From Half-assed Medical Student To Worldclass Cardiologist

[Diane]

Amazing things that happened today:

• I took on the challenge of taking care of patients alone and eventually did well!! 
• I finally saw my beloved Fish, sassier than ever!! And somewhat inspiring too, I sense some as affinities between her new power of making people do what she wants and my purpose of making people healthier through consciousness... 
• I spent a lovely afternoon with one of my friends. 

Wath could have made today better:

• Studying;
• Running...

Ways I got closer to becoming a wordclass Cardiologist:

• Being active at the internship.

What I learned:

• To trust myself.

[Diane]

Things I'm excited about today:

• Meeting new people this afternoon while volunteering. 
• Running, finally!!
• Going on with the life purpose course!!

[Diane]

Amazing things that happened today:

• I helped my mother being healthier through consciousness, nothing too all over the board but I did!! 
• I prioritized studying. 
• I was very energetic!!

Ways I could have made today better:

• Studying more;
• Running.

Ways I got closer to becoming a wordclass Cardiologist:

• Studying Cardiology!!! 

What I learned:

• Substance is more important than form, I can study even if my room is not perfectly tieded up and crystal clean...

[Diane]

Things I'm excited about today:

• Taking advantage of the two free hours I have this morning to do some of the things I've been procrastinating on;
• Watching an amazing movie this evenig!! 
• Being the best doctor I can be!! 

Edited May 23, 2016 by Diane

[Diane]

Things I'm excited about today:

• Enjoying this beautiful rainy day!! I don't know why but I woke up in love with the rain today.. 
• Being brilliant, I love this adjective too!! 
• Being the best doctor I can be!! 

[Diane]

Amazing things that happened today:

• I'm listening to a great playlist right now!!  (http://8tracks.com/idril/coffee-shop-days)
• I did my first hemogasanalysis and all went well!!! 
• I'm becoming more and more conscious, positive and centered.  

Ways I could have made today better:

• Studying.

Ways I got closer to becoming a wordclass Cardiologist:

• Going to the internship and actively participating to the work there;
• Preparing for the written part of the bar exam.

What I learned:

• To be proactive!!

[Diane]

Things I'm excited about today:

• This afternoon's seminar on new oral anticoagulants' antidotes!! 
• Enjoying this beautiful sunny day!!! 
• My last swim lesson, for now... 

Edited May 25, 2016 by Diane

[Diane]

Amazing things that happened today:

• I recieved tons of compliments for my hairstyle!! 
• Journaling in the evening is becoming more and more easy as I can't wait to get the chance to write all the wonderful things that keep happening to me!! 
• The seminar on NOA was amazing!! I savoured every single minute of it!! 
• My swim teacher told me I was the best one of the beginners he had this year!!! 
• This morning when I told one of the doctors in the ward where I'm doing the internship that I want to become a Cardiologist she replied: "So you're a VIP?!!".. Apparently Cardiologists tend to be a little bit full of themselves... I hadn't fully realized it yet but that's exactly the direction I'm heading to.. We'll see how it ends!!

Ways I could have made today better:

• Studying more;
• Running.

Ways I got closer to becoming a wordclass Cardiologist:

• Going to the internship; 
• Studying.

What I learned:

• Life is a wonderful journey!!! 

[Diane]

Things I'm excited about today:

• Saying goodbye to my tutor, he won't be there tomorrow.. It's been a great internship, I'm so grateful for that!!! 
• This evening's group meditation, I always go away more grounded from there!!
• The universe of possibilities I live within!! 

[Diane]

Amazing things that happened today:

• When I arrived at the hospital today I found out that there was a mini seminar on a new medicine for COPD!! I definitely love this manifesting seminars thing!!! 
• The doctor I was doing the internship with gave me a great feedback, he said that I have the knowledge and I just have to practice more to develop my skills. He also gave me some advice on how to design my future career, be it in Italy or elsewhere!! I couldn't be more grateful!!! 
•  After wandering around the whole building I found a study room just for me, myself and I at the university!! 

Ways I could have made today better:

• Running!! I now expect that if I keep writing it somehow this will make me start running every day as I would like to!!   

Ways I got closer to becoming a wordclass Cardiologist:

• Giving my best at the internship;
• Studying.

What I learned:

• It's never crowded at the top!!!  

[Diane]

Things I'm excited about today:

• My last day at the internal medicine ward, it's been a wonderful experience!!! 
• WATCHING THE LAST EPISODE OF GOTHAM!!!!!!!!!!!! 
• Meeting with a family of friends who live in England. 

Edited May 27, 2016 by Diane

[Diane]

Amazing things that happened today:

• I ran!!!!!!!!! 
• I was helpful to the doctor I was with today and she remarked it many times, a superb cherry on the top of this exquisite month!! 
• The affirmations I repeat in the morning while showering are slowly taking root!!  Here they are:

Ways I could have made today better:

• Studying.

Ways I got closer to becoming a wordclass Cardiologist:

• Giving my all at the internship even if I hadn't to!!  

What I learned:

• "I have amazing strength within me"!!!

[Diane]

Things I'm excited about today:

• Making this day a masterpiece even if I slept in a little too long. 
• Studying studying studying!!! 
•  Being calm in spite of the little anxiety I feel right now.

[Diane]

Amazing things that happened today:

• I studied!! Not much but I did.  
• I followed plan A!!
• I listened to some very intersting videos by Teal Swan ("F*ck the Law of Attraction" and "The secret to a happy life"). Nothing that I didn't already know but they were a good reminder of:
  1. Also the "bad" things are meant to be and
  2. To live a happy and fulfilling life it's essential to prioritize on the basis of one's core values.

Ways I could have made today better:

• Running!!

Ways I got closer to becoming a wordclass Cardiologist:

• Studying.

What I learned:

• What's happening is supposed to happen. How do you know? Because it's happening!!  Teal Swan

[Diane]

Things I'm excited about today:

• Studying, a lot!! 
• Going on with the life purpose course! The closest I get to finishing it, the more faraway the end seems.. Go figure!! 
• Earning some money. 

[Diane]

Amazing things that happened today:

• I discovered how much I've changed by interacting with my father. I'm so grateful for all this personal development thing!! It's incredible how I now can look at things as if from a third person point of view and see what is really happening in the moment...
• I loved myself;
• I studied!!! 

Ways I could have made today better:

• Running!!

Ways I got closer to becoming a wordclass Cardiologist:

• Studying;
• Finally filling the registration form for the competition exam to get into a medical specialization school. I procrastinated a bit on doing this.. I feel a little discouraged because I "start with a disadvantage" for the fact that I can't count on many points related to my previous academic career... But again, I can only accept it and do the most with what I have!!!

What I learned:

• To accept reality as it is.

[Diane]

Things I'm excited about today:

• Living and embodying my life purpose!! 
• Going on with the life purpose course!! I'll use the same attitude I'm using with running: to keep writing it until it somehow manifests itself!!  As regards running today I decided to do it in the evening, we'll see how it goes..
• Studying!! 

[Diane]

Amazing things that happened today:

• I saw 11:11 when I was about to take a break from studying this morning!!!  I guess though that the Angels weren't telling me to make the 15 min break into a 1 hour long one... Or maybe they were!?! 
• I spoke on the phone with the head physycian of the dipartment of Cardiology of a nearby hospital!!! I don't think I will ever get used to all the great things that keep happening from the day that I decided to realize the dream of becoming a Cardiologist!!! It's even poetic, following my heart means getting to know about the heart and my life purpose is to make people healthier through consciousness, in the sense that I want to help people to better understand themselves (and their diseases) so that they can improve their health (in the wide sense of "complete physical, mental and social well-being"). 
• I did go on with the life purpose course!! -3!!! 

Ways I could have made today better:

• Taking fewer breaks.

Ways I got closer to becoming a wordclass Cardiologist:

• Studying;
• Preparing for the written part of the bar exam;
• Calling the above head physician and being calm, present and confident during the call!  

What I learned:

• I am powerful beyond any limit I can think of!!

[Diane]

Things I'm excited about today:

• Being kind!!
• Running!!! 
• Studying!!

[Diane]

Amazing things that happened today:

• I studied diligently. Yet I feel a bit unsatisfied because I didn't study as much as I wanted to..  Just an other thing to accept I guess... After all, ain't nobody looking for perfection, right!?  
• I was perfectly on time with the weather, it rained almost all day but I managed to run some errands in the morning and to run in the evening without having to open an umbrella/bring a rain slicker!! 
• I've already said it but it's worth repeating: I RAN!!! 

Ways I could have made today better:

• Waking up earlier.

Ways I got closer to becoming a wordclass Cardiologist:

• Studying.

What I learned:

I love running but I don't run every day as I would like to.. As I always say mindfulness is the answer to everything!!