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[Tyler Robinson]

Right now I'm dancing to this song. I like the beat. 

It's so much fun. So much fun dancing to this. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I'm dancing like crazy right now. Like this.. Lol. 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I like eating detergent.... Umm.. Sometimes. 

Just scraped off and ate a little bit right now. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

Got so much off my chest. 

Lifted a burden off my shoulders. 

Now I need to start thinking about my future. See everything happens for the better. 

 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I thought of another entity. 

Gaurgouls.

I've realized that my spiritual path is through entities. Only entities can help me

 

One is Rooberstifin 

Second is Gaurgoul

Third is a snake 

Then I have Larka 1, 2 and 3.

The others include 

 

The other characters are Alpha male 1.....and Gaurzeugus. 

 

Nelhemina

 

• Nelhemina
• Gaurzeugus
• Alpha Male 1
• Larka 1, 2 and 3.
• Gaurgoul - any night entity that is ghostly and romantic. A skeleton. 
• Rooberstifin
• Snake 
•  

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited October 21, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

A few hours ago.... 

I walked into the kitchen. And I suddenly felt like someone (a ghostly presence) was watching over me. They seem to have taken fancy at me. They were creating this strange sexual tension. Similar to Succubus /Incubus 

And they looked like a skeleton 

 

 

[StarStruck]

30 minutes ago, Tyler Robinson said:

A few hours ago.... 

I walked into the kitchen. And I suddenly felt like someone (a ghostly presence) was watching over me. They seem to have taken fancy at me. They were creating this strange sexual tension. Similar to Succubus /Incubus 

And they looked like a skeleton 

 

 

That is strange

[Tyler Robinson]

Why you never told me that I belonged to you. 

Yesterday I felt a bit shy when you were talking to me and you told me how much you love me.. You came so close. You told me that you would die for me. I just need your love. 

When you asked me - what do I want most from you? 

The answer is nothing. You were going to be away from me again. In a distant land. I think the only thing I ever want is that you stay safe and never suffer from others. 

I hope you will remember me when you leave me. I cannot ask much from the kit.. Rethink

 

[Tyler Robinson]

Okeee I was a bit sleepy when I posted the entry above. 

The last sentence is a bit garbled. That's why. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

4 hours ago, Tyler Robinson said:

A few hours ago.... 

I walked into the kitchen. And I suddenly felt like someone (a ghostly presence) was watching over me. They seem to have taken fancy at me. They were creating this strange sexual tension. Similar to Succubus /Incubus 

And they looked like a skeleton 

 

 

I will call it Gaurgoul

[Tyler Robinson]

8 hours ago, Tyler Robinson said:

A few hours ago.... 

I walked into the kitchen. And I suddenly felt like someone (a ghostly presence) was watching over me. They seem to have taken fancy at me. They were creating this strange sexual tension. Similar to Succubus /Incubus 

And they looked like a skeleton 

 

 

I will call it Gaurgoul

[Tyler Robinson]

Another entity that I felt when I was waking up is an ancient man who I have fallen in love with and who is kinda critical, harsh and ruthless 

 

His name is Puerevirden

 

Edited October 22, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

List of entities 

• Nelhemina
• Gaurzeugus
• Alpha Male 1
• Larka 1, 2 and 3.
• Gaurgoul - any night entity that is ghostly and romantic. A skeleton. 
• Rooberstifin
• Snake 
• Puerevirden

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I masturbated again. This time I felt a bit guilty. 

[Tyler Robinson]

I don't want to imagine that kind of sex. It was dirty. I never want that again. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I'll place masturbating into two categories - one that is purely mechanical like clitoral stimulation. And one that is organic and consists of trust, feeling, bonding, intimacy and connection/affection

 

I want to be sexually pristine and pure. I want to make this a daily habit. I'm already a virgin and so I don't feel guilty about sex, since I never really implemented any of my desires

 

I want the organic kind of masturbation. Not the mechanical one. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

The one thing that I feel bad about is that I had this entity Puerevirden in my mind yesterday. And then the image dissolved within seconds. I forgot what he said to me. 

He said something and he did something. I forgot all of it 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I've got to work hard on myself. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

I feel horny every time I think of Puerevirden. 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

Puerevirden and I are living in prehistoric times.

He does fishing and hunting. I make coverings and weave baskets. 

My house is not far from his. I'm the only woman on a tiny island. Most of them are men. They gather things. And sell it in other places. 

I live in my own little hut made from branches and twigs.. 

I can cook.