My personal youtube videos and discussions on my psychic energy

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Edited October 26, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

When something intense happens in my life, that's exactly when life shows me a positive turn. 

Something upsetting happens and life shows a new door the same moment. 

 

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Today a thought popped up in my mind and it said — large journals. Large large journals. 

 

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All I see is a strong sense of low self worth. Your fundamental worth is not dependent on what others think about you. The moment you'll realize that the better things will be. 

In this moment you're giving way too power, value and importance to other people in a way that what they say is immediately threatening to your inner core, ego and sense of self. 

Work on your mentality. Also there could be a component of self judgement. You could be judging yourself harshly on the inside without actually realizing that you are doing this subconsciously. Release yourself, realize that being a human comes with a package of imperfections and flaws and being at the lower end of the social hierarchy is sometimes a blessing because life can be very simple at these levels with less competition and less fake people. There's a lot of psychopathic people at the top who crave sucess and money and do so in unethical ways. Also do gratitude journaling and see what you can be grateful for that you already got. Godspeed. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I have better resources now. One is video making which I always wanted to do for my ventings. 

And second is journaling extensively. I'm going to journal a lot more from now. I have understood that this is the key. A big fat journal. 

Also I'll participate in the forum but not too often. 

I'm also resolving a lot of confusion and conflicts along the way. 

 

 

 

 

*pats my back in honor. 

 

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Video testing 

 

 

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Recorded 3rd video. I was very depressed while recording this one. I made it 2 hours ago. I was crying discussing my mental health struggles. 

 

 

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I'm having fun posting videos. My new toy. 

This came out slightly better. Still experimenting

 

 

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My ex boyfriend used to call me Elmo. 

Elmo from Sesame Street. 

I have a high  pitch voice. 

 

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I want to see if I can record a 12 minute video.. 

 

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Processing takes a hell lot of time. 

 

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Finally. 

 

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Another one recorded just now on INFJ traits. 

 

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Okeee. I was stumbling a bit. 

 

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10 minutes ago, Tyler Robinson said:

Why can't you be chill and not give a fuck? 

Some insecurity stops you. You look good. You're smart based on your posts. 

I think you think too much about what someone says. 

Stop caring because people's opinions only mean as much as they hurt you. You give power to someone's opinions and then those opinions will stand tall like buildings in your mind. You gave power to these buildings. 

You allowed people to live rent free in your emotions and headspace

 

You did a disservice to your soul. Your soul didn't deserve you spending so much attention on people and neglecting yourself in the process. 

My psychic energy tells me that you horribly lack in self love. That your inner self is hungry, in pain, wanting love, attention, affection and when it's not given you feel bad, hurt, offended and begin to question things. 

My psychic energy around you is sensing that you feel like you are lacking something and you constantly obsess about things that you lack. 

My psychic energy could be wrong but these are the things my brain is intuiting. 

Advice from my psychic energy - after reading your mind psychically my psychic energy has the following advice for you. 

— avoid people pleasing. 

— Be proud and strong and self assured in who you are. 

— don't allow your emotions to be dictated or impacted by other people words and behavior. 

— your key lies in mastering your own psyche and controlling it and learning to live for yourself in dignity and peace. Understanding yourself better and finding love within rather than outside. Your healing is inside. Just unlock it. Godspeed. 

 

 

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You're actually watching Leo in a different frame. It's like watching a movie that is slowed down and you're playing it at the lowest playback speed. Negative x. So a man in the movie appears like he is slightly lifting his arms up and staring. You don't feel like he is running when he is actually running. Now if you increase the playback speed and make it 7x you'll see clearly that he is running. Everything looks still at negative playback speed.

I'm using mathematical deductive reasoning here. 

If x= y, then it must be proven so. But the act of proving itself will take me to the truth. There's no loss in casually assuming x=y in mathematics because either way you'll find out if that's the case through deductive reasoning. 

Now for me x = y is mere speculation. 

The future will give me clues that will either embolden that x = y or it will nullify it and show that x ≠ y, which is fine too. Only time can tell. 

Any person when they repetitively engage in using profane language, that's not a way that normal healthy individuals act. They don't show patterns. A normal person would show once in a year situation where they act in an undesirable manner and it can be ignored for its lack of frequency. But a consistent pattern only happens in disordered people. Just my personal observation. 

Anyway I'm not some Leo worshipper nor am I some Kanye worshipper. I don't kiss ass and tell it like it is. I don't like praising someone to gain approval. I can sit here and say, oh I love you Leo and you're perfect, but I'm unique in that I'm not like that. I see a lot of people doing that on the forum. I choose to stay away from it. It blinds a person. If whatever I say benefits a person in any way in having a better understanding of what they are, I'm more than glad to have given that to them. Otherwise I simply move on like a lonely traveler. When you are clear like a mirror, there is no friend, there is no enemy. You won't even need them. All you'll ever need is the honesty of other people around you in order to come closer to truth. In the end, it's only truth and love matters, rest is BS regurgitating itself in a loop. 

 

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Venting my trauma again. 

 

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One brave step at a time. 

Even if I don't live tomorrow, these videos will always stay here on my channel. 

Maybe someone from my family will know that I left something when I disappeared from this planet. 

Was feeling suicidal again. 

Venting about it helps. 

 

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Message to myself 

I'm the only one in the world who will truly give a fuck about me. 

Right?