What do you fear most?

[Julian gabriel]

What do you think you fear most?

I fear intimacy 

[Tyler Robinson]

I fear fear. 

[Jannes]

That I won’t reach any great mystical experiences because they are either bs or that I am to afraid to access them. 

[Sincerity]

Probably my sister dying or getting deeply traumatized in some way. Especially because of something I could have prevented.

Death is a close second, if not first.

[Loba]

Death is a first, despite having plenty of experiences that show that it isn't something to be worried about, but I still do.  Mostly, it's the process.  How will it work?  Do my senses fade out all at once, one by one, do I kind of blend into everything or is there nothing at all?  Will someone come and get me, or will I move out of my body into another space?  Will it be painful?  Will I have regrets?  Will I cry and cling onto my life, or will I accept it with grace?  Will I show that I have control over myself near the end or will I lose this and become as fearful as a little girl who's spotted a monster under her bed?  Once it's over, that's the end, but mostly just the process itself sounds worrisome, possibly painful.  But maybe, just near the end, there will be something welcoming.  One can't ever know, no matter how many awakening experiences, until one actually dies for real.