Regression from Green to Blue

[Tyler Robinson]

So I was pretty much stage Green for the whole year. But past few weeks I'm experiencing a pull towards stage Blue. (Andrew Tot effect, lol joking) 

I'm liking the discipline, moral integrity aspect of stage Blue. I used to have a shadow against stage Blue. I thought of Blue as cruel moralizing judgemental people. 

Lately I've been witnessing a different side to Blue - the sacrificial sacred side. Parents sacrificing and saving up money for their kids, instilling strong values so that their kids will turn into disciplined hard working adults. Although I always had a rebellious freaky personality, I'm beginning to see the wisdom in conformism. 

Not all conformist patterns are bad. Sometimes we need conformist trends for a peaceful society. 

I'm regressing a bit into Blue. Now im dangling between Blue and Green.. This space is tiny but not that bad. A tiny sliver of stage Blue conformity and stage green freedom. 

Anyone here experienced this form of regression while they were at Green? 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

Bump. 

 

[thepixelmonk]

I mean yeah there are healthy aspects of every stage that should be integrated.

Edited October 28, 2022 by thepixelmonk

[Proserpina]

Yes.  I've found the stage blue 'orderliness' aspect intoxicating in the past. There is a purity to stage blue, an orderliness that is very beautiful and healthy to an individual's growth. 

A few years ago I managed to integrate stage blue in a really powerful and I'm still trying to get back to that that place.  Its a part of my life purpose to profoundly integrate stage blue. 

Edited October 29, 2022 by Proserpina

[actuallyenlightened]

Isn't necessarily a regression. Blue moral integrity is a watered down version of turquoise morality that was passed down to it through the ages. I'd argue that turquoise is 100x more strict in that regard (except it comes intuitively and is much more wholistic and forgiving in its judgements). You would need a strong blue foundation to springboard into yellow+. Green rejecting green seems a lot like a gradual move toward yellow.