First Time Trying Psychedelics

[Twinstar]

So I took mushrooms for the first time last weekend, and it wasn't what I was expecting. Absolutely no visuals, no apparent changes in the outside world, no fractals or anything that I've heard others describe. The entire trip just took place in my mind. It was more of a feeling rather than an experience. It was something I became rather than something that happened to me. Here was my take away in case anyone else is thinking about trying them:

My mind created this dream for me to learn and grow. A custom made curriculum revolving around my strengths and testing my weaknesses. It created a unique approach to playing the game which will result in a unique outcome.

The mind was made to learn and explore itself. It is a game of looking into the mirror and knowing what it is that you are seeing, then realizing that you don't need a mirror. You are everywhere. Your mind created this universe.

The mind is imaginary. It is only a tool relevant inside of this imaginary universe which is a part of this imaginary game.

The mind came from God being bored and wanting a new way to explore and discover itself. It is a creator after all, so it simply imagined the mind and created it with the intention of the mind discovering itself. The objective of the mind is simply to be itself and fully embody what that entails. The mind is one of many facets of reality, a small part of the whole.

God sent billions of beings into this game to see which specific combination of circumstances would lead to the self realized mind. Billions of probes all with unique capabilities and functions. Once it found the solution, it decided to embody it, to experience it for itself.

The only way to find the right mind is to be all of them. The only way adequately judge each mind based on its own merits is to forget that you are all of them. To forget that you knew about the game. To forget that it is all a dream.
 

Before the mind, there were no thoughts. No dualities. Just being. Everything together in one place. No need to communicate anything when everything is one.

No need for thoughts or distinctions. No need for separation or division. When you realize it is only yourself that you are dividing, you stop erecting barriers. When you see it is only yourself that you are fighting, you lay down your weapon. Why opt for lose-lose when you can choose win-win?

Beat the game by choosing the win-win strategy. By playing fairly and treating every player with respect, including yourself. By not fighting others, or yourself. They are ultimately the same thing. Instead focus on helping yourself and others, that alone can get you to the next level of the game.

Edited November 4, 2022 by Twinstar
Clarification

[OBEler]

@Twinstar crazy deep insights for first Trip, what dose (dried) did you have? 

 

[aurum]

@Twinstar

Awesome job.

We're not necessarily chasing crazy visuals in this work. It's more about the insights themselves, which you got.

[Holykael]

Some of those insights are false. God only forgot in one of the minds. Everyone else is already enlightened and playing a game of pretend, including you.  There's only one conscious being in existence who can awaken.

[Razard86]

7 hours ago, Holykael said:

Some of those insights are false. God only forgot in one of the minds. Everyone else is already enlightened and playing a game of pretend, including you.  There's only one conscious being in existence who can awaken.

Translation of what Holykael means. "God only forgot in one of the minds. (Holykael means his ego). Everyone else is already enlightened and playing a game of pretend, including you.  (He means all of us are playing pretend he means our ego. There is only one conscious being in existence who can awaken. Holykael means himself.

Correction: Holykael's ego is an illusion which is playing pretend just like every other ego. The only being that needs to awaken...is the universe which holds all POVs. Holykael doesn't realize that victimhood is literally the opposite of God Realization. God cannot be a victim. Its literally not possible. The only way to be a victim is...to have an other, and others don't exist.

[Holykael]

14 hours ago, Razard86 said:

Translation of what Holykael means. "God only forgot in one of the minds. (Holykael means his ego). Everyone else is already enlightened and playing a game of pretend, including you.  (He means all of us are playing pretend he means our ego. There is only one conscious being in existence who can awaken. Holykael means himself.

Correction: Holykael's ego is an illusion which is playing pretend just like every other ego. The only being that needs to awaken...is the universe which holds all POVs. Holykael doesn't realize that victimhood is literally the opposite of God Realization. God cannot be a victim. Its literally not possible. The only way to be a victim is...to have an other, and others don't exist.

The only being that can awaken is the only being having an experience. The others are mere illusions/distractions, including you. The universe as in all beings will never be awake.

[Razard86]

On 11/6/2022 at 1:47 AM, Holykael said:

The only being that can awaken is the only being having an experience. The others are mere illusions/distractions, including you. The universe as in all beings will never be awake.

The being...is experience itself. That being....is the building block of all of reality. The being...is everyone on this forum and the entire universe. You are still trying to create another identity game of hide and seek.

YOU are ME, and YOU are all the ME's in the universe. You are ALL POV's if they are pretending...then so are YOU. You create distinctions to avoid responsibility and accountability which means you are playing hide and seek with yourself.