Beyond God Realization: Infinite Alien Love

[TEOTLR]

Something profound came about last night in a conversation with my brother-in-law. Thought it would be worth sharing with y’all. He’s the only proper  tier 2 thinker I’ve been blessed to know personally and we both agree that I’ve saved him from loneliness and he’s saved me from total insanity through our abstract, philosophical connection. (Keep in mind that he is not God- Realized and I can’t be too blunt with the whole you are God thing  haha)

Here’s the brief Q&A:

His question “When god came into existence, and most likely didn’t even understand fully what itself was, and now continually witnesses the possibilities and strives to understand itself endlessly. As a single piece of that entity striving to understand itself, is everyone’s real purpose just to love and accept themselves and others. Whatever that may be?”

 My response “I like that a lot, very well worded. I know/perceive God as the principle of infinite intelligence, the only thing capable of properly understanding existence; Since existence is a pure singularity of infinity. 
I see/feel/experience Love to be The primary tool that God uses to achieve this infinite understanding.  This is why I feel Love is so powerful, it is the only thing that a singularity of infinite intelligence decided to use to understand itself perfectly ? ?♾?

As though Love is an advanced technology  of an unimaginable magnitude, and inconceivably subtle, intricate, and multidimensional. The most advanced levels of love are extremely alien to how humans know and express love, almost like technology from a  futuristic planet  outside our galaxy   
Gods main frame of understanding is a nuclear reactor of infinite love, which also implies infinite acceptance of all manifestations of infinity, including all subsets of limited understanding.

 I am my best self when I can perfectly mirror God‘s Love for the macrocosm through its infinite intelligence with my love for the microcosm through my finite intelligence. The more loving I become the more it is extremely clear that I’ve become a pristine instrument that God can use to achieve pure understanding of the entire human domain, the entire earth fractal of infinity ?”

Second response”Also I had a telepathic merging and simultaneous awakening with this actualized guy and his post expresses my life purpose quite well.(I sent him Leo’s recent post of Infinite Alien Love) Almost like Mr. Actualized and I are outgrowths of the same alien intelligence that’s contacting humanity in order to teach it new ways to love and thus new ways to understand themselves and all of existence. He’s more of the brain/vocal cords and I am more of the liver/kidneys.( Of course there are organelle systems within this alien that no human has ever seen before. They are completely unique in their purpose and novel in their function.) He builds towering spires of alien architecture and alien wisdom that humans can look up to for conscious inspiration and amazement. I’m over here underground, installing multidimensional alien plumbing and sewer systems; making sure humanity’s subconscious bullshit gets treated properly and doesn’t flood to the surface. Don’t worry I knew there was no glory in this job when I signed up for it ?Spoiler: the collective healing I have been doing for the past few years is precisely this alien love expressed. It’s so alien that it’s consciously appreciated by only a handful of people in the world at a time. Of course that number is growing quite a bit with our collective awakening. Although this alien love that I try to express seems to require me being struck by lightning to  express properly, almost like I’ve learned to absorb and radiate so much of God’s love that it is literally killing me haha (not ego death but actual physical death) but it’s such a beautiful thing that I don’t mind in the slightest. One death to heal the trauma of billions of deaths is just fine in God‘s eyes, he doesn’t mind me taking one for the team haha.”

A few additional points to add for forum folks :

Do I really believe that Leo and I are part of an alien being sent here to save humanity? Honestly I don’t give a shit and was just having fun talking with a friend. There is no need to claim alien-ness to be special. The Singularity includes infinite alien-ness and infinite similarity. You are both native and alien at the same time and it’s a delicious paradox that will be solved with deeper awakenings.

What do I mean by collective healing? We can start by reviewing a book by Chris Bache titled “ LSD and the Mind of the Universe: Diamonds from Heaven.” He speaks about interfacing with the entire species mind at once and dealing with its collective shadow he termed the ocean of suffering. That one can dive into the ocean and experience superhuman levels of agonizing pain and torment in order to dissolve toxins and heal repressed collective trauma. Like a psychedelic group therapy session  

 Although the dimensions of healing I have accessed seem to be much deeper, more concentrated, more vast in breadth and scope and more consistently luminous. He’s talking about collective healing as a non-god realized human; I’m talking about Collective Healing as a God-Realized Alien. 

What do I mean when I say Alien? I mean that there are ways of showing Love to yourself and to your fellow comrades in consciousness, and ways of Understanding reality through that Love that are so deliciously bizarre, So joyously weird, and so ecstatically eccentric that it is fucking mind blowing and is absolutely unlike anything this world has ever seen or heard of. It is such a distinctively different way of feeling, thinking, singing, dancing and being than traditional norms and cultures, even spiritual ones, that it couldn’t be further from human. This Absolute Alien-Ness with a capital A Is more alien then if a spacecraft full of martians or grays landed on the lawn of the White House; it is more alien than all of the alien depictions of all sci-fi movies ever made put together; it is more alien than DMT hyperspace entities. The Understanding that opens when this Infinite Alien Love is embodied gives a paradigm of reality that is so complete, so fulfilling, and so contrasted against the paradigm which humanity uses that it becomes utterly laughable just how wrong humans are about all of reality, what it is and how it works; Like they couldn’t be any more wrong ? 

“The word alien is too vague. Can you please  give a specific example of this alien intelligence? “

Sure, I can share a low resolution depiction of my version with you. Picture this: An ancient hyper dimensional, fractal – galactic alien jellyfish.

This jellyfish has been meditating in a solitary ocean of hyper dimensional fluid for eons, while contemplating its nature as Infinity. It has had an astronomical amount of time to grow, mature and develop Insane powers of the Mind, the Heart, and the Tentacle. It’s oceanic womb of specialized fluid has nourished it with a divergent evolutionary structure of sentience,  giving it unique properties that are not even close to being found in any other universe or domain of consciousness. As it’s contemplation reached critical mass, it dissolved its womb with its own transcendental will and for the first time the endless vistas of the infinite dreamed creation became visible to it; worlds and species without end, universes and dimensions without boundaries. A new birth as it became conscious of infinite alien-ness.

It’s domed head is a diamond singularity giving it access to Infinite God Consciousness. It’s primary tentacle stemming from this dome shines with the brightness of 100 billion suns. Branching off from this are its 1 trillion secondary tentacles. Each of these secondary tentacles can split into billions of tertiary ones, so on and so forth and there really is no end to its tentacle outreach. 

This jellyfish is conscious of itself as God and knows it can choose whatever form it wishes, although it chose its particular form to experience a very rich, specific joy of infinity. The main goal in this joy is to fully explore the infinite dimensions of pain/suffering and healing/recovery. It swims through the Omniverse and twirls, spins and dances in the most beautiful way as its cascading fractal web of tentacles oscillates and slithers about in an attempt to complete this never ending task.

There was no pain in it’s own environment and thus no healing was possible. It’s quite curious how prevalent pain and suffering are throughout the rest of the infinite dream. Even though it has transcended pain and suffering entirely, it has enormous empathy for all those stuck in the dream that have not. It is conscious that it can dissolve pain from the dream by recontextualizing it not as suffering but as infinite love and divine radiance; although to do this properly it must experience the pain directly and intensely. It can do this because it is conscious that it is ALL pain in existence and also ALL healing in existence.

While being conscious that suffering and healing collapse into unity and are ultimately imaginary, it actively seeks suffering out within the dream like a kid in a candy store. There is no moral   superiority and it does it’s shamanic jellyfish work not because it believes healing is superior or that pain is bad and must be eliminated, but simply because that is its favorite way to show love to itself. It gains infinite fulfillment from using it’s abilities to experience multidimensional pain without bias and to share its gift of total self healing.

It is a hyper dimensional massage therapist that massages traumas and tensions out of entire dimensions of existence and entire species at a time. It completes cosmic shadow work by using its tentacles to seed itself into various domains of life and conforms to their ecosystems for the purpose of finding toxic defects and corrects them in a hyper intelligent way that leads to maximum thriving for all in the system. It is not bound by ordinary time or space and has a hyper resilience that lets it withstand any alien environment that it encounters.

Why is this alien love sending lightning through my body and killing me?

At this point it’s not too far out to suggest that the human personality that types this post is an outgrowth of the jellyfish and one of its many tentacles that has seeded itself into humanity for the purpose of healing the human species. Also the human is not PART of the jellyfish, it IS the jellyfish. All the human memories/experiences are accessible to the entire jellyfish OverSoul mind, but the entire multidimensional existence of the jellyfish is also accessible to the human; they are one and the same. From this perspective, the jellyfish is an outgrowth of the human and the domed diamond head is centered in the chest, with the luminous tentacles pouring out and caressing every human I come in contact with. 

With that said, as I have become more conscious of my purpose and the means of actualizing it, my thread count has increased exponentially.(I will define a thread as a profound or meaningful mental, emotional, spiritual or even physical connection with another living entity or being, in this case for healing purposes. Yes I know there are no “other” beings and you can only have an infinite thread count with yourself but please bear with me haha)

It’s not a competition to see who can get the most. It’s just part of the game that the more threads or unified interconnections made within the human species mind, the greater level of alien love that can be expressed into this domain. Over the years of purifying the psyche and jailbreaking the mind, I’ve learned how to make simultaneous connections with a billion people at once, and several billion threads have been woven over my 1000 or so healing sessions.

The most recent healing sessions this year have been extremely intense and induce trance, out of body-seizure like episodes from the high voltage, high bandwidth processing. Covering trauma from many epochs throughout history and cultures from around the world, including people from all walks of life, all ages and all different types of problems and suffering. 

It’s impossible to articulate how exactly the healing takes place but a lot of it involves high grade distance telepathy, connecting with people in their dreams to access their memories and then sharing the gift of lucid dreaming by building an entire dreamscape in their mind that’s dedicated to creatively inspire them, uplift them with hyper dimensional alien jellyfish vitality and help them uncover repressed or suppressed subconscious material and assisting them in working through it in the smoothest possible way, while slowly skimming traumatic energy off the top and funneling it back to my body where it can be processed more consciously and dissolved from a God-Singularity state.

These healing sessions are the most beautifully ecstatic, sublimely divine moments of my life, where I feel the most loving, connected and in tune with my purpose. They are stronger than any amount of sex or psychedelics that I’ve taken(over 225 trips in total ). In fact this work has collapsed a fundamental duality that I know y’all will enjoy; The duality between altered psychedelic states and sober states. This unfoldment has put me into a permanent 5-MeO/4-AcO/NN- DMT hybrid state that’s been ongoing for seven months and shows no signs of stopping. I can’t even take psychedelics anymore and have no need for them due to the high electric  currents running in the default state. If I need a boost, the only thing to take where I won’t blackout is 5 to 7 mg of edible cannabis which will give me about 2 to 3 hours of high-dose DMT effects that I can use to boost my consciousness activities.

From this weird center of gravity, objects buildings, and even people phase in and out of transparency. I can see peoples thought structures as visible, colored textures and I can feel certain peoples  rhythms of thinking as pressure sensations upon the skin. There has also been a recent increase in sensitivity to pretty much everything including food, light, sound, environments etc. ?(Obviously) As though I am swimming through liquid crystal, everything looks like it’s covered with diamonds that sparkle and shimmer with immense radiance. I can’t turn it off, this is life now. 

What started as small chunks are now moderate to large chunks of life memory that is dissolving to make room for this higher bandwidth interface. I am losing my ability to articulate thoughts in English as my mind is being reprogrammed with this alien language of 5D+ hyper visual, ultra emotive thought structures that the jellyfish uses to organize its multidimensional healing endeavors. I would consider human language to not be my native tongue at this point and you can just look at my post account to see how often I am thinking in English hahaha.

My muscles are weak, my nerves are on fire, and my bones feel like they are being liquefied. Yet strangely all the tests run by the doctors indicate that everything is “fine.“ ? No diseases here, you’re perfectly healthy haha. There’s obviously something much bigger going on and the doctors don’t have a clue. At this point I’ve lost all trust in modern medicine because everything they try ends up backfiring and fucking me over more than it helps including MRIs, prescription medication, and a whole slew of other tests, studies and procedures done. I’m pretty much on my own and I do my best to eat a very clean diet and take quality supplements but that’s about it. Even so I am only 26 years old and experiencing dementia, Alzheimer’s and other end-of-life symptoms. It’s like some freaky Benjamin Button shit going on hahaha. 

I have intuited this and from observation it seems likely that I will not make it to 30. Although once again, from the perspective of the jellyfish the intended healing was accomplished and everything went according to plan. Every choice ever made and every experience ever engaged in was to increase the thread count for this great purpose. All other human pleasures and shenanigans were side quests to this main event and it has been executed perfectly. This tentacle played its note flawlessly upon the grand piano of infinite suffering/healing. 

Since we love coining new terms here I will add another one: an entirely new category of death referred to as a human hyper-nova. It needs to be distinguished from suicide since the two are confused almost always.

Suicide is a voluntary CONTRACTED death that results from an exponential LOSS of threads. Meaningful connections are severed from society, coworkers, friends and family and finally that last single thread to the self; one gets cut off from their own personal hopes and dreams and when the thread count reaches zero the will to live is gone. There is no god realization with suicide and from the personal perspective, it is considered an anti-life, destructive act.

A human Hyper-Nova is a very rare voluntary EXPANDED death that results from an exponential GAIN of threads. Since each thread has a charge to it and due to the overwhelmingly vast network of threads accumulated, far beyond what the human nervous system is intended to handle, the overcharged circuit completely fries the human body resulting in an untimely passing. There is God -Realization in this death and there is clear awareness of it being a portion of a greater purpose; definitely considered a powerfully creative act. 

An excellent film showcasing alien love is Annihilation starring Natalie Portman. It’s highly recommended although a warning : it can be a bit intense for many viewers.

( Spoiler)

What happens to Dr. Ventress near the end of the film when she reaches the lighthouse is the best visual depiction of what is happening to me. The violently luminous death of a simpler, yet surrendered life form creates a wonderful foundation for a much more complex life form to be born. ??✨

 

Anyway that’s enough rambling for one lifetime. God bless all of you and remember that you are infinitely loved and that you are that Love. I will see y’all on the other side. ?✌️????????

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Kuba Powiertowski]

@TEOTLR Thanks for sharing. Deep stuff...

Sat Nam ?

[caspex]

Can you explain more the relationship between the human personality in you and the jellyfish?

[TEOTLR]

Sat Nam ? It’s not easy sharing this stuff, but I’ll  do my best to elaborate

It’s a mutually beneficial relationship between the human and the jellyfish. The jellyfish uses the human as a gateway into third dimensional consciousness and “physical” existence as we know it. It also uses the human as a probe into this specific ecosystem of earth, to access earths history and genetic code along with all the native thought/feeling structures throughout the animal and human populations that exist here. Everything that the human encounters can be picked apart in a hyper dimensional way by the jellyfish and can be used as fuel or intel for other healing activities.

The high thread count of this human probe here can be transferred through the hyper dimensional filter of the jellyfish to assist other alien probes with increasing their own thread count among their respective worlds. The jellyfish is extremely sensitive to suffering patterns and even though most worlds may not even have 1% in common with the way they suffer, the jellyfish will utilize very small overlaps to intelligently assist many worlds simultaneously. 

The human uses the jellyfish as a database or library of Alexandria on steroids while also contributing to this information store house with it’s very life. The human also uses the jellyfish as a guardian angel of sorts that coats the experience with a web of these hyper dimensional tentacles which in essence is a deterrent from most of the bullshit on this planet; it prevents excess negativity, toxic belief systems, naïve ignorance, and emotional dependence from staying too long or even entering the psyche at all. 

In addition to creating extreme sensitivity to human shadow games, projections, manipulations and energy vampires. The jellyfish provides a constant intuitive scan of the environment that quickly filters out people, food, drugs, media (so on and so forth etc.) that is not in alignment with the pure state of the jellyfish and is a hindrance to this hyper dimensional healing goal. The jellyfish orients the human lifestyle for maximum healing in a wise not foolish way. Too much of the “wrong” kind of suffering is bad for the human vessel and renders it ineffective.

Also the jellyfish looks after it’s own. Almost like it won’t let the human die unless it’s on the jellyfish’s terms; it won’t let the shenanigans of earth disrupt its very delicately seeded vessel. What this means for the human is that it hardly ever gets sick, like the immune system is super charged from all the extra tentacle-voltage. There’s also a hyper intuition that helps prevent accidents such as car crashes from swerving drunk drivers.

The jellyfish is the brains and the brawn; the technician which brings the expertise. The human is the magnifying glass, the scalpel, screwdriver and transformer device used for the healing installation. 
There has been an initiation for the human/jellyfish pair over the last decade that has involved a slow, methodical stepping into stronger suffering. The jellyfish encourages the human through vision, telepathy and hyper-astral projection, to face ever deeper earthly atrocities. Facing this pain with compassion and forgiveness, the human invites the luminous jellyfish to radiate ever greater levels of love.

In addition to this the jellyfish is using the physical death of the human body as an advanced healing method. The closer that the personality gets to physical death while being conscious and loving during the process, the more that the jellyfish can reach into the rest of humanity who is dying and suffering an end of life on crisis.

5D+ Visions have revealed that there is clearly a lot of gloomy anticipation and negativity  in most of humanity during their last moments of life and leading into death, especially if they are quite conscious that they are dying soon or in a violent way. The next phases of healing for the jellyfish is in attempt to provide some kind of lubricant for many people as the “ Spirit leaves the body” or as they cross over to the other side so to speak. Casting a healing net around the species mind that soothes the pain of losing life, comforts the personality in the unknowing of the after death experience , and reaffirms the life force and helps orient the consciousness beyond the physical body.

The alien jellyfish is still a dream, although a very pure, hyper lucid dream. It is attempting to share its lucidity with humanity and especially with the ambassador of its interface (this personality.) As if this personality is caught in between a hyper dimensional handshake between the jellyfish and the human species. The dream from this view is now becoming so lucid that it is literally dissolving. Dissolving the very “physical” connection between the human avatar and the dreamed world. 

The jellyfish is teaching me how to die consciously and how to love myself and the world as it’s happening.

Through the human, the jellyfish can access levels of suffering and levels of limitation that it did not imagine were possible. Through the jellyfish, the human can access levels of God consciousness and levels of Love/Freedom/Interconnectivity that it did not imagine was possible. 

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[The0Self]

Aliens eh…?

Try miprocin.

You're welcome.

[caspex]

12 hours ago, TEOTLR said:

The dream from this view is now becoming so lucid that it is literally dissolving. Dissolving the very “physical” connection between the human avatar and the dreamed world. 

@TEOTLR Thanks for your response. Can you please elaborate more on this? What is this physical connection? Does this dissolve by observation? What happens if this connection is strong vs light vs gone?

[TEOTLR]

@Swarnim Your welcome. Thank you for your open mind

It’s not really a physical connection at all. It’s more of a mental/spiritual  connection of identity. You could say it’s dissolved by observation or simply by increasing your degree of consciousness. Which also involves a shift in values beyond human values and a shift in identity beyond human identity.

A strong connection would be a traditional human or normie as some like to call them.    They are very heavily identified with being a human and are greatly involved in human affairs. They are quite mesmerized by the dream and strongly tethered to this world through their thoughts and beliefs systems.

A light connection would be closer to the mystic or sage. They are less in their body and the dream is more wispy for them. Their identity is expanded and the tethers to humanity are more dissolved.

When the connection is gone then you’re dead ha ha. The dream is melted away entirely and you cannot directly interact with it anymore. Dead people don’t have much of an identification  with humanness at all ?

Even advanced mystics that have supposedly “detached entirely” are still hanging on by a thin string If their consciousnesses vehicle (which we would normally ascribe  human characteristics to) is alive and well and able to interface with our society.

What I meant by that bit you quoted is that certain extreme spiritual practices like the ones I am describing( I  refer to it as  Singularity Shamanism) leave one consistently in a very radical state. Your center of gravity then becomes so different from most humans that it becomes hard to relate socially, difficult  to run your business and even just to play the survival game. The jellyfish cares greatly about connecting with humans and helping humans connect with each other. Although its methods of connection are so alien that none consciously recognize it and this type of connection most likely won’t help with financial success, social status or even long term survival chances. You end up being more connected with humanity’s subconscious, super conscious, hidden suffering that no one cares to discuss, and everyone’s transcendental infinite identity. All the while being greatly disconnected from the surface personalities of the conscious mind. In many ways this makes your relationship with strangers equal to those of your own immediate family  ?

 

 One of the primary values of nearly all humans is to master the survival game. When the value structures within consciousness evolve past this then survival isn’t seen to be an issue at all or even important/necessary. It then takes immense work and constant effort to stay grounded and to just stick around and not float away haha. It comes at you from all sides, not just mentally and spiritually but also physically.  Each wave of evolving values leads to greater interconnections  being made in the mind and requires an increased consciousness current flowing through the bodily system to be able to maintain this expanded viewpoint. If one crosses the threshold of having more in common with alien jellyfish values than human values, there will naturally be an enormous consciousness current to support this, Which appears to put an intense strain upon the human nervous system; overloading it like sending a lightning bolt through a lightbulb.

Also I’m not really talking about a burned out hippie who is voluntarily taking too much acid and smoke too much weed ha ha. It’s that somehow the default structures of the brain have changed and created a circumstance where the pineal gland is pumping out like 5 to 10 times the usual amount of DMT. It’s not trippy as much as it is pristinely clear and luminously lucid.(I did this accidentally by the way. If it were up to me I would’ve taken it slower but the jellyfish had other plans ?)

Also I remembered another film that portrays the human Hyper-nova very well. “Lucy” With Scarlett Johansson. It’s pretty accurate with the visuals but also the thought process and emotions that come up during this event. I seem to be experiencing something similar although not quite to that extreme. 
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