___ b_virginity shaming

[Tyler Robinson]

Why was I ashamed of saying that I'm a virgin. 

I just don't know. Maybe because I was thrust into an environment where I was constantly exposed to people's body counts. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

All slut shaming is good. I don't like those damn slutty males females, they are selfish and serve no purpose other than self gratification. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

Let me do a quick recap of my past boyfriends

 

Boyfriend 1 - was a  virgin 

Boyfriend 2 - was a virgin

Boyfriend 3 - not a virgin. He had 3 girlfriends before me. 

Boyfriend 4 - virgin 

Boyfriend 5 - he accidentally slept with a woman when he was drunk but other than that he never had sex or a serious relationship before me. 

Boyfriend 6 - hmm. Don't wanna talk about. He was the one who tried to rape me. But he was a virgin. He never had a girlfriend before me. 

Boyfriend 7 - don't know. I never asked him. 

 

 

 

OK. Done. This means I always attract virgin men. Hmm. 

Yea they are attractive. Non-virgin feel like second-hand to me and a bit slutty 

 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I'm thinking about an entity. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

My last entry was 3 hours ago. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

Ok back to myself. Back to being a loser virgin lol. 

[Tyler Robinson]

I'm thinking about an entity. And I want to name it. 

Rooberstifin. Plural. 

[Tyler Robinson]

I want to keep myself a pure virgin for a man that I think is ideal for me 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

Yea I'm a virgin and I am also a bit obsessed with virginity. 

Virginity means something special in my eyes. 

I like these Mormon guys. They are all virgins 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I think this is what virginity has done to me. 

It has made me desperate for men. 

 

I think of men all the time. It's like if you do no fap, you want women even more badly. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I just want abundant love of a man. I feel deprived without a man. I feel my life is meaningless without a man. 

I don't feel like improving myself without a man 

But if I marry or have a beautiful relationship with a man who is genuinely in love with me, it will make me feel loved, something that my mother didn't make me feel. 

I don't feel much motivation or interest in doing yoga or anything related to self development. 

My constant hunger is for sex with a wonderful faithful virgin man.. I want to belong to a man. 

My mind goes totally insane if I don't think about a man. It feels very hungry/thirsty and empty. It feels like my body parts are missing without a man. 

I just need a man to love me passionately and romantically.. 

I feel like I will get all the happiness in the world if I get a loving faithful virgin man. 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

Why is it so difficult to get a man? 

Why can't men just surrender to all women? 

Why do men put all kinds of conditions on women? 

Do this. Do that. Look pretty. Be emotionally stable. 

Men are acting cruel.. Men should give their dick to everyone. I'm not even joking. 

Men need to stop being strict and drop their male pride and ego and start giving love to women more freely. 

Men should be trained to think with their dick. Everything is love. 

Men are getting too smart and it's becoming a problem. 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

A woman's happiness is inversely proportional to a man's IQ. I have experienced this in real life. 

I'm being completely honest and sure about my observations. None of this is silly or a joke. 

The following are my beliefs regarding men. And they should be taken seriously. If they are taken seriously and applied, both men and women will be happy. At least a woman like me will be happy. 

 

The following is what I have observed after a lot of interacting/dating  with men —

 

When a man's IQ increases, a woman's happiness decreases. 

 

When a man's IQ decreases, a woman's happiness increases. 

 

When a man becomes rich, he starts taking women for granted and treats them badly 

 

When a man becomes poor, he craves a woman more and wants her to belong to him and tries to please her 

 

When a man is lazy, he is unattractive 

When a man works hard especially physically, he is more attractive 

 

 

When a man's EQ increases, a woman's happiness increases

 

When a man's EQ decreases, a woman's happiness decreases 

 

 

In order to make women happy, 

Men should focus on 

• Don't play video games. It makes you anti-woman 
• Drink a little. Not too much. Drinking makes you love and desire women more
• Do physical labor. Work in the farm or anywhere 
• Don't have high IQ.. Please 
• Start writing poetry. It will make you love and desire women more 
• Have high EQ. Higher EQ will make you like women a lot 
• Don't be rich. Wealth ruins men. Men should not try to make too much money. It's like sin. It corrupts a man and makes him hate women.. 
• Be open about sex with women. It makes you more attractive. 

 

 

Edited October 20, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

 

The secret to taming a woman. 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

I can have sex just by imagination. My imagination is extremely powerful. So powerful that whatever I imagine actually becomes real. 

 

Like If I want I can imagine a penetration right now and I can actually begin to feel the penetration. To the point that I will begin to throb, my pussy will get wet, and I will violently squirt. I will feel fucked and experience soreness in my G spot. 

I can do this. I don't think many people can do this. I never had sex. So as a teen I had to invent ways to actually imagine sex in such a way that it would actually feel like sex.. That was a coping mechanism for being deprived of sex. 

You have to understand that I was also heavily sexually repressed. My mom wouldn't allow any talk about sex. 

 

I was raised like a MORMON. Any talk of sex was considered very displeasing 

 

It's not my fault that I was raised to think that sex was dirty and bad. My ex boyfriends had a role to play. 

Especially my second ex was a shamer.

One day I brought up to him the subject of sex and he shamed me for it. He told me that I was being slutty. He began to talk about how women enjoy rape and he sent me a sex exploitation (sexploitation) movie that was terrible to watch. He sent me porn which showed abusive things done to women. It was disgusting. 

After that I never talked about sex. I just permanently shut up 

 

I derived the impression that talking about sex with men leads to being slut shamed and that way I never had sex. It was impossible to bring up sex. It felt terrible and awkward. 

Being a virgin was my decision. 

It was due to many things 

Following are the reasons why I decided to stay virgin and never had sex

• I could never tell my mom that I had sex. Having sex meant displeasing her and breaking a taboo
• My exes used to slut shame me so I never felt like bringing up sex
• I was raised like a Mormon 
• For a long time I thought premarital sex was a crime. This was a heavily Christian belief 
• I used to think that I should save myself for my man. The ultimate man. If I saved myself I would be considered worthy of his admiration. 
• I used to slut shame myself a lot in my teens 

 

I don't regret it especially now. There was a intermediate time period in which I completely hated myself for being a virgin. It went from liking myself for being a virgin to hating myself for it and back to liking myself for it 

What changed! 

I seriously don't know. I think dating a virgin Mormon guy changed it. The first day I told I'm a virgin. His response wasn't bad. I expected him to have a terrible response like wtf kind of response. But he was calm. Like a Saint. Then he said - I don't see there's a problem with it. It's a good thing I guess. 

I guess at first he was terrified of saying anything that would make him feel like he will be called a slut shamer if he said that he only wanted a virgin. So. I guess he kinda held back a bit. He wouldn't be too open about it. So when I told him that I was a virgin, he probably felt a bit confident in being frank about how he felt. He probably thought that I wouldn't think bad of him. So he freely and indirectly admitted his appreciation for my virginity by saying -— it's not bad. That statement did it. It hit a raw nerve. For the first time I realized that men (like him) like virgins but don't openly say it out of fear of being considered a shamer. He was a young man yet he held very traditional views on women, very much like Andrew Tate but not bad stuff. In that moment I kinda felt appreciated,accepted, liked and valued for being a virgin, rather than shamed. 

I guess that moment made me start appreciating my virginity once again. And I stopped shaming myself for being a virgin 

 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

Bimbo-ation

I think virginity and sexual trauma is the perfect recipe for creating a bimbo. 

And in some ways that's what happened to me. I became a bimbo. 

On one hand I was completely deprived of sex because of my virginity oath. 

And on the other hand I experienced sexual aggression from men on different occasions. 

This became a fatal mix. Sexual trauma can sometimes cause a woman to become promiscuous. This is well known. 

The combination of promiscuity and deprivation made me into a bimbo and a sucker for men. I began to desire men 10,000 times more. 

I probably wouldn't have wanted men this bad if I weren't a virgin. 

Deprivation, no fap, zero sex, virginity does make you crave the opposite gender much more. You get hooked on to the opposite sex like chicken feathers to tar. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

The secret to taming a woman. 

The secret to taming a woman lies in maintaining her as a virgin, I mean not letting her have sex.. This is the ultimate technique . It will drive women crazy, not immediately but eventually. 

And then slowly sexualizing them, getting them horny, but still not giving them sex. 

They will begin to crave men very badly. 

It's like you keep them curious enough but don't give it to them. 

The female body is designed to be impregnated, it's fertile. By withholding sex you're causing a lot of chemical reactions and brain wirings that is manipulating her fertility and making her desperate for something that she shouldn't have to really beg for. But now you are making her beg. 

This does not involve sexual repression. Sexual repression does the exact opposite. It actually causes her to lose her sexual drive. She might even begin hating sex altogether 

 

What I suggested above is the opposite of sexual repression. 

What I'm suggesting is a form of sexual torture. Give but not give. 

 

Make her horny but also not give. This will drive her wild with wanting. 

Now she desires men much more 

This won't make her a slut.. 

But it will definitely train her to want men and receive men more lovingly. 

 

 

 

Edited October 21, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

I swear I swear I swear. 

The only guy I ever actually genuinely fell in love with was this Mormonish guy. 

I don't even know if he was a Mormon. But he talked about Mormons on our first conversation a lot. I guess his parents were kinda religious people, not sure if they were Mormon or not.

 

 

I never thought I could fall in love with a religious guy or a son of religious parents. 

 

But what the heck??????? 

 

I fell in love with so many men. But never so madly as this guy. 

 

I think virgin guys have a special scent. 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

Elliot Rodger had never kissed a girl. In a culture of casual sex, he was a virgin — at 22. He was lonely, angry, humiliated, depressed, and also likely struggling with mental illness. He couldn’t understand why others got to have what he didn’t; why girls always seemed to go after the “obnoxious jocks,” not the nice guys like him.... why he had to see it all around him — from porn to campus party culture — as if taunting him. He was always missing out.

 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

If Columbine taught us about school bullying in the 1990s, then the brutal killings at UCSB give us a glimpse into the toxic way that failed sex, misogyny and modern masculinity are intertwined.