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[Tyler Robinson]

Self love is the porridge. Elements of the porridge 

I also wanted to talk about maat

 

[Tyler Robinson]

So this is how the convoluted connection works. 

You have a 

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[Tyler Robinson]

Everything is about Accountability, PSR-proactive social responsibility, and truth, and awareness, rightful condemnation and courage. 

If you have the right balance of the above concepts and qualities then you create an extremely healthy unique society and a great environment. 

It's a trickle down effect 

 

 

 

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[Tyler Robinson]

The one thing that is really bad about this forum is that you can never have highly controversial discussions about anything here without it completely flying off the handle and the suppressive culture of this place sabotaging these discussions by locking or creating a negative atmosphere around it. 

If you can't have controversial opinions and debates, then you also can't have breakthrough insights. 

No pain no gain 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I wish I was on a talk show like Joe Rogan where you can discuss ideas freely and literally talk about anything, at all. 

Literally anything under the sun. 

I'd talk about such a huge variety of topics and it's so good to talk without feeling suppressed. 

I'm more suited to that kind of thing. Like say all the controversial stuff without getting into trouble. 

Without inhibition. 

It's a great mental exercise. Some people call it mental masturbation. But for me this mental masturbating is the gateway to new wonderful ideas and insights. 

I wish even common folks like me had a chance to say things louder. 

 

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[Tyler Robinson]

November 28 was a bad day for me on this forum. A lot of people just going at me. I was just so depressed. 

I remember December 1, my mother's birthday, completely ruined. 

And I had been thinking about like leaving the forum for good because I kinda felt hated here, too much attention given to me when all I wanted was people to focus on my idea rather than me.. And then the whole fallout happened. 

I was taken ill from the period of December 5 till December 9.

During this time certain users were actively trying to create trouble for me. 

It started around December 9th. The same day I was barely recovering. 

By December 10 th, it had turned into a Discord related shit show which involved gang bullying. 

And then I talked about it to mods. 

This was very anxiety provoking time for me. From 10th to 12th. 

Finally Leo put an end to my trouble by making the thread on banning  Discord people 

 

 

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[Tyler Robinson]

Trying to be strong. Trying to get through this period. 

It's my father's death anniversary in a few days. 

 

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[Tyler Robinson]

It is my father's death anniversary on December 18th. And it's going to be a hard time for me. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

I'm trying to get things off my chest 

The abusive conversation I had with my ex yesterday. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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End of the horrible conversation. 

 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

Hmm. So that's my ex. I'll call him "Mr Something."

He refers to his new girlfriend as the Russian whore. 

What a dude.

I proceed to tell him that I love my ex Jim. 

And I send him a picture of Jim. 

He is pissed off. 

He really expects that I should be in love with him again. But nah.... Dude you treated me so badly and then cheated on me. 

Are you nuts? You expect me to respect you? Why should I? 

And after everything you did to me, you still expect me to fall in love with you? 

Then he proceeds to act jealous of my ex and even threatens to kill him as well. He is a coward. All he knows is giving death threats. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I kept triggering him and insulting him, because why not? 

I tell him that Jim is my God. 

I tell him Jim is my prophet, my everything. 

And then I tell him that he is not Alpha enough. He is mightily pissed off. 

I really wanted to trigger him bad. 

 

 

Edited December 16, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

In the beginning of the conversation I repeatedly ask him if he would die for me. 

And obviously he says no. Loser.

He tells me that I'm too insecure. 

 

 

He also threatens to spread my nudes. Lol. 

 

 

 

 

Then he proceeds to order me to kill his Russian ex girlfriend. I'm like no-noooooo that's not my job, I'm a woman and I'm a delicate flower. He wasn't having it. He thinks I should protect him. 

 

Seriously Delusional Dude. 

 

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[Tyler Robinson]

I'm happy after being confrontational with my ex. He deserves it 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

Of course I love Jim and I wasn't lying to him. 

[Tyler Robinson]

I'm thinking of Manny again. 

A beautiful pond. Fountain. And I'm dancing like a fairy with wings. 

[Tyler Robinson]

In order to preserve the energy of the Alpha, the Eva has to work hard to keep it protected, not through sheer force, because Eva doesn't stand for might and power, Eva stands for gentleness.