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[Tyler Robinson]

So I was on a dating site earlier and someone sent me a long something - 

 

My wish for you is to be his sex slave at some point and to enjoy it to the fullest. You do deserve to be deeply penetrated by him or someone like him all night, in all holes, in the dirtiest manner possible. I wish for him to speak the words you always wanted to hear in your ears, while you are orgasming with your legs shaking and squirting on his erect penis. You will feel his throbbing penis deep inside your juicy pussy for hours while you are kissing passionately and looking deep into each other's eyes. He will grab you by your throat and tell you that you are his bitch, and you should go down on your knees and suck his dick as sloppily as you can, and if you do a good job, he will pound your ass for hours. He will lick your pussy and your ass with all his might and enjoy it because he adores your godly body. 

You are the daughter of God. Believe that it will happen, you deserve it, and it will be so.  

 

 

 

 

 

My reaction - 

Lol

I can never get aroused by that kind of stuff. It had literally zero effect on me. No arousal. 

 

 

I swear men have to be manipulative and machiavellian to get into a woman's pants or they don't give you a chance. If a guy directly tried seducing me, I would never get turned on. Somehow he needs to act like an angel before he can find his way into my Vag

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I never knew "throbbing penis" was a thing. 

He wrote to me - "it's throbbing." 

And then he wrote - "I'm pre-cumming a lot." 

 

 

 

 

 

And I got some weird satisfaction out of that. 

And I kept waiting and waiting and waiting. 

And he finally came. 

 

 

 

And then I breathed my last... I mean I breathed a sigh of relief. 

 

 

*then he patted me. And then he spooned me. And we fell asleep. 

 

Edited December 11, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

Sometimes Manny is a great person. And sometimes he is not such a good person. 

When Manny is sweet to me, he is a bit stalkerish, but alpha, nice, caring and protective. He is Jekyll. He is psycho. 

And when he is this Machiavellian self, he turns into Mr Hyde. Cold, ruthless, calculating, wise, shrewd and exploitative, selfish. With a self serving  agenda behind all the sweet BS. 

                           

Sometimes I feel bad as though I did something wrong by not obeying Manny. 

 

                                    

Manic compulsive, bisexual dominating British ex boyfriend. A bit of a psycho. 

 

                              

 

 

                                      

 

 

 

Edited December 11, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

I'm still not sure what I want 

 

 

• Tulpa
• Instinct
• God loves Tyler.. The whole universe loves you 
• Angel instinct 
• Self Compassion 

[Tyler Robinson]

I'm still looking into self love. And I don't know how to process my feelings. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

Aspects of self love 

• Tulpa 
• Happiness 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

 

        

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

Oh I forgot there's a bro code in this place. 

So whatever a woman does will always be wrong or bad or shallow. 

It reminds me of high school. Where guys would talk to other guys but treat the girls like cancer/plague. Yes lol because you can't stop your dick from getting wet, part of your no nut November craze. 

 

Guys be like...... If they like talking to a girl, she has to become their girlfriend lol. oof. Such close mindedness. 

I can never get an alpha to talk to me. And then I get surrounded by simps who I'm not interested in talking to AT  ALL. Assholes. 

Yea because the internet is full of cucks and incels, so obviously there will be a bro culture that sees women as a plague. You simply can't. 

I feel like an artist who is just not getting hired by a good company. 

So the bad guys are picking me. 

 

 

My bad. Although there are bigger problems in the world. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

The only solution to this problem is SELF LOVE 

 

AND THE ONLY ABSOLUTE SOLUTION TO ANYTHING IS SELF LOVE TOO

 

[Tyler Robinson]

The problem really comes down to women not talking to one another and men talking to each other. Can't blame men. There is never a sis culture and women always want a romantic feeling to accompany them in friendships or they lose interest. 

That's why you have more gays than lesbians

 

Women need an army of men to take care of them. Even one man is not enough, let alone a woman. 

Especially if a woman is more fertile and hornier than average. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

There will always be people who won't treat me badly. Maybe I should stick to talking to them 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I'm slowly coming closer to what I want. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I'll. Leave this forum for good. I don't like it here. There's barely any communication. 

And it seems nobody really likes me and that makes me upset 

Plus nobody really wants to talk. It's just small talk all the time. And everything and anything quickly turns into a shit show. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

• Divine strength 
• Tulpa
• God loves you 
• Angel instinct 
• Happiness 
• Songs /music 
• Self Compassion 
• It's not self love, just love, love is an essence, cultivating this essence, connecting to this essence or energy 
• Alpha ness - Alpha energy 
• Masculine love (father' love) and feminine love (mother's love) 
• Community /social love 

 

Edited December 14, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

 

• Focus on your text 
• Focus on people who are matured

[Tyler Robinson]

 

• Bird calls
• Positive songs
• Comedy stuff
• Animal documentaries 
• Cute things 
• Meditation music, relaxing ASMR

[Tyler Robinson]

1 hour ago, Tyler Robinson said:

 

• Focus on your text 
• Focus on people who are matured

Third point - don't let it impact you so much. 

One thing to remember is that there's an active radicalization going on in this forum against me, the devil is putting in a lot of effort and giving me a tough time. 

I know that rough times are ahead because of these virulent ideas and strategies. I pray that the said people suffer a bit and every time they draw out the sword to harm me, their sword is immediately thrown away or broken. Lord give me that protection against these vicious people who are busy plotting against me.. Let them not win.. 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

One thing to remember is that there's an active radicalization going on in this forum against me, the devil is putting in a lot of effort and giving me a tough time. 

I know that rough times are ahead because of these virulent ideas and strategies. I pray that the said people suffer a bit and every time they draw out the sword to harm me, their sword is immediately thrown away or broken. Lord give me that protection against these vicious people who are busy plotting against me.. Let them not win... 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

• Focus on your text 
• Focus on people who are matured
• don't let it impact you so much. 
• Keep an eye on the people trying to harm me 

[Tyler Robinson]

People that I'm comfortable talking to on the forum 

Sincerity 

Username

JosephKnecht

Razard86 

Valiant Salvatore 

Carl 

Zigzag Idiot

Judy2

Integral 

actually

Bejapuskas 

IAmReallyImportant

LfcCharlie4

Michael569

petar8p

Devin

Arthogaan

Snader

Mz Hyde

Danioover9000

Proserpina 

Loba 

Adam M

Flowboy 

BlessedLion

Eyowey 

Jannes

SamC

Understander

Chives99

Drugsbunny 

inFlow

NoSelfSelf 

Vincent S

OBEler

blueberries

King Merk 

Shane Hanlon

Federico del pueblo

Happy Lizard

Emerald 

Flowboy 

LordFall

Ethan1 

Roy

Eternal Unity

UnbornTao

Breakingthewall

Max_V

zurew

mr_engineer

Strannik

at_anchor

DefinitelyNotARobot

undeather

Bojan V

thepixelmonk

 

 

 

Edited December 14, 2022 by Tyler Robinson