Yesterday I hit 5 meo at night on the beach, and this was: I am the total reality. but me, the person. the entire cosmos begins with my birth and ends with my death. I am God and the cosmos, which is infinite, is just a breath for me. everything that comes out of me is infinite. this has an unimaginable and crazy scope. me, and you, are exactly the same right now. me, god, right now i'm having all the experiences that can exist, i'm seeing all the sights that can be seen, smelling all the smells. I snap my fingers and infinite universes containing infinite universes containing infinite universes form in my mind. I, the person who is now writing in a coffee shop, am that, completely. There is nothing outside of me, because you are not outside of me. you are exactly me, with a seemingly different outfit. when my breath ends, all that cosmos of infinite multiverses will disappear. although I guess I'll breathe again, and my breath is an infinite universe, my gaze, another infinity. everything I do or think expands to infinity. for me it is something normal, since the nature of reality is infinite. an infinity within another infinitely. For me, a look supposes the creation of endless multiverses. nothing has an end. everything unfolds infinitely. my power is infinite. I am not nothing, nor consciousness. I am god. god the omnipotent power of infinite depth. of infinite intelligence. do you understand? infinite power...no, we can't understand.