How can I make someone's day better(giving some love to this forum)

[Tyler Robinson]

By wishing them well. 

Edited October 7, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

Dear Reader, 

May you find beauty and bliss. My deepest wish is that you achieve your goals and dreams. 

This journal is my dedication to this forum. I want to give some love to this community.. 

I might cease to exist some day on this planet. But my soul is eternal. 

I'm sorry I'm a bit emotional while writing this. 

I have often wondered if I can contribute in some positive way. 

And I think this is something I can do if nothing at all. 

I can spread some love and try to uplift those who are having a bad time. Maybe this can be a good use of my body and mind.. 

 

So if you are reading this, trust me that someone always cares about you. You might be having a rough day. 

If someone said something mean to you, realize that they are human, probably they were never given love, maybe they had a bad childhood. Maybe they are discontent for some reason. Let lt go. 

Forgive those who hurt you. They are human just like you and will make human mistakes. 

We're here to heal each other. 

[Tyler Robinson]

Dear Reader, 

I want to apologize to some people on this forum. I might have unintentionally caused them some hurt or pain. Although I never did anything with malicious intent and I want to make that absolutely clear, I just want to say that despite my best intentions which were mostly compassionate, I might have still contributed some stress to these specific people. 

If you're reading this (I mean these people) then I'm apologizing to you for whatever I did. I'm sorry. I'm deeply sorry for what I did in the past. I ask for your forgiveness. 

I really do care about you. If you thought I didn't. It's just that I don't have the capacity to show the same connection and love that I did in the past. Not in that frame of mind. Does not mean that I hate you. 

I do act reckless from time to time but this is mostly my innocence and I can guarantee you that I have never acted out of malice or desire to cause harm. Nor have I tried to manipulate or dominate a situation. There was no gain. Everything happened was simply a product of projections and circumstances. And my own failures in between. 

I'm a human being and I made human mistakes. I was new to this forum at the time and I hadn't known how to navigate through it all and I fell into some rabbit holes, gave into temptation, got selfish and ended up doing some nonsense. 

I'm not a bad person at all and I know that deep in my heart although I'm not very good at convincing others of my goodness and that's okay too, I don't try hard because if there is any goodness in me and if you have the capacity to see it yourself, maybe your compass will automatically point in my direction and in the heart of your heart, you will know the truth without it being told from my mouth. So I rely on your conscience to judge me. I make no further appeal of my good intent, since it won't make much of a difference either way if you have already pre-judged me as a bad person in your mind/heart. 

Forgive me the way you would forgive a child who has erred. 

It's unfortunate that everything happened the way it did and it ended up causing you frustration, stress and lack of closure. You felt like I used and manipulated you. You felt like I did you wrong. 

Here I am now. I just needed time and space and a bit of remorse. I humbly apologize for everything and understand that you were harmed by me. I understand that I should take responsibility even if I wasn't doing anything intentionally. That if someone is hurt by me I should apologize for it. 

I hope the one who this is intended for and the one who is reading this has come to terms with the whole thing, has let go and is able to find forgiveness for me. 

I can't expect you to love me because that would be too much to ask for and I think I don't deserve your love to begin with. But at least I hope that I will deserve your pardon. 

Maybe right now you aren't reading this  but when you will read this, you will know it's you. 

I'm a bit emotional while writing this. 

I am truly sorry for hurting you and I mean it. 

Just so you know, I never really meant to. 

I don't wish to be a coward about it. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited October 8, 2022 by Tyler Robinson