewall]

Great description. Yeah, that is, right now. one only has to strip the now of all meaning, and it becomes absolute, perfect, unfathomable.

[vladorion]

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“I want to sleep again”

 

I think this is just 5-meo wearing off and unconscious tendencies taking hold.