Javfly33

I backed off and decided to be a good citizen

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I was going to fake a document to be able to enter a university residency for 10 months... Why? The prices of my city for renting are mad and my salary is low...I couldn't afford a flat on my own and I'm sick of sharing apartment with people I don't know, so these residency was offering a small but very cool and new studio with everything I could ask to live alone... Oh and also they had pool, cinema, gym...

It would be just changing a number 3 times, in a PDF of 8 pages... It was so perfect, I even hired a Pakistani Adobe Photoshop freelancer on fiverr to do it for me. The PDF was protected against edits but the motherfucker was able to even trick this mechanism. I was so pumped up and excited, I felt like such a smart guy (going a little bit against the law and doing this kind of 'tricks' always gives me such a RUSH, I don't know if it's because I have narcissism traits or something like that..., But the thought of me "tricking" society with things like that it's like a revenge of some sort and makes me feel and intelligent and brilliant) .

Anyways I end up messaging the residency today and telling them an excuse of why I'm cancelling my booking (I even already pay them 150$ to secure the booking one week ago)... I couldn't do it. The fear that they could ask me for other kind of document or even verify the legitimacy of it was enough to scare me. But also I think because it's childish to do these kind of stuff. I got such a rush in thinking I could trick them and be smartest fucker of the city ...but what if doesn't go well and the trick ends up being expensive for me... Better to be legit.

I think I did the right thing. Some decisions are hard to make but my heart feels I did the right, sensible, conscious choice.

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Fear is just a thought

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There's nothing right or wrong in this world. That's a delusion. 

The only right thing is love. 

The only wrong thing is lack of love. 

 


♡✸♡.

 Be careful being too demanding in relationships. Relate to the person at the level they are at, not where you need them to be.

You have to get out of the kitchen where Tate's energy exists ~ Tyler Robinson 

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1 hour ago, Tyler Robinson said:

There's nothing right or wrong in this world. That's a delusion. 

Do you believe morality is relative?


How is this post just me acting out my ego in the usual ways? Is this post just me venting and justifying my selfishness? Are the things you are posting in alignment with principles of higher consciousness and higher stages of ego development? Are you acting in a mature or immature way? Are you being selfish or selfless in your communication? Are you acting like a monkey or like a God-like being?

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Just now, integral said:

Do you believe morality is relative?

There is no morality. Morality is an invention, although a good invention when used correctly 


♡✸♡.

 Be careful being too demanding in relationships. Relate to the person at the level they are at, not where you need them to be.

You have to get out of the kitchen where Tate's energy exists ~ Tyler Robinson 

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@Javfly33 be careful you have a very similar mindset to a scam artist. But maybe also the mind of a successful business man that knows how to cut corners or run a horribly corrupt business lol

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How is this post just me acting out my ego in the usual ways? Is this post just me venting and justifying my selfishness? Are the things you are posting in alignment with principles of higher consciousness and higher stages of ego development? Are you acting in a mature or immature way? Are you being selfish or selfless in your communication? Are you acting like a monkey or like a God-like being?

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Lack of morality will backfire your ass. 

You think that just because morality is an illusion you will be good by evading it? Good luck. 

 

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Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know. - Jeremiah 33:3

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On 1.11.2022 at 1:22 AM, Tyler Robinson said:

There's nothing right or wrong in this world. That's a delusion. 

The only right thing is love. 

The only wrong thing is lack of love. 

Your conscience is your higher self reeling you in towards love.


Intrinsic joy is revealed in the marriage of meaning and being.

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On 1/11/2022 at 2:52 AM, integral said:

Do you believe morality is relative?

Of course it is. How couldn't be? Morality is based on guilt. 

If people were conscious we wouldn't need morality.


Fear is just a thought

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On 1/11/2022 at 2:55 AM, integral said:

@Javfly33 be careful you have a very similar mindset to a scam artist. But maybe also the mind of a successful business man that knows how to cut corners or run a horribly corrupt business lol

?? thanks for the compliment. Yeah you right I need to watch out to not fall into this devilry schemes my ego loves to play 

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Fear is just a thought

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On 10/31/2022 at 7:22 PM, Tyler Robinson said:

There's nothing right or wrong in this world. That's a delusion. 

The only right thing is love. 

The only wrong thing is lack of love. 

Jesus loved being nailed to a cross.  

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