Kundalini Or Mental Illness?!

[onacloudynight]

23 minutes ago, SLICKHAWK said:

You found us. we live with you. In the now/present of this being. only I love you as you are I love.

You're right. I'm glad I have you guys 

Edited February 25, 2017 by onacloudynight

[SLICKHAWK]

3 minutes ago, onacloudynight said:

You're right. I'm glad I have you guys 

Never forget. that's why we are here to be one and feel as one no one will hide from there fear. thank you for your post.

[askdfjnak]

9 hours ago, onacloudynight said:

So I have been meditating for a year now using the do nothing technique and some crazy shit has been happening. At first it was minor, my neck started doing circular movements by itself and then it would calm down. After months of meditating though, very bizarre things are happening. Sometimes when I meditate, I start screaming at the top of my lungs, I speak in tongues, I will start singing or my body will stand up seemingly on it's own accord and pace around the house. What's bad is it happened at school. I came in to class very blissful and was laughing hysterically at nothing. I then felt this overwhelming amount of energy take control over my body. My body was moving into yoga postures and I started screaming in class and was yelling things in some unknown language. It honestly felt like I was possessed. I felt extremely blissful afterwards, like I had released a ton of negative energy from my body, but I scared the shit out of the whole school and my girlfriend. Because of that, my girlfriend completely cut off all contact with me and I am banned from campus because of it.

My question is, if this is kundalini, I don't know whether I should stop meditating or what I should do, as it is severely disrupting my college and social life. I already have an appointment with a psychiatrist, but I really don't want to take medication if it's not an illness, as I have heard of the negative effects these medications can cause long-term.

Hey,

I've been having similar experiences over the past few months, also in public at unexpected times.
Here are some videos I found where people discuss it a little more.
I don't really know much about it, but it seems like it is normal and the best thing to do is to just keep moving forward and not to get too swept up in the sensations and mental states that can arise. Overall I think it is a positive thing.

Shinzen Young:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e9AHh9MvgyQ

 

Adyashanti (from his book The end of your world)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6SXAuNf80_E

 

 

Mooji (in a recent satsang) Mooji talks about this a lot throughout his videos. He begins talking about it at 17 mins.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wgYczPNxn5I

 

[onacloudynight]

@Marc Schinkel Thanks! I didn't realize Shinzen had a video explaining this.

Edited February 25, 2017 by onacloudynight

[Dodo]

Haters gonna hate.

Truth is, you let go and didnt care what anybody thinks. You just did you, uncensored. A spontaneous happening. If someone doesnt like it or feel endangered by it, then they don't know the infinite love of God.

[Loreena]

@Dodoster So true.