I Can't Forget That He Didn't Forgive Me

[Nana_Kh]

I was talking with someone on internet and we have just talked for only two previous weeks 

at the end I felt that he lieing on me on some of his personal information. so I talked with him roughly , cause he was a big thing for me , I've shared with him things that I've never tell them to others, and he was the first guy in my life , and felt that we will marry at the future 

But when I talked roughly with him and block him , I discovered that he was honest in every thing that he said .

Then I have unblocked him again and said I'm very happy that you was honest , and forgive me but he didn't forgive me at all and he said that I'm has no value to him , I've aplogized to him urgencly , and I contempted myself but he didn't forgive me so I've asked him to block me cause I will not forgive him easily and he did . 

How to forget him especially he didn't want me from first I think ?????

I can't back to my original life , and the feeling of guilt killing me inside , how to escape this??

I'm very very depressed , crying all time

[Shin]

 

 

Edited February 23, 2017 by Shin

[Nana_Kh]

@Shin I heard the first one an hour ago , it make me more comfort with sadness I feel and allow myself to cry as I can  , but I can't back to my original state before I've known him, what should I do ? 

Thanks for your help

[Shin]

It won't go that fast, don't worry, every pain you will ever feel will always pass IF you apply these techniques (and don't forget them)

[Nana_Kh]

@Shin I hope that , Thanks again

[Evilwave Heddy]

You've only known him two weeks and you plan to marry him?

[Nana_Kh]

@Evilwave Heddy mmm, maybe it's hard for you to understand, but he asked me for marriage then we decided to talk until I know him well and take my decision yes or no , because we are Muslims but he lives in other governorate , so it is naturally to ask for marriage when he likes  however how long have we known each other .

[Evilwave Heddy]

@Nana_Kh Ahhhhh okay.  Understood.