Conversation with the other

[Fred Fulton]

I’m still way early in this exploration but gradually find things that are initially terrifying and then hopefully calm down.

 

Just realized that every thought (including this) is a conversation with someone else. Not sure if that is just problem solving or defending my identity - probably both. I find that a bit disturbing as it feels like my core internal software isn’t what I thought it was or how I want it to be. But it’s so core I somewhat fear ‘myself’.

 

Anyway, old news for you guys but as is my way - trying to solve/understand by talking to you.

Much love

[vishnusavestheday]

terrifying is mild. just wait till you forget that you cared about leaving being afraid.

other people aren't even the nightmare. it's when you are totally unconcerned with being pure evil that anyone can be fearless with you and against you. 

just punch trees until you aren't afraid of other people's ideas